042. Always the second priority
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Always the second priority
submitter's name: Fool sun
Name directed at: Zeus, Yukiyo, Mæyou and maybe all NSAs out there
No rp name, 1x1 dcrp
"I just want to get these thoughts out of my head.
So there you go... When I got out of a dysfunctional relationship last year, I became NSA. I was with this roleplay partner that commands and supervises me not just in the roleplay, but also in my real world. As a roleplayer, that was such a traumatic experience.
However, now that I am NSA, I sometimes feel compelled to be my plotting partner's main relationship. When I see my roleplay partners who tend to respond quickly yet have a main relationship with other roleplay partner by showcasing them on their Discord status, stating things like "Netflix date with LOML," it makes me feel like I'm just their side hoe; their side chick; the plan B.
I'm guilty of being online, but whenever I see my plotting partners engrossed in their mains (thanks Discord for not notifying the receiver whether their messages have been read or not), I'll not reply for a whole day, giving an alibi such as, "I'm sorry for responding you now/so late. I was busy today," to that roleplay partner because I saw them spending quality time with their roleplay main significant other. I'm simply establishing restrictions too. I am trying, but I can't help myself but to get jealous sometimes.
I got attached to
submitter's name: Fool sun
Name directed at: Zeus, Yukiyo, Mæyou and maybe all NSAs out there
No rp name, 1x1 dcrp
"I just want to get these thoughts out of my head.
So there you go... When I got out of a dysfunctional relationship last year, I became NSA. I was with this roleplay partner that commands and supervises me not just in the roleplay, but also in my real world. As a roleplayer, that was such a traumatic experience.
However, now that I am NSA, I sometimes feel compelled to be my plotting partner's main relationship. When I see my roleplay partners who tend to respond quickly yet have a main relationship with other roleplay partner by showcasing them on their Discord status, stating things like "Netflix date with LOML," it makes me feel like I'm just their side hoe; their side chick; the plan B.
I'm guilty of being online, but whenever I see my plotting partners engrossed in their mains (thanks Discord for not notifying the receiver whether their messages have been read or not), I'll not reply for a whole day, giving an alibi such as, "I'm sorry for responding you now/so late. I was busy today," to that roleplay partner because I saw them spending quality time with their roleplay main significant other. I'm simply establishing restrictions too. I am trying, but I can't help myself but to get jealous sometimes.
I got attached to
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