Hi! I'm Seo Hyun, i'm 19 years old and... I think I fell in love.
All began the September 4, 2010 while the SM Town concert in Los Angeles. KyuHyun and me had to sing a duet togheter so we did our voice warming and at this moment Henry arrives to saw KyuHyun and he ask him something about a object he lost or something like that. My partner tries to explain to Henry where the object was but he doesn't understand, so KyuHyun left me for find the object but before I left...

-Henry, can you stay with Seo Hyun and make the warming voice with her?

-O.o? Eum... yes, no probleme.

Okay, I have to say that before that moment, we didn't really know each other, we never had a real conversation, we talked once or twice before but we didn't say a lot. So I didn't understand why he looked at me with those gentle eyes, while I made my warming.

-You have a so beautiful voice, he said.

-Oh... thank you, but I'm just warming it...

-Can you sing for real for I listen your real voice?

-I don't know, you never heard my voice before?

-Not really...

-Ok, then just for you Oppa!

And I sang the song I do with KyuHyun, and at KyuHyun part Henry began to sing, I didn't know that he learn the song but, he's always with KyuHyun and the other guys of Super Junior so I don't have to be wonder. But... it was so nice to sing with him, his voice is so beautiful and our voice mixed togheter was so, so... wonderful then I feel a little something strange in my heart.

-Wow beautiful!

It was KyuHyun who come back with the Henry's violin.

-If it was possible I'll give you my place Henry! Your voice with Seo Hyun's sound so good, I hope you will make a duet someday.

-Yes, for sure! Thanks for take care of my violin. See you next time Seo Hyun.

-Yes, Oppa...

He left KyuHyun and me alone, and we continued to make our warming. After that went to get prepare and I continued to think about Henry and his eyes... so kind and gentle...

-Stop that Seo Hyun! You have to focus on the show!!!

Finally, I spent all the show like if it was nothing, and I did what I love to do the most, sing, dance and be a star, with all the members of SM Town.  It was just when we came back at the hotel that Henry pop up in my mind.

-Hey, are you okay? Ask me Tiffany.

-Yes... ^^'

-Is it that Canadian guy... what's is name, Oh  yes, Henry who make you like this?

-O.O No... Why do say that?

-Don't make the innocent! ^^ I saw you with him when you did your warming... I you sang with him too!

-That means nothing!

-Oh yes, for sure, but... I saw how gently you looked each other.

-It was just... because of the song and the emotion and...

- ¬¬ Seo Hyun... you are in love!!! =D

Tiffany said the words that a SNSD members haven't the right to say, for the good reason that we don't have the right to be in love... I mean, we can't date someone officially, but for me that means that I can't fall in love.

-No I'm not. How can I? I barely know him!

-So what? Love at first sight, that ring a bell to you?

-It wasn't the firt time I saw him!

-It's just a "retard love at first sight"!

-Anyway... I'm not in love with Henry!

At this moment, Sunny and Jessica pop up out nowhere!

-You are in love with Henry?... Who is it? Said Sunny with is aegyo expression.

-It's the boy of Super Junior M who play violin.

-Oh yes... is cute, you make a good choice Seo Hyun!

- <>.<> I said that I'm NOT in  love with him! Now leave me please, I'm tired, I going to bed, see you tomorrow! And... don't say a word of this conversation to anybody, I don't want rumor to spread out.

-Yes... -_-

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I am now, in China, Shangai to be more precise. I'm on stage, in my white dress, I start to sing (it's my duet with KyuHyun). When it's KyuHyun's part, it's not him who come on stage...my heart stop when I saw Henry on stage and not my usual partner. I don't have choice, I have to do like if it was normal, and I continue to sing. At the moment where Henry and me close up, a fan throws a towel with my name in big on it. Henry take it and give me the other side of the towel, so I pick it up and now our head are hide for the public. Henry look at me with his usual gentle eyes and say:

-I'm sorry, but I can't control myself for now.

He kiss me, and...

