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Mosquito
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Stop looking for happiness in the same place you lost it -

 

 

Certain individuals wound you so deep that not even a thousand shots down the stomach would make you want to bring them up.

 

Such is Seulgi’s existence in Seungwan’s life. To put it accurately, it wasn’t just a heartbreak, mixed with it was large amounts of hopelessness and longing. Until now, Seungwan has managed to not mention Seulgi’s name in front of Joohyun no matter what condition she was in, last night was Joohyun’s first time hearing Seulgi’s name.

What kind of person was Seungwan? To Joohyun she was like an enigma. Other than her work, Seungwan almost had nothing else going on in her life, everyone in the company knew this. But when Joohyun reconsidered the situation, there wasn’t another soul that knew about her relationship with Seungwan either. Maybe Seungwan was just an extremely secretive individual. Judging by Sooyoung’s demeanor at the bar, it couldn't be an accident that Seungwan suddenly blurted out Seulgi’s name while unconscious.

The fact of the matter is, Seungwan was drunk, laying in front of Joohyun, and yet spoke of another person’s name.

 

Seungwan did not lay a finger on Joohyun this night like she usually would. Her mumbling was also soon replaced by steady breathing. She had a dream, in her dream Seulgi was standing in front of her, the same way that she looked five years ago, and gently said to her: “Seungwan, I’ve come back.”

And that was how Joohyun heard the words that came out of Seungwan’s mouth. Like the buzzing of a mosquito, the fine tone of Seungwan’s voice left a deep puncture in Joohyun’s heart – she suddenly realized that knew almost nothing about Seungwan, the person that she had spent countless nights together with.

 

Seungwan’s abnormal behavior didn’t stop at her inactions towards Joohyun. The next morning, Seungwan spoke to Joohyun for the first time before leaving.

“Sorry for last night.”

“… its fine. But I’ve never seen you drink at a bar before.”

“I wasn’t in my best state yesterday.”

“… wanna talk about it?”

Seungwan stared at Joohyun. It wasn’t that Seungwan didn’t want to talk about it, although she and Joohyun couldn’t be considered friends, it was hard to define what exactly their relationship was. She couldn’t just talk about her ex-girlfriend while having just slept on Joohyun’s bed. And so, she went a different direction and brought up a different subject.

“It’s probably because we’re gonna be really busy in the coming weeks. You already know right? The collaboration with Kang Corp.”

“…Kang …Seulgi.”

Suddenly, the “Seulgi” that came from Seungwan’s mouth had a surname.

 

Of course, there was no way that Seungwan could’ve known that she said Seulgi’s name out loud while dreaming, hearing Joohyun quietly speak of Seulgi’s name, she furrowed her brows.

“You… know her?”

“… no. But when we were doing our report on Kang Corp I saw her name as the new district manager.”

“… yeah, since she’s back now, there shouldn’t be any problems with the collaboration.”

Seungwan was confident about Seulgi’s abilities in the field, but she didn’t realize her words pierced right through Joohyun.

“… so you know her?”

Joohyun carefully probed, but she already knew the answer in her heart.

“I used to, but… not anymore.”

Not wanting to continue the discussion, Seungwan got off the bed to dress up.

 

“From now on, is it okay to not only call me when you’re drunk?”

Joohyun resolved to ask the question before Seungwan left. Hearing the question

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Qila98
#1
Chapter 15: So so good! Its funny, and sad at the same time. Its hurting me and make me laugh . I dont know… what to feel. Its just so good. Cant wait for the next chapter. Love you author.
Lialac_ #2
Chapter 14: why is Seungwan like that ahhahahhah. walked in a turtle pace planning to go cripple herself so she and Joohyun can both stare at each other and racing in wheelchairs LMAO
Riscark #3
I love how you changed the tag from crack to eventualcrack 🤣
no_face #4
Chapter 15: Lol seungwan 😅😭🤣 that was embarasssing but kinda cute at the same time 🤣
Marina_Leffy
1672 streak #5
Chapter 15: Seungwan deserve to be called scumbag lol. She still not understand Joohyun 100% and Sooyoung is that friend everyone needs.
juhyuneeeee
97 streak #6
Chapter 15: poor seungwannie but you deserved it 🥹😅 i really love sooyoung's character here 🫶🏻
WenRene_77 #7
Chapter 15: it's ok seungwan you deserved it lmao. But i hope she'll realize what's exactly joohyun's needs and wants. Thank you author for the update, happy wenrene day y'all😊💙💝🎉
Wanni_2921
#8
Chapter 15: Hahahah poor my seungwanie🤣🤣🤣
WenRene_77 #9
Chapter 14: To be very honest, im not a fan of angst. At the beginning of the story, it was a so so for me (pls don't get me wrong and hear me out author-nim). Im not a writer or something, im just a silent reader who cannot be silent anymore because of how good this fic is😊. Maybe im expecting too much because im a wenrene shipper hehe. As the story goes, im impressed on how each and every chapter develops like how i lost track of the time that i've been reading this fic since 5am i guess. The development of seungwan's character from being scumbag turning into a responsible and loving "girlfriend." As for joohyun's, im happy for her not for what had happened for the past 2 years being in a one sided love but for years that she stayed and developed feelings for seungwan and the courage to love her despite of no assurance in line with it. Just like the old saying, " if you love him/her you gotta set him/her free". Can't blame seulgi because that's what she did. She's too brave for her own good but in the end it's all in past and we can't turn back time. I guess this is the longest comment i made since 2020 lmao, but im happy about it and really appreciate good people with a very creative thinking. Im really looking forward for the update, thank you author-nim and happy new year!!🎉😊💙💝
mklarisse_ #10
Chapter 14: love the character development huhu am rooting for u seungwan!!! thank u again for the update <3