(donghae was sitting beside kyuhyun who was putting his heavy head on donghae chest)

 

donghae:(in a low voice) kyunah ~~ are you okay ? 

 

kyuhyun:ummm,, i don't know

 

donghae:you know what you did is wrong right ? something bad could happened to you

,kyunah look at me ...

 

(he hold his shoulder and shift his position to face him,,kyuhyun body was so weak and his head were so heavy)

 

you have to be strong and stubborn so you can help ryeowook ,your friend,, if you don't you will lose him for good,

you aren't a baby boy anymore,, you are a big man now , what would you do if i told you i don't want to know you anymore??

 

(he was tearing up)

 

yes, do you know this feelings ??if you gave up on ryeowook he will think that you giving up on him too,

he will be lonly inside, he maybe pushing you away put don't you know why ?

(he shook his head )

he is afraid if he didn't you will be like anyone else ,,he want to know how important he is to you , so don't you ever give up on him okay ?

kyuhyun:okay

eunhyuk:try to say what you want and what you feel to him so he can understand , it will be better that way try it now we will leave okay.

 

(they all left the room leaving kyuhyun and ryeowook alone.

ryeowook was sleeping,, kyuhyun sat in front of him he tried to hold his hand but he couldn't,, he was sobbing in silent )

 

kyuhyun:kim ryeowook

it's me your friend kyu, 

the one who bullying and teasing you every hour in the day, 

wooki i hurt you so bad, i did this to you,i'm sorry.

i couldn't take it ..that you didn't.. fight back ..and ..you the one who end up apologizing ..i couldn't stand seeing you mad or crying alone.... when you didn't do anything wrong... you did so much to me.. i didn't do anything for you ..

look at your self (he hold his hand) i don't want ...anything bad happen to you... i never thought that i could hurt you....... i'm so scared that you could hate me...... i was never here for you, never once ,never once i had asked you if you are okay... i had never asked .........i had never asked .......i was just watching you suffer ............will it be too late now ...i... if i ask you please ...don't hate me.... please ...i don't want to sit here doing nothing ......i want you to rely ..on ..me...... for once ...now... im asking please let me share your pain ...........let me help you kim ryeowook .........my friend ..........my brother........ please don't hate ...me............. please wake up and say that you are forgiving me........ tell me i forgive you...... i will do anything anything you ask just tell me ...

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(on the other side heechul and leeteuk were in the hospital garden ,,they were sitting on a bench they wasn't talking at first then heechul started to talk ,,he was feeling so bad to know how leeteuk was feeling he really tried to be beside him)

 

heechul's pov

 

that man ,,,i really tried not to show him that i wasn't there for him i don't know what i do for him ,i didn't done anything at all. 

"YAH park jungsu who is it that friend?? " i said he was looking at the sky then he smiled " a friend ..an old ,,very old friend. you don't know him " he said "could it be me " i said while i acted cute "no,,, you are to old than him " he said ..than i realised that it could be kang in... i don't know why.... but i felt sad ......yes kang in was his helper than me " you now would think that it could be kang in right?? "he said...... i know leeteuk ..he was mind reader "it's both of you idiot ......but you the most....... that i felt so alone after you went to the army ........you probably think that you didn't do anything....... acutely you didn't do that much ..but to know that i have a back ,,, someone i can relay on ,,,is so much help............... at first i didn't know that you consider me as your close friend..... but ........i'm.......... from the start .......i considered you as my best friend.................. being a leader it's not an easy job,, but i don't take it that way .....i take it as i'm the Breadwinner of a big ..very big family "he said and looked at me "you kim heechul are my friend that i'm lost with out " he said

"jungsu,, i'm always here with you " i said ......i was lost of words .......i didn't treat him will but he is always treat me like if i was his own real son ......i was so mad at myself for realising this now ...he was silent for so long ......i didn't know what he was thinking .........i tried to cheer him up ....but ....i can see him go weak and weaker ."you go home i'll stay here tonight you need to rest "he said...... again i'm the one who is suppose to say this "no i'm free tomorrow you go don't worry i will not kill anyone trust me " i said he nodded