CHAPTER 2

My Painful love...

JAEJOONG P.O.V.

I was busy working till at 8pm “Bye see you tomorrow” I bow at them and continue with my work “Ah…why they always want a new clothes? don’t they have enough clothes at home?!” I scratch my head in frustrated #LOVE LOVE IKU NUKU SURVIVOR# I reach my arm out and grab my phone “Yunnie Honey Bunny” I gasp, I look at the clock on the wall “Oh god, he must be mad at me!” it is 8:56pm right now *SMILE* wow jaejoong~ you are sure EARLY go to the party, I answer the phone with a smile on my face “YAH!!!! KIM JAEJOONG WHERE ARE YOU!!!! IF YOU DON’T COME IN 30 MINUTE, I WILL YOU HARDLY TONIGHT!!!!” *HANGUP* my eyes was widen “What? OH MY GOD!!!!” I quickly took a bag on my chair and quickly run out from the company, I stop at shop and change my clothes. I wear make up, wig and a y dress. I quickly run out from the shop, I look at my phone “9:03pm?!!! oh, please spare me some life!!!” I don’t have any chance but to run to the place. I know the place that yunho and his co-worker hangout, it’s not far from my work place. I stop running “Finn—ally…” I gasp for air, I enter the club “Yunho yah!!! your HOT GIRLFREIND have arrived!!!” I smirked after hear it “THANK YOU MY BUTTLER~!!!!” his co-worker is sure annoying me!!!! then yunho come to me, I just give him an awkward smile “Hi yun…” he grab my wrist harshly and drag me from there “Here yunho let’s have fun first!!! don’t her yet!!!” I could hear that they were laughing about it, for them it is funny. for me it’s between life and death! “Joongie, why are you late today! you have 3minute to explained!!!” I was totally scared when see his face like that, I rub my neck “Well…I was busy working just now…I was-“ yunho push me until I lean to the wall “So is your work is important than spent a quality time with me jae?!” “YES” I cover my mouth after that “Oh jae!!! he surely will you hard tonight!!!! I think you can’t go work for a week then!!!”  yunho become more furious “MWO?! YAH KIM JAEJOONG!!!!” I look around, I was glad that only me and yunho at there. I hit yunho arm “Jung Yunho, do you forget that you should not call my nick name instead of my REAL one!!!” yunho rub his arm after got a free hit from jaejoong “It’s your fault boo not mine! tonight….you better get ready ok! tell to your that I will , and …*GRINNED* you know what I’m going to do right boo?~~~” I was speechless after hear it . yunho kiss my cheek before leave me at there alone “OH MY GOD!!!! YUNHO GOING TO SKIN ME OFF!!!! !!!!” I fixed my bang , I can’t stop walking back and forth “Should I run away? …if I run now…he still can come to my home right? …aish!!!!!” I  feel like I was going crazy just because YUNHO going to me!!!! my eyes got on something , yunho? he seem really happy with his friend. I take a sit beside the bar and watch over him “Hey, yesterday I saw this hot girl! WOW~~~ You should see her !!!” I went silent when hear it “Don’t they have anything beside that to talk about?” yunho don’t take part on it, he only laugh and smile…sometime he will just nod when hear it. I gasp “Is this Jung Yunho that I know? Jung Yunho that I like?” then I got caught watching over him, he wink at me and give me a warm smile. I quickly turn my face, when I realize my face have turn red “Yunho seem really happy with his friend… I wish I could make him smile like that too…laugh like that…instead seeing