{1} Taeyeon angrily paced around their bedroom with her eyes closed and wondered what karmic force she'd managed to piss off. She could think of no heinous act or ill will that would warrant the news she'd just received. Her expression was not good either, she had a deep frown displaying on her beautiful face and a fire in her eyes. Tiffany was sitting on the edge of their bed, running her hand in her hair nervously. "Please stop pacing around and sit down, I need you to listen to me, understand me. This is my dream babe, it has been, like forever." Tiffany finally said. It took every ounce of self control Taeyeon had not to yell at Tiffany, she did stop though and glanced at her girlfriend but she didn't say a word. "Please Tae, say something." "Something." Taeyeon said and glared at the other woman. Tiffany felt something punch her to her gut. "No, I mean say something about what I just told you." Taeyeon glanced up and down at her with a slightly disinterested leer and let out an annoyed breath. "What do you want me to say? You have already made the decision all on your own. Nothing I will say will make you change your mind." "But you can at least tell me what you think about it, your own opinion." "You know what I think, you know I do not agree with you going back to the States because this is your home now. You can be the singer you want to be here. We already have a great life together, why do you want to throw it all away?" "Taeyeon, you know what you are saying isn't possible right? I love you but this... Tiffany gestured with her hands. "Becoming an American singer has been my dream and now that I have finally been contacted by a good agency, you want me to stay here?" Tiffany threw her hands in the air frustratedly. "You've gotten an interesting offer, I'm happy for you, but in all your 'my dream coming true frenzy' did you ever stop and think about me? About us? Or am I not that important to you anymore? Are 'we' not so important?" "That's not what this means." Tiffany responded looking down at her feel. Taeyeon snorted. "What is then? You just showed now that you don't regard me and my feelings, neither do you care about me or my pain." Taeyeon is beyond pissed right now. "You know so well that's not true. I do regard you and I'm grateful for your love and support but this is my dream, Taeyeon." "I see that you made up your mind, and nothing will stop you from going. I wonder why you kept on insisting I say something, when clearly you don't intend to listen." Taeyeon shook her head. "I'm so sorry Tae, but I have to do this." Taeyeon took a deep breath. "No don't be, it's your life and of course I will support you if that's what you really want." She paused for a moment and studied Tiffany more intently than most casting directors, she shook her head and asked, "When do you leave?" Tiffany hesitated for a brief moment. "In two days." She muttered so low. The fire in Taeyeon's eyes that was beginning to douse snapped right back. "What? And you just thought to tell me about it now?" Taeyeon snapped, she was upset and hurt, her body began to tremble in anger. Tiffany stared off into space. “I guess I didn’t know how to bring it up, I'm sorry." "You didn't know how to bring it up? And you are ing sorry? Fany do you even hear yourself?" Tiffany raised her head and looked at Taeyeon. “I was scared okay, I didn’t want to hurt you and I also didn’t want you trying to change my mind." Taeyeon scoffed. "As if I could." Tiffany stood and took some steps towards her, she tried to reach out and touch her, but Taeyeon pulled her arm away before she could make contact. "I love you so much Taeyeon but I know that if I'd told you earlier, you would try to get me to stay, or you would want to follow me." "Is it a bad thing? To want to follow you?" Taeyeon asked. "No. And I would love to have you with me, it's just that everything you ever know and care about is here, your job, your family, your whole life is here." "So?" "So, I couldn't ask such a great sacrifice of you. You also have your dreams Tae, your most important project ahead of you, I couldn’t let you sacrifice all of that just for me.” "You are justifying your insensibility. How would you know, if you never asked?" "I'm sorry." Tiffany began to cry and Taeyeon forced her gaze away from her. She didn't want to look at her girlfriend in that moment, she knew that seeing her in that state would break her and that was the last thing she want, at least not right now because she's pissed dammit. But she'd noticed the tears falling down Tiffany's face ain't stopping and it looks like they won't stop any time soon. Taeyeon closed her eyes and sighed giving up. Opening her arms, she walked up to her, securing her in her arms and Tiffany wrapped her arms around her immed