“jae wanno go anywhere?” ask gyuri, they were out shopping after work. Jaejoong agree to go with them since he don’t have nothing to do. After that day, he rarely see yunho. He sometime wonder whether he is hide something from him, but he just shake it off. He cannot doubt him , he know yunho will never hide something from him.

 

“hey-hey look at that hunky” Nicole said to him, jae just smile and look at way she point. His smile grow wide when see his lover was there “yunho??” he whisper between his lips “gosh, should I try?” gyuri said to the other girl, jae just smirk “pfft, like he will fall for it girl” as they were gossiping over him, again Nicole gain their attention “dang!! He have girlfriend already girls!” his smile faint when hear it. His eyes grew wide see a girl clinging to his arm “she is lucky…” jaejoong avoid his eyes from continue look at them “they look really match together” praise jihye, jaejoong clench his fist and march to where yunho were. When he arrived, yunho look at him in terror

“w-what are you doing here?” yunho stutter, jaejoong look at her. His memory hit him, she was the girl from the previous club. The girl that chasing over him “are you this guy girlfriend?” she just nod and tilt his head to lean on yunho arm “matter of fact, we will engage next month” jaejoong just clench his fist and force himself to smile “oh, really? What a LUCKY girl” yunho push her away “don’t listen to her” jaejoong still smiling and look at her “congratulation, I hope you could take care of my friend here. Well I need to go now, bye” jaejoong slightly bow and quickly go from there “jae! Jae-” but his step was stop because of ara “hey, where do you think you are going?? We still have thing left to buy” yunho shove her hand away “FUCX OF !” she bite her lips and retreat, yunho look at her in anger “this is not over yet ara, I will till your father about this! And there will be NOBODY ENGAGE next month!” with his last warning he went chase over jaejoong.

 

And here I am lying at this nice grass near the river. Should I just kill myself? But for why? I get up and try to remember what just happen “oh yeah…yunho is about getting engage to that girl” he sit and hus his knee “maybe we are not mean to be together…well, at the end he will married to a girl…while me” tears start to flown down from my cheek, I clench my shirt “it’s hurt…but I have to move on…” I bite my lower lips and look at my hand “that why he don’t keep contact with me…its quite disappointed.” He smirk “kim jaejoong, man up! If he could find himself a girl, so do you!!” he get up and clench his fist tightly “just wait and see yunho!!! I will find myself a girl!!! And…” he cursed “DAMN I WILL TELL HER I FXCKING LIKE HER!!!” he burst out crying again.

After a long cry, he decide to walk back home. He check up his phone, and he surprise to get message from his co-worker

 

FROM GYURI GODDESS:

Hey, are ok? What happened??

Jaejoong just smile when read it, he open the next meassage

 

FROM NICOLE:

Do you know him? Damn jae, I was chasing you but you are just to fast for me!! I will beat you up tomorrow when I see you at the work

 

He smile awkwardly when read it , and he read another message from his workmate

 

FROM JIHYE:

Cry? You are a man, don’t cry over it. You should fight instead of cry. Grow up jae

 

He was stunned read it “j-jihye…how did you know?” when he went read another message it make him sick

 

FROM YUNNIE BEAR:

Jae, where are you?

 

FROM YUNNIE BEAR:

Why are you not anwering my call?

 

FROM YUNNIE BEAR:

I have something to tell you, please answer your phone jae

 

With the last message, he got almost hundred miscall from him “instead of cry, I should fight for it?” he bite his lips “is he worth to fight for?” he off his phone and continue walk home.

 

As he arrived, he see a figure stand infront of his house. He was shock to see the figure is yunho, before he could run yunho was already grab his wrist “jae!” jaejoong try to escape from him but fail “jae, let me explain…it’s not like what you see” jaejoong just smirk “its not like I see? So you want me to pretend not see it? That what you mean?” yunho shake his head “lets get inside first jae” yunho pled, jaejoong cannot help but to obey him. He follow yunho enter his home

 

“so, explain it” jaejoong cross his arm over his chest waiting for yunho explain it to him “jae, my father set me up. He is the one plan this all, I thought I should quietly settle it without your notice. I was going to end it up today when go eat at her place tonight, I never knew we will meet up like this” jaejoong take a deep breath “I don’t know yunho, I think…it will not going well” yunho grab jaejoong shoulder and try to look at him into the eyes “what do you mean jae? What will not going well?” jae just shake his head and push yunho hand away “lets just end this… I am sick of you” tears flown down from his cheek, yunho turn away from looking at him “is that what you want jae?” jaejoong cupped his face and nod, yunho still not facing him, he walk to the door and grab the knob “FCK JAE!!! FXCK EVERYTHING!!!” he slam the door, leave jae cry alone at the living room

“no, I cannot…I cannot fight for it…it’s just to hard… I rather let him go, then let him suffer living with me” he drop his body at the floor and continue crying

 

 

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Sorry for the long wait (>.<) i will update it once a month from now ^^ thanks for readinng~! (*^_^*)/