his satisfied face after having a every time…” I let go a sigh and look at him again. he was talking on his phone, his face is not smiling while talk on the phone “I wander…to who he is talking to?” then he get up and walk toward me “Joongie…I need go to work now, let me send you home right now” I just nod, I realize that his face were pale. he took my arm and drag me out, his friend just look at us without saying anything. yunho send me home, it’s weird that night. he don’t say a word to me until he reached my home “Goodnight boo~ well sorry I can’t EAT you tonight… save for tomorrow ok~~!” he pat my head and smile at me. I know something wrong have happen but is it about his work? if he said like that…well I need to let him go tonight. I get out from the car, I walk pass his car and walk toward the driver place. I knock his window, he rolled it down “You are not regret yunnie?” he chuckle and pinch my cheek “Of course I’m regret boo~~~!!! but something have happen at my work place…that why I told you save it for tomorrow~”I pull my head from the window and rub my painful cheek “If you say so-“ “Boo~~~ don’t forget~~~” I smirked, I know very well with that grinned on his face. again I lean closer to the window so I could give him a kiss, our lips meet. It does not last long “Bye Jae~~joongie~~~!!” he drive the car from there. I only could wave my hand to him “I SAVE TONIGHT~~~~!!!!” I quickly run inside the house and take off all my clothes include the wig and the bra. I don’t think about yunho that night, then at 12 midnight I got a call from yunho, I smirked before answering it “Yunnie~~~” I answer cutely, I wait but there no reply “Yunho? is that you?” “Jae…I like you” I was startle when hear it “Jae I will be by your side until the end of the world…I will by your side when you sad, sick, mad , or happy. jae I will never leaving you” i gasp “Yunnie..what are you talking about?” “Jae…you will wait for me right? you will believe at what I’m doing right? jae I like you sincerely! I never love you forcefully , what you going to see you must never believe it! what ever you hear you must never believe it ok!” I confuse “Yunnie what are you trying to say?” “Jae…I just want to said that I like you…I just want to said how much I like you…I love you so deeply that I think that I can’t live without you jae” I touch my lips and biting. I’m really touch when hear it “Yunho yah…are you proposing me?” then I hear a soft laugh “No…not this jae. I will propose you in romantic way~” I pout after hear it “Yunnie…I like you to…forever like you…in my heart there only your name on it. there no one beside a guy name ‘JUNG YUNHO’ ” I could hear a giggle on the phone “Jae I’m so relieved after hear what you have said” I lay my body on the bed while still talking to yunho “Sorry if I have disturb you boo~~” I surely miss him beside me right now “No it’s ok yunnie~” “ I need to hang up now, night-night boo~~~” before I could reply it, he hang up on me “Mwo ya? he never hang up on me before this!...he sure act weird tonight…” took a pillow and lay my head on it “Why he suddenly ask me if I like him or not? he told me to believe him… don’t believe at what other people said? what is he trying to tell me?” I rolled my body on the bed and bite the pillow “Aish JUNG YUNHO you surely have make me go crazy when thinking about you!!!!” I fell asleep after thinking about it

