it's suffocating me
DestinedTaehyung's PoV
I am on my way to head home. My mind is full of thoughts, concerns, anger, repent, loathe and every other similar feeling you could think of. I don't understand why the hell my dad is forcing me to do things I am not willing to do. I guess he's found a brand new way to torture me. I sigh heavily at the thought of Liz lurking around me.
Not that I don't like her. She's bit immature, spoiled rich kid but she's also a good, obedient girl; well atleast towards me. Jimin's words keep playing in the back of my head.
"She's obsessed with you."
I don't think that she's obsessed though, she's just acting weird. But that's normal as she has always been like this, stubborn and immature as long as I could remember.
She obviously doesn't like y/n. And y/n too, feels uncomfortable around her. I can't let my girlfriend feel something like this. I should stop this. I should tell liz that y/n is my gf and how much she means to me. It's like do or die situation. And in all honesty, I am not even scared to reveal my relationship in front of her.
Sure she will throw tantrums and would probably cry for days, but I think it's best for her. If what jimin was saying 'she's obsessed with you' thing is real, even for 1%; I should give it a closure, right away. At this moment, I don't care what my dad has to say or what he would do. I won't let my girl suffer from any insecurity. She's mine and it's my utmost duty to protect her from any harm and pain.
I sighed heavily as my head was dizzy, my eyes blurry, not being able to think straight. I was so angry with dad, but mostly at myself; I failed to disclose our relationship sooner. I punched at the steering wheel, trying to get hold on my brain, my nerves and my heart and emotions.
As I pulled the car in front of my so-called house, I wouldn't even live here if it wasn't for my mom; she being the sole reason I'm here, I sulked in a deep breath and stepped out of my car. Taking few more deep breaths as I tried to compose my body.
I walked in.
"Oppa!!" Liz sprinted off her seat and ran towards me, her arms instantly wrapped around my waist. I exhaled shakily but didn't move an inch.
"You came early. I thought I had to wait for you all day." She said, her face still buried in my chest.
"I couldn't let my little princess wait that longer." My dad's voice filled the room as he walked inside the room, his eyes darting between me and liz "So I ordered him to come home early." He said proudly. Liz pull out from the hug as she smiled brightly at me and ran towards my dad, hugging him.
"Uncle, I've missed you." She said squealing happily "You exactly know what I want." She said while breaking the hug as she glanced at me.
"Of course uncle has to know everything about you, so that he would make sure his princess gets what she wants." He said, his eyes fixed on me, smiling faintly before his eyes darted on her as he gave her biggest smile.
I scoffed, shaking my head at the way he was behaving. What the hell is wrong with this man? What am I? A object? A toy to give to her princess to make her happy?
My eyes fall upon my mom who was standing in the corner of the room, taking in everything that was happening. As her eyes fell on mine, she tilted her head, her eyes full of concern and dazzle, as if apolozing to me for everything her husband is prying to do. I shook my head in disbelief and looked down at the floor.
I can't break down. I just can't let my dad know that I am few seconds away from breaking down.
"Oppa.." Liz said, my eyes now fixed on her as I nodded slightly, telling her to continue
"Let's—" She smiled but soon turned into frown as she spoke
"Are you okay? Are you feeling sick? Why are your eyes red?" she walked closer to me, placing her hands on my forehead to check temperature. My eyes glared at my dad and he had his brows furrowed tightly, looking straight into my eye, threatening me not to mess up the game he's playing.
"No—" I spoke in an annoyed tone, as I yanked her hand from my forehead, her eyes instantly filled with tears at my annoyed state, fluttering ever so slowly and I melted.
"I am okay, Liz" I said, softly this time as I grabbed her shoulders and squeezed them slightly, to make her feel better.
"Are you tired, oppa?" She asked worriedly, her hands on my arms as she rubbed them, travelling up and down slowly. I shook my head and she smiled.
"Take her to shopping, tae." My dad looked at me, with lack of any emotion before he looked at liz and smiled "Buy her anything and everything she wants." He ordered and at that, liz jumped happily and looked at me in expectancy. I nodded my head which made her smile even bigger than before.
"I am going to go change. Wait for me oppa." She said, leaving my arms as she turned around and went to guest room, where probably she's staying. I looked at my mom as she walked closer to me. Her hand on my shoulder as I turned around to face her.
"I am so sorry." She mouth and I nodded giving her sad smile.
"Tae!!" My dad voice broke in as my eyes glanced in his direction, this time my eyes held no emotion as well. I am sooo tired of this man. No matter how much I want to adore him, he acts heartless, making me want to give up on the whole idea of making my way to his good-books list.
"You better treat her nice."
"You don't have to tell me twice. Besides, she's my friend too, I know how to treat women, unlike you." I taunted, glaring at him as a dirty smirk plastered on his face. I swear I wanted to puke at the sight.
"My young man is all grown up now" He said placing his hands on either side of my shoulders "he knows whose company would benefit him and whose company would just be waste of time."
"You're right, dad." I said, rolling my eyes as I yanked his arms away, his touch too uncomfortable for me; a small smile playing on my lips as well.
"I, with all my senses and wisdom, know what benefits me, and the little tricks you're playing would definitely not benefit me." I scoffed as his eyes shot fires towards me, threatening me to shut my mouth.
"Let's face it, dad." I continued "You're doing it for yourself. Your business. You trying to tag liz and me.. is SICK!!" I yelled this time, all my emotions coming over. My blood was boiling and all I could think of was to punch him on his face, but of course I won't do that. Atleast not today. For my mom's sake.
"It would benefit you as well, tae. Not right now but in a long run, trust me. You would thank me later. You are still kid, you don't know what life is and how cruel this world is. What I am doing is merely to protect you, to make you secure, your future secure." He said, strangely in soft voice when I anticipated him to yell. I scrunch my nose in disgust as even his soft voice was making me sick.<
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