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I woke up? It was just a dream! I don't know if I feel relieved or sad, it was so nice, but that kind of thing would make an horrible scandal... but it was so nice...  Once come back home in Korea after the endless plane trip between L.A. and Seoul, YoonA come in my room close the door.

-Are you crazy? Said YoonA.

-And, you talking about...?

-You and Henry!!!

I'm sure it was just a dream... the show in Shangai is just in a week and remember that I made my duet when KyuHyun and not kissed anybody.

-You cannot be in love with him?

-Did I kiss him on stage?

-No... what this question it is?

-Nevermind...

-You cannot...

-I know, you just told me! And don't be mad for nothing, I'm not in love with him!

-It's not what Tiffany, Jessica and Sunny told me!

- <>.<> I will kill them!

-Ah! So you admit it!!!

-No, it's just Tiffany who imagines things.

-Don't forget that you are marrired!

-O.o? I'm not... I mean, not for real, it's just a TV Show!

-But, you don't love your "husband"?

-Yes, as a friend, and I don't want more!

-You fell in love with a guy that you barely know and not with the one who is your "husband"? I don't understand you Seo Hyun.

YoonA left the room. I was alone with my thoughts.

-I'm not in love... you aren't the only one to not understand me YoonA... me too, I don't understand myself.

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The weeks have passed, I don't really saw Henry since the Shangai show, I have to say that me and the other SNSD member didn't have the time to see anybody. We worked a lot on our Japanese promotions and our new mini-album Hoot (this song is so good!!!). But tonight I decide that I will take the time to pratice my piano, I'm so stress with all this work, and play piano calm me. So I'm in piano parctice room in the earthquarter of SM Entertainement, and I play, I'm so happy.

-Seo Hyun?

I turn back, and saw YuRi in the door-frame.

-Hi Unnie!

-May I play with you?

-Yes for sure.

She sits next to me and we play together.

-How are you? She asks me.

-Fine, and you?

-I'm okay... I heard something from Lee Teuk Oppa.

-What is it?

-Henry is in love with one of us...

-Why are you telling me that?

I think my heart will come out of my chest, it's beating son fast and so strong...

-You are the one with who is in love... and Tiffany told me that you are too... even if you don't want to admit it.

At this moment, Tae Yeon unnie come in the room and take me in her arms.

-I'm soooooo happy for you my little maknae!!! For sure I would prefer it was your "husband" but this Henry look good too!

-Okay, it's enough! I go back home!

-TaeYeon... ¬¬ this is was too much! Said YuRi.

- ^^' I know but... I was so happy!!!

I leave the room when a fall face-to-face with...

-Henry Oppa!!!

-Hi Seo Hyun... you...

-I go back home, I'm tired and we have a lot of work tomorrow.

-Oh well, so, good night.

-Thank you... good night!

While I was leaving I saw Henry come in the practice room where I was a few seconds ago, I guess he left it when he saw YuRi and Tae Yeon, anyway it's not like if I care... 

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The next day, I came back in the piano practice room, and played the piano. I barely started to play that I heard the sound of a violin. I turn back and saw Henry who was playing violin.

-Don't stop to play, he said.

So I continued and we play togheter, I had the same feeling I had when we sang togheter in Los Angeles. This indescribable well-being feeling that invade me at this moment, I will always remember this, but it's still not as strong as what happen after. When we finished the song, he sat down next to me and look me right in the eyes and I surprised myself to get my face closer of his and searching his lips with mind and slowy and gently kissed me.

-Tell me it's not a dream this time, I said.

-No it's really real... this time?

-Oh yes, once I had a dream where you...

-Did that...

And he kiss me again. We are alone in the world, only him, me and the moon oh lighted us is her bright light.

-Seo Hyun, I love you... but I know you don't have the right...

-So just keep the secret! ^^

-Yes you have right.

We shared an other kiss. For now on, I have a secret and I will keep it of everyone... yes also from my unnies, as long as I'll be SNSD's Seo Hyun.

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