"Where am I?" he walked around but all he can see is black

"What the ..." He ran but nothing. Empty.

"Aarrrggghhh" he punched the wall beside him but he didn't feel anything.

"Am I dying?" He sat on the floor and started to cry

"Hey.." Someone called him from afar, he looked up and saw a light

"Whoa..." He walked towards the light

"C'mon. You can run, don't be such a lazy bastard!" Said the voice. Yongguk cried while running towards the light, it sounds just like Himchan's voice.

"Don't leave me, you can't leave me" said the voice again. Yongguk ran as fast as he can but the light keeps him away.

"C'mon" said the voice again

"Wait for me, please" Yongguk shouted as he ran towards the light

"I'm sorry" the light starting to run out

"No no no, don't do this to me"

"Run faster, bastard!" Cried the voice. Yongguk clenched his fist and run as fast as he can

"I'll wait for you on the the other side" said the voice

"Himchan" Yongguk keeps saying his name, over and over again but he didn't know why.

"See you later" whispered the voice

"I'll come to you, just wait" Yongguk cried while he ran

"I will" said the voice. Yongguk started to feel pain all over his body especially his chest and his legs.

“" Yongguk swore, he started to slow down

"You can do it" Yongguk felt someone whispered beside his ears, he started to quickened his pace.

The lights keeps brighter and he knew that it's a good thing, he can feel the heat. He keeps running and finally he reached the light.

Yongguk jolted up and opened his eyes, he clenched his chest while panting.

"HYUNG!!!" Zelo hugged him

"Akh, it hurts" Yongguk whispered

"I'm sorry hyung I'm sorry" Zelo cried beside him. Yongguk couldn't feel his hands and legs, his head hurts so much and he felt so thirsty.

"Sir, glad to have you back.." Said Youngjae while he smiled, he looks like trying so hard to swallow the tears. Daehyun beside him smiled while hugging Jongup and Zelo.

"Thanks" Yongguk smiled faintly, then he stared around the room but he couldn't find Channie

"Himchan.." Yongguk whispered weakly and not even notice the name that came out from his mouth

“What? Himchan?” Zelo stared at him in confusion

“Huh?” Yongguk scratched his head

"You better eat or drink something, I'll call the doctor" Youngjae smiled like he hide something, Zelo already got the food in his hands. His stomach growled loudly and he remained silent while Youngjae and Daehyun left the room.

"Oh god, he'll go crazy if he knew that Channie's gone.." Daehyun bite his lips and ruffled his hair, he didn't get any response from Youngjae so he turned his head and saw Youngjae on his knees and covered his face.

"Hey.." Daehyun walked towards him and pulled him into his embrace

"Ssshhh.." He caressed Youngjae's back

"He's alive" said Youngjae

“Of course, he couldn't die" Daehyun smiled and suddenly tears rolled down to his face

"He's going to be okay" he said as he tightening his grip around Youngjae's body

"Now, we should call the doctor. Okay?" Daehyun whispered

"Yeah, you're right" Youngjae pushed away Daehyun and walked towards the nurse station

Daehyun smiled as he stared into Youngjae's back, he knew everything's gonna be alright as long as Yongguk with them.

Yongguk started to feel his hands and his legs, he ate all the food that Zelo gave to him.

"I'm happy you're back" Jongup smiled to him

"Thank you" he smiled back

"Doctor said it's almost impossible after all that..." Zelo couldn't continue and ready to break into tears again but Jongup pat his head.

"He's okay now" he said while smiling and took the plate from Zelo's hand

"I'm okay now" Yongguk smiled

"Good afternoon" someone barge into Yongguk's room, it's the doctor with Youngjae and Daehyun.

"Ah you seems active already" the doctor smiled at him after he saw the empty plate

"I'm little bit hungry" Yongguk laughed a bit

"Of course you'll get hungry, it's been a month." The doctor check his pulse

"A month?!" Yongguk shocked but remain silent

"You seems okay but you can't go home yet" the doctor smiled and then talked to Daehyun and Youngjae about something

"See you later mr. Bang" he said as he walked out from the room

"A month?" Yongguk asked Jongup and Jongup nodded

"Oh god..." Yongguk closed his eyes

"Please anyone, say something about Channie." Yongguk bite his lips while he covered his eyes with his hands

"She's um.." Daehyun stopped when someone barge into the room and it's Channie.

"Channie!" Youngjae shouted. Yongguk opened his eyes and saw Himchan, he started to cry.

"Channie" he sat on his bed and Himchan ran towards him, hugged him tightly. Jongup felt something itchy and burning at the same time inside of him but he brushed it off.

"Where have you been?!" Daehyun asked Himchan

"Business and thanks for the text" he smiled at Zelo

"Why didn't you say something? At least you can reply our messages" Youngjae shook his head

"I'm sorry, just like I told you I got some business that I have to handle" Himchan stared at Youngjae

"What kind of business?" Youngjae hissed

"Hey hey" Yongguk whispered, Himchan turned his head and smiled at Yongguk.