 

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*YUNHO P.O.V.*

I woke up after hear the clock ringing, I get up and shuffle my hair  “Jae…baby…you will be mine forever right?...baby joongie…” I let go a sigh “Sooner or later jae will know about it…jae will found about it…I do not want to see him cry… I do not want to make him sad…” i took my towel and enter the bathroom

 

*FLASHBACK*

“! she is the prettiest girl I have ever meet!!!” “what? yuri? hey yoona is the most prettiest girl in the world!!!” “ you! yuri is the pretty and y one!!!” “Yah! yoona is like goddess aro!!” I let go a sigh “Don’t they have anything else to talk beside this thing…” I turn my head and see jaejoong, then he quickly turn his head. I smirked “What? did he eyeing on me?” again he look at the place where me and my friend where, I chuckle at the way he looked. I wink at him, he was blushed after that. suddenly I feel “Jae~~~ it’s time for your punishment!!!!” I get up, my friend don’t seem bother about my existing . before I could go to jaejoong, my phone ringing . I answer it without hesitation “Yeoboseayo” “Yunho, this is appa ga. where are you right now?” I was shock with he sudden call “I’m with my friend right now” I could hear a sigh over the phone “Come home now, appa want to said something to you” I was curious when he said like that. but before I could said another word he already hang up on  me. I took jaejoong home, I don’t know why, but it seem that my father word is keep playing on my head “What is that old men want to talk to me now? is it about jae? wait…he already know about it…then…what is it about?” I drop jaejoong off and quickly go to my house. I see a car on my apartment, I get out from my car and enter my house. I was totally shocked when see a girl smiling “Yunho, meet your fiancé.goo ara” I look at him shocked “what? my fiancé????!” the girl walk toward him and bow “It’s really nice to meet you yunho sshi” the way she smile make me remember of jaejoong “NO!!! my heart is for jae only!!!! no one beside him!!!!” “appa will go now, have a nice conversation then” I followed him out “APPA!!! don’t you think that you are being to cruel?” the old men stop, he turn his head and smirked “Cruel? what does that mean my son? i don’t know it because there’s no CRUEL word in my DICTIONARY” I hold my fist tightly “APPA, I HAVE JAEJOONG!!!!” he sigh “That girly guy? I’m sorry son, but he is a GUY not a GIRL. even though his face look like a girl, he still have a CORK that produce a not OVUM” my heart feel like been stabbed after hear it “Son, jaejoong will not produce a grandchildren for me” “I could adopt some for you appa!” he shook his head “I don’t want someone else SON!!!! I want your and that girl ovary in it!!!! I want a grandchildren from you!!!” I gasp, my father shook his head and pat my head “Son… It’s my fault that you turn to gay…” his word is sure make me annoyed “Appa, are you disgust have a son like me?” he smile at me and shook his head again. he leave me alone, I was speechless “Appa…he don’t yell…is he really want me to marry her? but…I’m seriously like jae…” I enter back my home. she still at there, I could only sigh “I-“ “Don’t worry! I don’t have intention to engage with you after all~” I was startle when hear it, she walk toward me “It’s because work matter, my father want your father company~” she smile at me, I start to feel weird when she caress my cheek “Well at the 2nd thought…I think I want to engage with you yunho sshi~ you look y and hot!!!” I swallowed my saliva when she start to my shirt “Do you have a girlfriend yunho sshi?” I don’t know why, I felt so hot suddenly when she touch my chest “U-uhm” I stutter, she chuckle when see my reaction “Yunho sshi…don’t you feel hot~~~?” she whisper to my ears, I feel hopeless. I feel want to hear right now! but before I could do it, she my neck. I moan “Ah~~~” then suddenly I remember someone. I push her away “GET OUT!!!!” I yell, she seem really shocked with my sudden change. but I don’t care at all. I pick up her thing and drag her out from my apartment “DON’T YOU EVER STEP YOUR FEET AT HERE ANYMORE!!!!!” I close the gate and quickly enter my apartment. I closed the door and look around “Jae…jae…jae…” my heart feel like been stab by a knife, I get my phone and dialed jaejoong number “Yunnie~~~~” a tears escape from my eyes, I cover my mouth with my left hand while my right hand holding the phone “Yunho is that you?” I wipe my tears “Jae…I like you” I said out f the blue “Jae I will be by your side until the end of the world…I will by your side when you sad, sick, mad , or happy. jae I will never leaving you” I hear jae was gasp  “Yunnie..what are you talking about?” I bite my lips and continue talking “Jae…you will wait for me right? you will believe at what I’m doing right? jae I like you sincerely! I never love you forcefully , what you going to after this…just pretend you never see it! what ever you hear you must never believe it ok!” I know jae must feel weird with my sudden act “Yunnie what are you trying to say?” “Jae…I just want to said that I like you…I just want to said how much I like you…I love you so deeply that I think that I can’t live without you jae” my heart slowly start to pump like it always do “Yunho yah…are you proposing me?” I laugh with his silly question “No…not this jae. I will propose you in romantic way~” I could hear clearly that he whining on the phone “Yunnie…I like you to…forever like you…in my heart there only your name on it. there no one beside a guy name ‘JUNG YUNHO’ ” I laugh when hear it “Jae I’m so relieved after hear what you have said” I start to smile, I look at my wrist watch. it was already past 2am “Sorry if I have disturb you boo~~” I said in apologize tone “No it’s ok yunnie~” oh god, I start to miss him right now!!! “ I need to hang up now, night-night boo~~~” I hang up on him, but then my heart is aching again. I realize that it have not over, I wish I could protect jaejoong. I don’t want to separate from him. he is the only one for me, I went to my room and lay on the bed. I took out my phone and  look at jae picture, a tears fall down to my cheek “Joongie…don’t you think appa is too cruel? yes he know about our relationship already…I thought he okay with it… jae what should I do now? well…what my father said is right…I want children too…” I shook my head “NO NO NO!!! what am I talking about!!! jae! I’m still happy if we still can’t have child. I just want you by my side that all~” I fall asleep after have a nice conversation to myself X3

#END FLASHBACK#

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