The times with you were happy

Even though you had a hard time

It’s not that I didn’t know how you felt

I felt it too

Letting you go, letting you leave

Is still not accustomed to me

I despise you for having no choice but to do that

With the group's disband and Shuhua's father's health deteriorating she has no choice but to go back to Taiwan, Soojin wanted to go with her but she had received a great job offer with Lia Kim and she couldn't refuse, they spent the night before the trip making love, they both seemed to want to burn each other's body into memory, when they day comes both were swollen-eyed from crying at the airport and Soojin was sure she'd never felt such pain as when Shuhua got on that plane with their puppies

 Why didn’t you tell me? Or is it that you couldn’t?

Didn’t you think of me even a little?

You said you liked me, you said you loved me

But if you were going to end it like this, why did you say those things?

Do I have to hate you?

Or do I have to blame myself?

If only I can turn back time

I just want to go back to how it was before

Adapting to a routine without Shuhua by her side was more difficult than Soojin had imagined, the work had helped her a lot with that, she was a very shy person and it ended up taking a while to gathered her courage and started meeting with co-workers after hours, she still met Miyeon and Soyeon from time to time, but not that often because they were both very busy too. In the beginning she and Shuhua made video calls every day, in the first days they both spent a good part of the calls crying missing each other but gradually they seemed to get used to the distance, Shuhua had created the habit of writing letters to Soojin, the Korean claimed that emails were faster but Shuhua found it romantic to write the letters, in the first few months it seemed they could handle the distance, how innocent she was, both careers took off, their schedules became more and more full and calls and letters were scarcer, it was difficult to talk to Shuhua for more than 10 minutes and when they did most of the talks were full of Dora, the Taiwanese woman helped Shuhua find a new place, had appointed Shuhua to some directors she knew, she had put Shuhua under her wings, she was with Shuhua everyday and Soojin realized that gradually she was losing Shuhua

Fine, I won’t ask anymore

If you want to leave me

Don’t look back and just leave

I won’t shed tears

Because that’ll make the heart weak

You, getting further away, is growing faint

I guess I am crying

I guess I am crying

I think I will miss you a lot

But I must endure through it

So that I can forget you

I don’t want to do anything like love ever again

Soojin knew that day would come but she didn't expect it to hurt so much, Shuhua had finally returned her call but by her sad face she already knew what was tormenting her

-Jin ah we need to talk

-You are breaking up with me

- I love you Jin ah, you know I do, right?

- If you loved me you wouldn't be doing this Shuhua

-But I love you, I love you enough to let you go, you deserve someone better than me Jin ah, these past few years have been great and I love you like I never loved anyone but life brought us to different worlds, you have a life in korea and I have one in Taiwan, our love is too beautiful to end in resentment and hurt

-Do you love Dora?

-Dora? Dora has nothing to do with it Jin ah, I promise, it's just not working anymore

Shuhua was looking at Soojin with tears falling out of her eyes, Soojin knew her very well, she knew that she could do nothing now, it´s over 

Because I wanted to give my last love to you, who turned away

I hope you will be happy (I hope you will be happy)

I hope you’ll meet a better woman than me (a better man than me)

Her flight was delayed, just great, Sooji