Seungwan stretches her aching body, she felt sore mostly in her lower body "Unnie?" She called out when she felt an empty space beside her, remembering last night she quickly looked down under the blanket. Her brows furrowed seeing herself fully clothed then she stretched her body when she noticed a purple box sitting on the bedside table. A smile formed in her lips when she read a small post it note sticking on the box

"Good Morning, Love. Come out for breakfast when you're done"

she reads out loud, she pouts thinking "Done with what?" she questioned herself before opening the box. There were letter rectangular envelopes addressed to her, she noticed the dates and decided to read the oldest in the box

Seungwan, Do you know how beautiful you are? It is so odd that you tell people that you’re not. You outshined the other trainees since the day you came rushing at the door and everyone was at awe when you started to sing. It wasn’t my first time hearing your voice, I saw your audition tape. accidentally of course. I tried to tell you how gorgeous and charming you are but you took it as comfort words, that I was just being nice. I mean what I say. You know that. you’re a fool, really.

She didn't have to read everything, she knew where she first read these letters then her heart beats fast searching for the newest dated letter in the box

There are a lot of things I should say and apologize for but I don't think writing it will be enough, I know I've been a coward dozen of times or even more and I was so stupid for giving false hopes.

I was so caught up with what ifs.. what if I ended up hurting you, what if people won't accept us.. what if we also ended up ruining our group.

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