I’m broken, do you hear me?
I’m blinded, ‘cause you are everything I see,
I’m dancin’ alone, I’m praying,
That your heart will just turn around,

And as I walk up to your door,
My head turns to face the floor,
‘Cause I can’t look you in the eyes and say,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than this

If I’m louder, would you see me?
Would you lay down
In my arms and rescue me?
‘Cause we are the same
You save me,
When you leave it’s gone again,

And when I see you on the street,
In his arms, I get weak,
My body fails, I’m on my knees,
Prayin’,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

I’ve never had the words to say,
But now I’m askin’ you to stay
For a little while inside my arms,
And as you close your eyes tonight,
I pray that you will see the light,
That’s shining from the stars above,

(And I say)

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,

‘Cause I can love you more than this

When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,

When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than this

 

[TIME LAPSE: A WEEK AFTER SEUNGHYUN & DARA's UNEXPECTED MEETING @ CLUB YG]

 

[DARA's POV]

I’m walking my dog Charlie in the park near my house.

Charlie. The only gift I didn’t return to Seunghyun.

Charlie was his 2^nd year anniversary gift to me.

I don’t have the courage to give him away.

I decided to rest in the park bench for a while.

Thinking of random things…

Jiyong…

My plan…

Bom…

Seunghyun…

My mind was so flooded with different thoughts that it was already too late to realize that Charlie was already running away.

“CHARLIE!!!” I shouted as I ran after him.

When I was finally able to catch up to him, he was playing with a guy, but I can only see his back.

“God! Charlie, don’t ever try to run away again!” I tried to lecture the dog.

I was about to thank the guy that caught him, but when he faced me…

“Seunghyun…” I whispered. Surprised by his sudden appearance.

“Dara.” He said at the same time.

He’s the last person I wanted to see right now.

We stood there in silence. No one dared to speak.

Until I finally had the courage to walk away, almost dragging the poor dog behind me.

“Dara! Wait!” he said.

I stopped for a moment, but I just continued walking.

He grabbed my hand and forced me to face him.

“Listen, about that night…” He started.

“That night was nothing, it doesn’t mean anything to me. You should just forget about it.” I said. I know he was stunned with what I just said.

“How can you say something like that? Since when did you become so… heartless?” He asked, tears starting to form in his eyes.

“I’m not heartless, all I’m saying is, we’re both committed to other people already, you have Bom, I have Jiyong. Don’t you think it’s wrong to have with a person who’s already in a relationship?” I said, trying not to look at him.

“IT’S NOT JUST !!! FOR ME, WHATEVER HAPPENED THAT NIGHT ISN’T A MISTAKE. IT’S NOT JUST . WE MADE LOVE. TO ME, IT WAS SOMETHING MAGICAL. SOMETHING SPECIAL. SOMETHING YOU DO ONLY WITH THE PERSON YOU LOVE.” He said. Pain obvious in his eyes.

I sighed. “Seunghyun, we both know it’s wrong. T-t-that night, we’re both drunk. I wasn’t thinking straight. I’m sorry.” I turned to leave him again.

Suddenly, a pair of strong arms wrapped me in a tight embrace.

“Dara, babe, please give me another chance. Give US another chance. I know I did a lot of things that hurt you, but I’m begging you. Please take me back. I can’t stand seeing you with another guy. When you kissed jiyong, my heart felt like exploding. Every single day that passed without you by my side felt like a curse. I don’t know how long I can stand it. Please let me love you again. Please, my Ssantokki.”

We were like that for a long period of time.

I took a deep breath…

And said…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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LAME UPDATE!

I SRSLY NEED A CO-AUTHOR FOR THIS FIC.