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"i was just diagnosed with bpd. as of a year ago i had suspicions of it and now that it's confirmed i feel regret for not having looked for professional help sooner(i'm also lowkey in denial if that makes sense lol, i feel like an oxymoron). i don't want to blame the actions i made towards our relationship on my bpd, but i do wish i would have had something to hold me down and keep me grounded to deal with us. because i lacked the ability to deal with my own emotions i ended up losing you. i still love you, even though we no longer talk. i love you so much and i will probably never stop. it hurts to know we'll never have a silly conversation again, but i'm also aware that there was only so much you could handle. thank you for showing me what love was, thank you for the countless beautiful memories. your name is still my answer when people ask why i am happy to exist, even though you're not part of my life anymore."
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