it's suffocating me

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Taehyung's PoV

 

 

I am on my way to head home. My mind is full of thoughts, concerns, anger, repent, loathe and every other similar feeling you could think of. I don't understand why the hell my dad is forcing me to do things I am not willing to do. I guess he's found a brand new way to torture me. I sigh heavily at the thought of Liz lurking around me.

Not that I don't like her. She's bit immature, spoiled rich kid but she's also a good, obedient girl; well atleast towards me. Jimin's words keep playing in the back of my head.

"She's obsessed with you."

I don't think that she's obsessed though, she's just acting weird. But that's normal as she has always been like this, stubborn and immature as long as I could remember.

She obviously doesn't like y/n. And y/n too, feels uncomfortable around her. I can't let my girlfriend feel something like this. I should stop this. I should tell liz that y/n is my gf and how much she means to me. It's like do or die situation. And in all honesty, I am not even scared to reveal my relationship in front of her.

Sure she will throw tantrums and would probably cry for days, but I think it's best for her. If what jimin was saying 'she's obsessed with you' thing is real, even for 1%; I should give it a closure, right away. At this moment, I don't care what my dad has to say or what he would do. I won't let my girl suffer from any insecurity.  She's mine and it's my utmost duty to protect her from any harm and pain.

I sighed heavily as my head was dizzy, my eyes blurry, not being able to think straight. I was so angry with dad, but mostly at myself; I failed to disclose our relationship sooner. I punched at the steering wheel, trying to get hold on my brain, my nerves and my heart and emotions.

As I pulled the car in front of my so-called house, I wouldn't even live here if it wasn't for my mom; she being the sole reason I'm here, I sulked in a deep breath and stepped out of my car. Taking few more deep breaths as I tried to compose my body.
I walked in.

"Oppa!!" Liz sprinted off her seat and ran towards me, her arms instantly wrapped around my waist. I exhaled shakily but didn't move an inch.

"You came early. I thought I had to wait for you all day." She said, her face still buried in my chest.

"I couldn't let my little princess wait that longer." My dad's voice filled the room as he walked inside the room, his eyes darting between me and liz "So I ordered him to come home early." He said proudly. Liz pull out from the hug as she smiled brightly at me and ran towards my dad, hugging him.

"Uncle, I've missed you." She said squealing happily "You exactly know what I want." She said while breaking the hug as she glanced at me.

"Of course uncle has to know everything about you, so that he would make sure his princess gets what she wants." He said, his eyes fixed on me, smiling faintly before his eyes darted on her as he gave her biggest smile.

I scoffed, shaking my head at the way he was behaving. What the hell is wrong with this man? What am I? A object? A toy to give to her princess to make her happy?

My eyes fall upon my mom who was standing in the corner of the room, taking in everything that was happening. As her eyes fell on mine, she tilted her head, her eyes full of concern and dazzle, as if apolozing to me for everything her husband is prying to do. I shook my head in disbelief and looked down at the floor.

I can't break down. I just can't let my dad know that I am few seconds away from breaking down.

"Oppa.." Liz said, my eyes now fixed on her as I nodded slightly, telling her to continue

"Let's—" She smiled but soon turned into frown as she spoke

"Are you okay? Are you feeling sick? Why are your eyes red?" she walked closer to me, placing her hands on my forehead to check temperature. My eyes glared at my dad and he had his brows furrowed tightly, looking straight into my eye, threatening me not to mess up the game he's playing.

"No—" I spoke in an annoyed tone, as I yanked her hand from my forehead, her eyes instantly filled with tears at my annoyed state, fluttering ever so slowly and I melted.

"I am okay, Liz" I said, softly this time as I grabbed her shoulders and squeezed them slightly, to make her feel better.

"Are you tired, oppa?" She asked worriedly, her hands on my arms as she rubbed them, travelling up and down slowly. I shook my head and she smiled.

"Take her to shopping, tae." My dad looked at me, with lack of any emotion before he looked at liz and smiled "Buy her anything and everything she wants." He ordered and at that, liz jumped happily and looked at me in expectancy. I nodded my head which made her smile even bigger than before.

"I am going to go change. Wait for me oppa." She said, leaving my arms as she turned around and went to guest room, where probably she's staying. I looked at my mom as she walked closer to me. Her hand on my shoulder as I turned around to face her.

"I am so sorry." She mouth and I nodded giving her sad smile.

"Tae!!" My dad voice broke in as my eyes glanced in his direction, this time my eyes held no emotion as well. I am sooo tired of this man. No matter how much I want to adore him, he acts heartless, making me want to give up on the whole idea of making my way to his good-books list.

"You better treat her nice."

"You don't have to tell me twice. Besides, she's my friend too, I know how to treat women, unlike you." I taunted, glaring at him as a dirty smirk plastered on his face. I swear I wanted to puke at the sight.

"My young man is all grown up now" He said placing his hands on either side of my shoulders "he knows whose company would benefit him and whose company would just be waste of time."

"You're right, dad." I said, rolling my eyes as I yanked his arms away, his touch too uncomfortable for me; a small smile playing on my lips as well.

