A week later

Minhyun pov

It’s already a week and Ren doesn’t show up at school, I really want to know how she is now I try to call her but she doesn’t open her number. I also visit her house but it seem like no one is home I wonder where is she right now? how is she doing? I didn’t hear any news about her either since she has no friend, Aish!!!! I shouldn’t make that revenge!!

“Hey, Minhyun” I heard JR call me

“Hey” I reply him back

“you look sad dude” he said and tap my shoulder, I look up and saw Baekho beside him too

“It’s just-

I didn’t get to finish my sentences cause Baekho interrupt me

“Ren doesn’t show up, you feel guilty now?? Hyun, You also know I don’t like revenge since I was boy”

I just look down and don’t say anything, he’s right... why I’m so stupid at that time?

“It’s okay,hyun , It’s been too long I already forget her” he said comfort me

“Really?” I asked him, not sure if he can

“yeah and I know you like her too, she is nice girl” he said

He is right, Ren is nice girl not evil as I think before. I’m just so stupid!!

“she will comeback, don’t worry” Baekho said and smile and I just give him weak smile

“Let’s go to the class” JR shouts and drag us.

In the class

“Class, We have a bad news today” the teacher announce and that grab everyone attention

“Choi Ren died cause of accident, her parent just report to school today”

the pen fail from my hand when I heard what teacher said, It can’t be!! I just hear it wrong right?? It’s just a week...

I feel the tear run down from my eyes. The sob start getting out from my throat

No, I want to see her again, I want to see her beautiful face again. she can’t die yet, NO NO NO!!!! I shout in my head. The students looks at me weirdly but I just I ignore them

Baekho pats my back to clam my sob but it doesn’t working. The teacher just lie I will find her, she isn’t die yet. I have to find her. I don’t believe that she died.

So I grab my bag and run out from class, I heard Baekho and JR shout calling me also the teacher but I ignore it and keep running to her house.

“House For Sale” I saw the banner on the gate of the house when I arrived.

Where is her family?? No, It can’t be real!!! god, please let it be a nightmare. I don’t want to lost her cause I’m not yet confess my sincerer feeling to her yet, I don’t do anything for her yet.

“Hey, young man, what are you looking for?” an old woman asked me

“This family” I said and point to her house

“Oh, They moved, I heard it because their daughter died” she said and that broke my soul, she can’t go like that, It can’t be!!!

I stood there blankly stare to nothing, the tear staring falling from my eyes, as the rain also

“Young man, the rain is coming, u better go home” that ajumma talk to me but I don’t wanna talk to anyone right now so I don’t reply her then that ajumma just shook her head and walk back in her house.

I start walking with heavy step and my heavy pain in my heart.

I’m all soak now and cold but I don’t care about it, I don’t care if I might catch cold or what. And the tears never stop falling.

 Now that I realize that I love her so much and I want her back badly, but she is already gone it’s my entire fault!!! I’m so stupid.

now I regret that I don't get anymore chance to say what on my mind to her.

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