"Glad to have you back" he said while holding Yongguk's hand

"Thank you" Yongguk smiled while looked down

“You’re the one that brought me back” he looked up and smiled to Himchan

“Huh?” Himchan stared at him the to the others

Zelo bite his lips, he’s very confuse now. Yongguk called Himchan’s name and now he said that Channie is the one that brought him back. He doesn’t understand.

“You must be really tired, you should back to sleep” Himchan stood up

“No! stay with me, Channie.” Yongguk pulled his hand

“I’ve had enough sleep.” Yongguk stared into Himchan’s eyes

Himchan shocked with Yongguk’s attitude and decided to sat beside him again

“Okay” he nodded

Jongup stared to Yongguk that hold Channie’s hand tightly and then throw his gaze to the floor, he’s having trouble to swallow his saliva but suddenly he felt someone hold his arm. He looked up and saw Zelo’s eyes, that sparkling eyes.

“Let’s eat, I’m starving now” he grinned then gave Youngjae’s car key

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“Don’t you think that’s a weird thing?” Zelo stuffed all the things in front of him while talking to Jongup

“Yeah, I thought it was just my imagination that he said that” said Jongup

“Why did he said his name? and why did he said that Channie is the one that brought him back? Maybe he almost died and then heard Channie’s voice? Or Himchan’s voice? Aiiisshh” Zelo shook his head and then continued to eat his food

Jongup stared at his food and then trying to remember Himchan’s face, he’s terrible with people’s face.

“Don’t you think Himchan and Channie are too similar?” Jongup just stared when Zelo took his meatballs

“That’s what I thought when I saw her!” Zelo put the meatballs on his mouth

“You can eat my food, I’m not hungry anymore” Jongup pushed his tray to Zelo

“Thanks” Zelo eat his food right away

“So……” Jongup looked down, still trying to analyze the things

“What if they are the same person?” Jongup looked up

“WHAT?!” Zelo widened his eyes and choked

*cough cough*

Jongup gave his drink to Zelo and laugh hysterically

“YAH! You shouldn’t come out with a crazy theory like that when I’m eating! You can kill me!” Zelo shook his head then put down his chopstick

“I’m just messing around with you” Jongup patted his head and then laugh again

“What if it’s true?” Zelo widened his eyes and covered his mouth

“Oh my god, did you really-“ Jongup laughed again and Zelo murmured

“I hate you” Zelo continued to ate his food

“You’re really cute” Jongup laughed then smiled to Zelo

Zelo widened his eyes and blushed, he threw his gaze to the ground.

“Don’t call me like that!”

“What? Cute? Aigooo you’re so cute” Jongup pinched his cheeks, .

“Shut up” Zelo pushed his hands and murmured

“You really are a cutie, like it or not.” Jongup shrugged then took out his phone

“Eat faster, we should get back” he said while stared into his phone

He didn’t saw Zelo’s red face with a tears formed on his eyes, he didn’t saw his secret admirer’s face that almost cried because he get called as a cutie from the one that he admire beside Yongguk.

“I hate you” he whispered then looked down to finish his meal. He ate all the things and got up, he walked away.

“Hey, wait for me!!” Jongup gathered his things and chased Zelo

When they’re on their way to the car, Zelo shut his mouth and it makes Jongup felt terrible. He bite his lips and tried to talk to Zelo but he can’t do it, he keeps staring at their car that getting closer.

“What?” Zelo stopped then folded his hands

“What’s wrong? You’re not mad at me because I called you a cutie, right?” Jongup stared at his shoes

“ I might be” Zelo laughed and then ran away from Jongup after he pushed Jongup till he fall to the ground

“Loser!” yelled him while running away from him, he laughed hysterically

“Damn” Jongup stood up then ran towards Zelo, he’s the most fit guy on their group so chasing Zelo is an easy thing to do

“Arrgghhh” Zelo cried when Jongup hugged him from behind and lifted him but it failed because Zelo is taller than him

“Hahahahaha no chance! I’m taller than you!” Zelo pushed him away then ran away again

“This kid” Jongup shook his head then once again chased him

Zelo couldn’t hear anything from behind then he decided to stop and looked around, he didn’t see Jongup. He’s nowhere to found.

“YAH!” Zelo yelled but he didn’t see anyone but suddenly he felt someone pushed him to the ground and sat on his back

“AARRRGGHHH HYUUNNGG” Zelo cried while squirmed

“I’m the ninja muahahahahaha” Jongup slapped Zelo’s while keep laughing

“Hyung, this isn’t funny anymore” Zelo tried to pushed him but failed

“Why not? You pushed me twice” then Jongup started to tickled him

“Akh hyung stop aaakkhhh” Zelo yelled while laughing, still trying to pushed Jongup

“This is your punishment!!” Jongup laughed but suddenly Zelo pushed him really hard till he fell to the ground and Zelo sat on his stomach

“Oh really?!” Zelo snickered then tickled him back

“Ah no no please no ah Zelooooo” Jongup squirmed, his face turned red right away and sweat formed on his forehead

“Zelo please don’t do this, you have no-“

“Hahahahahaha this is what you get if you mess with me!” Zelo laughed but suddenly he felt something weird and stopped.