"I, with all my senses and wisdom, know what benefits me, and the little tricks you're playing would definitely not benefit me." I scoffed as his eyes shot fires towards me, threatening me to shut my mouth.

"Let's face it, dad." I continued "You're doing it for yourself. Your business. You trying to tag liz and me.. is SICK!!" I yelled this time, all my emotions coming over. My blood was boiling and all I could think of was to punch him on his face, but of course I won't do that. Atleast not today. For my mom's sake.

"It would benefit you as well, tae. Not right now but in a long run, trust me. You would thank me later. You are still kid, you don't know what life is and how cruel this world is. What I am doing is merely to protect you, to make you secure, your future secure." He said, strangely in soft voice when I anticipated him to yell. I scrunch my nose in disgust as even his soft voice was making me sick.<

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Cherryshi7
#1
Chapter 49: Can't agree with Khyati more. This couple is too slow. XD how could two people deeply in love keep their first this long after having countless time sleeping on the same bed together? Tae, be hurry.

Tae seemed so nervous to ask YN's mother for permission but it has to be so. Taking someone's only daughter to live in with him, he has to take many responsibilities. Thanks god, Auntie agreed and her response is so precious. Yes she doesn't put trust on any other guy rather than Tae. She knows only Tae could treat her daughter right. <3 If the mother supports, everything is possible, believe me!

So they're gonna live under the same roof together. This is a high level they have moved.

And yeah finally in the next update hopefully lolzz I can't wait to see your skill at . (oh God what am I even talking?!"

Anyway, thanks for always sparing your time to write a beautiful update. I'm looking forward to the ... Ahh no I mean next update. Sorry my phone keyboard occurs errors sometimes, forgive me. *wink*
Cherryshi7
#2
Chapter 48: This couple TT they're always sweet but I wonder how could they control their feeling when they sleep on the same bed, same house and even seeing each other attractive bodies... XD wanna give award to them for being able to control their feeling not to go further with couple stuff.

So Y/N will move in with Tae? That's a good idea. Looking forward to see their relationship in the next level. :D
Cherryshi7
#3
Chapter 47: First, I would like to say sorry for being late. I broke the promise to read it on the night you published. I'm sorry. It's my bad. :( Life is so crazy. I'm too busy. But I don't want to take that for an excuse. I want to be blamed. I'm sorry.



This chapter is emotional and heartwarming at the same time. This is so sad when couple who are deeply in love have to miss seeing each other for a long times. But I'm glad Y/N decided to go to him, cleaned the whole house for him and prepared a nice dinner for him. She is such a sweet, caring girlfriend. And the way Tae looks heavenly happy to meet her in person again. TT he must miss her so much. I hope they will have a great date.



I'm waiting for the update! <3

P.S: I will check your new novel out right away. Omg I'm so excited.
yoongitae #4
Chapter 3: They are finally gonna meet !!! ^^
yoongitae #5
Chapter 3: Ahhhh they will finally meet TT
yoongitae #6
Chapter 2: I am really really excited for this story to unfold. I can't wait to sit and binge read. I am getting feels that this would be out of the box story. Fingers crossed ;)
Cherryshi7
#7
Chapter 46: So I got the update in the daytime? Wow that surprised me... But guess what... I used my lunch break to read. :D and you didn't disappoint me. The plot is getting thrilling... With this chapter, I've learned that Ryu at least doesn't want his half sister to die. This is how siblings should be... Unlike Tae's father and, Liz, they're too cruel. So they're using Ryu to kill Y/N? Oh god, this is so terrible. Tae will never forgive them. I hope nothing bad happens to the couple. And Ryu, please wake up on time!

Look forward to the next update with my thrilling feeling. <3 Thank you for the update!
Cherryshi7
#8
Chapter 45: OK, so when will the coming? They're teasing me too much. How could they just stop right there? '_'

I'm just kidding. Lol


Thank you for the very long update. Thank for writing even you're so busy with school stuff.

And about "butter", needless to say. It's a catchy song. The more we listen, the more we like. I murmured the song everywhere. I like it. Hehe

Waiting for the next update! Love you <3
Cherryshi7
#9
Chapter 44: Okay..... And summer vacation hasn't even come yet. Guess, it's gonna be a hot vocation we all can't imagine..... I'm just saying. Lol

But I wonder how they're going to focus on their exam in a few minutes after all of these? I can't relate. Just go to hotel and complete your stuff. Don't care about the boring exam! *wink*


Haha good job, author nim! I can imagine nothing but only spicy moments during their vocation at the penthouse. * mood turn on*
Cherryshi7
#10
Chapter 43: Calm down, Cherry calm down! Okay like Tae said they have whole life to do their couple stuff haha so I will be patiently waiting for them. But still wanna kick Tannie's . TT really admire how the passionate couple could stop their action right there??? Imagine it was RM, he would kick the pet out and continued it. *thinking dirty*

Can I be honest? You wrote it so well. Even better than non- scene. With this compliment, please consider to feed me more spicy scenes... *_*

I'm waiting impatiently for your next update.