The I Love You's
Destined
Y/N's POV
"Sugar!" Taehyung whispered in my ears, his arms covering most of my belly while he was back hugging me.
"Hmm?!!" I hmmed.
"Do you like me?" He asked me out of no where; poking his nose into the crook of my neck.
I tried to turned around to face him but he made his grasp tighter on my torso making me unable to move an inch.
"Let's just stay like this for a while, I don't think I can face you. I'm scared." He continued brushing his nose on my neck.
I placed my hands on his arms and slowly moved them side to side along his length of arm.
"And why are you scared?" I asked him with a small smile.
"IDK. I mean I don't want to sound desperate but I think, I won't be able to take it nice if you'd turn me down." He said in a low voice, nuzzling his nose further in my neck.
I could feel his warm breath on my bare skin which made my heart pound thousand times more than usual. My stomach was a zoo.. felt like all the different animals were running here and there. My brain got foggy, my body stiffened as if it was paralysed but I wasn't complaining a bit as I can stay paralysed like this for the rest of my life if that would make tae stay closer to me.
I giggled at the tingly feeling of his breath.
"Do I matter that much to you?" I asked although i knew the answer very clearly.
'Actions speak louder than words', I've had heard of that before but now I've this gorgeous human being in my life who has proven not only this phrase but many many more I could ever recall.
"It's really strange but I wouldn't be lying if I tell you, you grew up on my heart and soul pretty well. Now the condition is, I can't think of a life without you." He said kissing my neck ever so lightly.
A slight moan escaped my mouth as his lips touched my skin, forming goosebumps all over my body. He chuckled at my involuntary reaction to his touch and I was breathing heavily already. He pulled his lips away from my skin making me growl in disappointment as I wanted his lips on me again. But rather than that, he placed his chin on my shoulders.
"Why is it strange?" I managed to ask while fighting my urges to be touched by him again and trying not to sound needy. As I was still foggy, his hands which were initially on my belly moved and slided to my sides; my waist.
The whole feeling was different to me and I didn't want this to stop. He moved his hands up and down my waist slowly but softly. This was first time he has ever touched me like this, there was clearly a spark, he knew what he was exactly doing. My heart was pounding at the thought of what he would say next while I was also getting distracted by his y touch that I never knew I longed for. I was so lost in the moment when he spoke
"As grandma already told you, I've never in my life felt this way for anyone. And honestly, I never really wanted to fall for anyone. But you were different, uniquely different that is; and before I knew it I was fallen. After I met you, I felt like I was missing out on life. You make me feel so~ so" he paused thinking of the suitable word he should use.
"Complete." I helped him complete his sentence with a smile plastered on my face and I could feel his grin playing on his pink lips which shortly after a moment ended up on my neck again. This time I gasped, my grasp on his arms tightened as I wanted more of the touching. I can tell he knew I was under his spell by now.
"Yes. You make me feel complete." He smiled as well "How did you know?" He asked biting my ear lobe making my breath hitched and then his chin rests on my shoulders; his face looking at my face.
"Because I am very well aware of that feeling. You might not know this, but you make me feel complete in every possible way" I said; giving him small smile trying to act as normal as I could and continued "Sometimes I doubt if I deserve any of this. If I deserve to feel this way." I said looking down; the smile instantly fading away.
"You deserve every best thing in this world, y/n and I am willing to give all of me to you.." He said making me turn around to face him.
He placed his both cold hands which felt so warm on my cheeks. I could see his genuinely happy face. He leaned in and kissed my forehead.
"Do you like me?" He asked again looking straight into my eyes waiting anxiously for my response. Any response at all.
I smiled and nodded. I could see he jumped slightly as he couldn't believe I just confessed but maintained his posture of gentleman. I giggled at his cuteness and he touched his back of neck embarrassingly.
"Soo.. Would you like to make me your boyfriend?" He asked nervously, trying to read all my facial expressions and continued "Let me treat you the way you deserve."
I could tell he was nervous and excited as well for my answer because deep down he knew my answer already. It was just matter of fact that we never made it clear out loud to the world; but what we had was nothing less than a relationship. We both knew it. It Seems like he had mastered the art of reading my facial expressions. And I was smiling brightly because I wanted this, I genuinely want him.
Even though I was scared if I deserve any of these, if I deserve tae's love. As I've always been told I was a bad omen since I was little. Not a single man in my life treated me nicely. Tae somehow was distinguishly different, he gives me that strength to fight against all the odds. He's my comfort and I think I have found my safe place in him.
Should I say yes? Would that be appropriate?
Brushing off all the bad memories of my life and negative thoughts off my mind, I replied bravely looking straight into his eyes.
"Yes coco. I would love to be your girlfriend!"
Honestly, It was hard to say yes. I am scared if what everybody says is real. What if I really am a bad omen? But right now, in this very moment it was the least thing I was concerned about. If I am the reason of his happiness and my simple yes can make him happiest, I'd say yes for anything he asks me for. WITHOUT THINKING TWICE.
Talking about if anything bad happens, I think now that we are together, we would handle it together. I trust him more than my life.
As the word 'yes' escaped my mouth, I saw him screaming and jumping merrily. I wasn't much different from him; just that instead of my body unlike him, my heart was jumping. At a pace where I was concerned it might just pop out of my chest any moment now. But I was happy and he was happy too.
I was staring his gorgeous face; his adorable reaction to my agreement when he caught me. In the blink of eye, he pulled me closer to him. Dangerously close that I was afraid if he would hear my heart-beats going crazy for him. He must have heard them as a huge smirk formed on his lips.
"I can hear your heart beating, princess. Are you embarrassed?" He whispered-asked knowingly what that does to me.
I didn't say anything as the red shade on my face was shouting all of it. He chuckled again as I put my hands on his waist. Now it was my turn to make him go crazy.
As I did so, I could hear him gasp at my unexpected sudden action. I chuckled at my victory as it threw him off the rail. Totally. My hands now slowly moving on his waist and back; intending to make him suffer while he was looking at me pleadingly to not stop. But IDK who was enjoying more, Him or I? We couldn't care less as we were so caught up in the heat of the moment.
"Y/n.." He tried to speak but gave up when I glided my hands from his stomach to his firm chest making him gasp again.
"You better stop ri-.. right here!!" He managed to speak and I could see he was suffering from my touch so I thought of having mercy on him and let go but clearly he tricked me.
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