"Okay dad, I understand. Okay. Yes. See you later"

"What happened?" Zico patted his shoulder

"My father. He got us the ticket out of this country." Himchan looked him in the eyes and sat on the floor

"Isn't that great?! FINALLY!" Zico smiled brightly

"You.. You don't understand." He said quietly

"A lot of things that I don't understand but I'm gonna accept it anyway." He decided to sat beside Himchan

"What about him..." Himchan sighed

"Yongguk?"

"Yeah"

"What exactly happened between the two of you?" Zico got curious

"What happened between you and Kyung?"

"What?!" Zico taken aback

"Yeah, I don't really like it when people asked that."

"Okay, fair enough."

"I gotta tell him"

"Of course you do."

"I have to tell him the truth."

"Good luck with that. I'll tell the others about this thing. You're not gonna be around for awhile, right? Promise me to call us sometimes." Zico bowed a little and left

"You'll be a good leader for them" it made Zico turned and ran towards him

"Gosh, I'm gonna miss you so bad" Zico hugged him tightly then walked away

"Right when I felt fit perfectly with everyone. GREAT!" Himchan took his bag and left the basecamp.

*A month later*

Channie isn't return yet, everyone is worried sick but the headmaster told Yongguk that Channie decided to left the school because of family matters. Yongguk recovered from injuries yet he always got a nightmares about Himchan and Channie sometimes.

"Do you wanna grab something?" Youngjae snapped him out from his imagination

"Huh?"

"You looked haunted. Are you okay?" he asked

"I'm just really tired" Yongguk smiled

"She'll comeback when she's ready." Youngjae patted him

Yongguk laughed nervously then suddenly he got a message from someone.

"Can you come to the roof?"

Yongguk stared at the text and confused.

"Who the hell is... " Yongguk widened his eyes and ran to the roof

"Wow wow wow, what's gotten into him?" Zelo stared at his leader in confuse

"Maybe he should go to the bathroom?" Jonggup stared at Zelo

"Hhhmm maybe.." Zelo shrugged

"So what are we gonna eat today?! I'm very excited!!" Daehyun smiled brightly

"You loves food so much, don't you?" Youngjae lauged

Yongguk run and took two steps at a time on the stairs. He knew this person and he couldn't wait any longer to meet this person. Yongguk pushed the roof's door and saw the guy there, his slender figure just stood out and actually there's no one on the roof that afternoon. He turned and smiled at Yongguk.

"Hi" he played with his brown long hair.

"Where have you been?" Yongguk walked towards that guy with a big step

"I have to do something." He laughed nervously when Yongguk stood in front of him

"You know, you don't have to wear this . " Yongguk yanked off the wig.

There it is, the crazy blonde hair guy stood in front of him.

"You figured it out." He nodded

"I figure it out since the day you pulled out your knife, I hesitated but then I realised someone like you not gonna lend some girl to take care of your beloved knife." Yongguk smiled

"Huh, you got me" Himchan walked away while laughed nervously

"What brings you back?" Yongguk turned so he could face Himchan

"You look good and healthy." Himchan smiled quietly

"Yeah and I miss you so much." Yongguk said it briefly

Himchan stared into his eyes and couldn't find any lies, he looked away and swore quietly.

"I shouldn't come." he hissed

"Why? You don't want to see me?" Yongguk raised his voice

"Yeah, it'll be easy that way." Himchan took his bag and walked passed Yongguk

"What do you mean by that?" Yongguk pulled his arm

"Can you-"

"No." Yongguk tightened his grip

"I have to leave this country. I leave this evening. I thought it will be easier, I thought you'll freak out and I didn't expect this." Himchan yanked him off and walked away from him

"And you gonna leave me just like that?" Yongguk walked towards him

"You're not leaving anywhere." Yongguk walked passed him, blocked the door with his body.

"Do you think that body gonna stop me? you gotta eat something." Himchan snickered and walked towards Yongguk

"I'm worry sick, okay?! I'm afraid that the mafia took you and kill you!! How can I eat with that thought fillin' my head everyday? HUH?!" Yongguk snapped and grabbed his collar

"And now... NOW YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU GONNA LEAVE THIS COUNTRY LIKE THIS IS NOT IMPORTANT THING TO SAY?!" Yongguk screamed at him

"Yes." Himchan answered him quietly, tears formed in his eyes.

" YOU! you for playing with me!" Yongguk punched him in the face

"Punch me as hard as you can." Himchan took a step away from Yongguk and dropped his bag

"Come here." Himchan smiled

"I'm going to break your ing legs!" Yongguk screamed while ran towards Himchan, Himchan remained silent and took the punch calmly. He could feel that Yongguk changed. He's smaller than before, his body felt like it was going to broke into pieces and his punches isn't as strong as before but yet, he felt pain everywhere.

"You should eat a lot of meat, don't let Zelo eat all your food."

" you" said Yongguk while punching his face

"You should take care of your own body."

"I said you!" he punched his rib cage

"Ugh... You should go back to your training before the tournament, you cannot be the captain without a proper training."

"Shut up!!" Yongguk pushed Himchan and he fell to the ground, Yongguk sat on his stomach and punced his face again.

"You should eat the ice cream that Zelo bought you yesterday." said Himchan faintly. His face covered by blood, his shirt got torn apart yet Yongguk didn't stop.

"I SAID SHUT UP!!" Yongguk punched his face again and again

"I SAID SHUT THE UP YOU STUPID PERSON!!" he punced while he cried

"I don't want you to leave" he punched his chest lightly, he doesn't have any energy left. He cried on top of Himchan.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry.." Himchan said it thousand times while crying

Yongguk covered his face with his hands, Himchan pulled away his hands and hold his face.

"It's okay" he said

"It's not" Yongguk brushed his hands off his face but Himchan insisted to hold it

"I'm sorry" He grabbed Yongguk's face and he kissed him. Yongguk could taste the blood and it was made him cried even more, he let his emotion took away his body and let it hurt his Channie. Himchan broke the kiss and stared into his eyes.

"I don't want to leave but what can I do?" Himchan smiled faintly

Yongguk pushed him away and rolled over, he lay beside him quietly.

"Where are you going?" he asked

"Australia."

"You should call me."

"Okay."

"You could live as Channie, we could be together." Yongguk closed his eyes

"I can't. Channie isn't me."

"I understand."

"Thank you."

"I love you." Yongguk got up and walked towards the door.

"So... see you later?" Himchan asked him

"See you tomorrow." they both stay silent then Yongguk opened the door.

"I'll wait for you at the class." Yongguk cried while saying it.

"Okay. Save my spot." Himchan couldn't even see Yongguk and decided to look into his shoes.

"Goodbye." Yongguk walked away.

"I'll be waiting for my second kiss." Himchan yelled at him

"Keep waiting, at least there's a thing that would make you come back to me." Yongguk smiled quietly

"I'll come back for you."

"I know." Yongguk closed the door and cried.

*creak*

"I love you too." Himchan said while holding the door.

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HELLO GUYS OH MY GOD IT'S BEEN AWHILE

I'm really really sorry for the "a-year-delay" thing but I just really really busy with all my activity.

I put it the end on this fanfiction, probably some of you would mad at me with the end of this story but I just don't wanna make it too detail and let it be in your imagination.

I wish I can meet you on the other fanfiction but I guess I can't give you anything right now. Once again, I'm sorry and thank you for everything.