Yesung-

When Ahra and I met at the beach I saw her sad face and I knew that something was wrong. I walked up to her and asked her.

"Are you okay?" I asked placing an arm around her.

"Oh...oppa? Ne. I'm fine. i'm just a bit worried about Jinhye. Earlier today she just walked away from us almost crying. I wonder if everything's alright with her." Ahra said with a worried face.

"Do you want me to talk to Siwon and ask if everything is okay with them?"I asked her.

We were walking hand in hand now on the beach. We kept watching the ocean and held each other's hand.

I couldn't help but remember the day I confessed to Ahra. I knew I would never forget that day in my entire life. That was day that I had the love of my life and also the day that I lost my bestfriend.

"I love her hyung. I don't know why but I do."

"Y-you love Ahra?"

"Yes.I want to confess to her but I'm afraid that she'll reject me."

"C-Confess?"

"Can you help me hyung?"

"Erm..."

I didn't know what to say. He was asking for my help to confess to the person he loves. I felt my heart torn in two.

He loved Ahra... but... I love her too.

So the day came when all of 12 of us together with the Jungs were riding a bus to ________. He was sitting next to me and I couldn't look at him in the eye. He was writing a love letter that he was planning to give to Ahra as soon as we got back from our trip.

Guilt was killing me slowly but I couldn't find the heart to tell him. I had every intention of telling him that I had told Ahra how I felt too but I just couldn't find the words to say.

I never thought we'd be rivals in love.

By the time we had finished our schedule at _________, (Leeteuk-hyung and the Jungs stayed behind), the two of us went directly to where Ahra lived. He rang the doorbell and Ahra was the one that answered. Ahra looked at me and him with surprised faces. After greeting each other, he handed her the letter. Ahra knew very well what it was. She looked at him and shook her head. My bestfriend was devastated and looked like he was about to cry. But he pushed back all the tears and smiled at her. But to my surprise, Ahra took my hand and handed me back the letter that I had given her a few days back. Yes was written in front of it and she hugged me.

I was happy but I saw his angered expression and he stormed out. I ran after him and tried to explain but he wouldn't listen.

"How could you do this to me hyung? You know I love her!"

"But..."

"I never thought that it would be you that would stab me in the back."

"Listen... let me explain..."

"I don't need to hear anything that comes from your lying mouth. Don't ever talk to me again! From this moment on... you are dead to me!"

I stood there unable to do anything but watch as my bestfriend in the entire world ran off with tears in his eyes, hating my every being.

Mianhe... Wookie...

Now as I held Ahra's hand, everything was worth it.

"Please do. Sarangye oppa." She said to me hugging me.

"Sarangye, Ahra." I said to her embracing her tight.