“Hyung why-“

“You have no idea, Zelo. You didn’t know that my spot is on my waist, you better get away from me before it getting.. really hard.” Jongup looked away. He bite his lips and took a deep breath to calm down his body.

“I- I’m so-sorry hyung” Zelo got up and accidentally looked into Jongup’s crotch, he looked away then shut his eyes

“Sorry hyung” he said it again

“Yeah it’s okay. I guess.” Jongup stood up then scratched his neck

“Sorry you have to see me like this” Jongup walked towards their car, Zelo followed him.

“Yeah hyung, I’m sorry too” Zelo stared at his back and snickered

“But now I know what button that I should push” Zelo laughed

“Shut up” Jongup shook his head then entered the car

Zelo entered the car and grinned to Jongup then laughed,  Jongup sighed and shook his head.

“C’mon” Jongup stared into Zelo’s eyes

“Wh-what?” Zelo confused

“Put it on” Jongup still staring at him

“What…” Zelo dazed

“You wan-want me to put yo-“ Zelo swallowed his saliva

“Yes Zelo. What’s wrong?” Jongup confused

“Well I can do it you know, I mean there’s always the first time but you kno-“

“What? I want you to put your safety belt. First time? This is not your first time to put a safety belt in the car.” Jongup shook his head

“What’s on your head, kiddo?” Jongup snickered and leaned closer

“Wha- I didn- I ju-“ Zelo hold his breath and shut his eyes when Jongup getting closer, he can feel the heat from Jongup’s body

“And you’re still didn’t put the safety belt” Jongup pulled the safety belt for Zelo then started the engine

Zelo opened his eyes and now he can breathe easily, he felt his own heartbeat and it beating crazily.

“Now let’s go back to the hospital” then Jongup smiled secretly then the radio because he knew Zelo will be a statue on their way back to the hospital.

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“Where have you been? They said you disappear” Yongguk ate his fruit

“I got things” Channie wandered around Yongguk’s room

“What things?”

“Difficult things”

“Like what?”

“Person”

“C’mon, don’t do this to me” Yongguk stared at him

“Yongguk, there’s something that you don’t have to know”

“But I want to know”

“No you don’t”

“Okay” Yongguk sighed then ruffled his hair

“I feel something weird” Yongguk whispered

“What? Your head hurts? Do you want me to call the doctor?” he ran to the door

“Hey wait! No, it’s not my head or anything” Yongguk laughed

“Don’t do that again!” Channie shook his head while clutched his chest

“So…” Yongguk playing with his own fingers

“When I’m dying I heard your um I mean Himchan’s voice” Yongguk looked into Himchan, he saw Himchan widened his eyes then he looked away

“The same thing happened when Himchan’s group knocked me out, I heard his voice. He’s the one that keep talking to me so I didn’t passed out on the way to the hospital. You’re there with me, did you see him? Is he the one that brought me to the hospital and save your from that group? What happened to you? Are they hurting you?” Yongguk looked into his eyes

“Things happened” Himchan looked up to Yongguk

Yongguk just stared into his eyes without saying anything, it looks like he wait for something.

“I don’t know him” he said

“Really?”

“Yeah”

“He’s your brother, right?” Yongguk sat down on his bed

“You should lay down” HImchan walked towards him

“Tell me” Yongguk hissed. Himchan stopped and bite his lips.

“What do you want from me? Saying that he’s my brother? I don’t have any brother!” Himchan yelled at him

“Then tell me who you are” Yongguk said it with a calm tone

“What do you mean?” Himchan blinked

“You know what I mean” Yongguk smiled

“I don’t” Himchan folded his hands

“It doesn’t matter” Yongguk whispered

“I don’t understand you. I’m out of here” Himchan grabbed his bag but Yongguk jumped out from his bed and hold his hand

“I don’t understand any of this either but I felt something weird on my stomach when I saw you and then I realized maybe I felt something for your ‘brother’?” Yongguk stared into his eyes

“Wh-what?!” Himchan widened his eyes

“Don’t go” Yongguk whispered

“I have to” Himchan pushed him then ran away from his room

Yongguk fell on his knees, he cried really hard because he’s confused and didn’t know what to do. He’s too weak to do anything and suddenly he felt light headed. He felt like he’s going to passed out, he felt something around him are moving. His head hurts so much and before he knew he passed out, blood running out from his nose.

“HYUNG!” someone yelled at him but there’s no response from him.

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Hello guuuyyss!!!
I finally back for you and hopefully I can finish this story as fast as I can because it didn't feel good to know people waiting for this
I hope you guys love it and please leave a comment because believe it or not, comments are the one that makes me keep writing because I knew people appreciate it.
See you on the next chapter and I have a plan finish this before September because I'll back to the university and write in the middle of a lot of assignment wouldn't be a great idea.
what do you think about the pairings on this fanfiction, do you like it or not? what pairing that needs more love and why should I write a lot about them?but don't forget that Yongguk and Himchan will always be the main pairing :p
Goodbye and don't forget to leave a lot of comment, hohohoho
BYE~
(I probably going back for more story next week so wait for me, okay? XOXO)