Author pov,

One chilly evening in Seoul many people are now walking alongside of the road enjoying the soft cold wind that is hitting their faces, some are casually walking with their peers and others are happily laughing while talking to their phones what a busy night in Seoul indeed. But a certain girl is sitting on the bench starring at the city lights in Han River her favorite place to think and chill after a long day of work wearing a black hoodie jacket and gray pants with a beanie that is hiding her whole face although it was dark the only light was coming to the lamp post and the light of the moon, her mind are now occupying what happened that day her company wants her to release a solo album and do a solo activities that’s her dream to be honest but the fact that she’s not promoting with her members makes her think that she will not do it but her company insisted and again she has no power to make an argument like before. Her minds start wander about her ex-member she cannot erase to her mind what happened that day the betrayal face that Jessica portray and she didn’t do anything to rescue her nor stop her from running away and now things are messed up big time, the girl did not even know what happened to her and she only recognize Tiffany and Taeyeon a lot of things happened between Jessica and Taeyeon the two are not talking or seeing together on camera others are suspecting that they have a fight or something that’s why they behaving like that and the media made it worst and do some article that is not true, Taeyeon know that she can’t show her affection easily and Jessica understand that and she is the only one who knew the real feelings of Taeyeon and Taeyeon was thankful for that, that somebody understand her. As she puff her cigarette a small cloud was forming in her face she start to doze off when suddenly someone tapped her shoulders due to shockness she drop her cigarette and stomp it immediately, she turn her gaze to the person that is wearing a mask and a pink jacket and black pants holding a piece of plastic bag with her right hand

“J-jessica? ” she said and the girl nodded pulled down her mask  and start to sit beside her, she look at Taeyeon that is beyond shock that Jessica is now sitting beside her

“ Are you smoking Taeyeon? You smell like cigarette ” she ask the trembling Taeyeon whose now gulping because of the girl’s cold voice she slowly nodded and look away “ I’ve been caught again. ” she thought, when she felt a cold in her cheeks she looked at it and there was a chocolate popsicle ice cream she grab it

“ Go eat it, that’s more delicious than cigarette Tae. ” Jessica giggled and unconsciously Taeyeon began to smile wide that she’s been hiding for days now, she start to eat the ice cream and Jessica copy her. While eating Taeyeon start to stare Jessica’s face she really missed the latter, they did not have time to do this kind of thing while they are promoting she was always with Tiffany.

“How are you sica? I heard from Tiffany that they come to your house with Seohyun ” Taeyeon began to talk

“You knew Seohyun? ” Jessica ask while staring at Taeyeon,  Taeyeon nodded and turn her gaze away from Jessica

“She’s one of my members ” Taeyeon replied, Tiffany said to them that it is better for them to hide their real identity to Jessica because that will make the situation worsen, although Yoona did not like the idea but Tiffany begged them to not say anything that Jessica is part of their Group

“Really? She’s a good kid but did you know that she’s kinda stress out because of something ” Jessica said with a soft voice Taeyeon replied her with a long sigh and massage her temple

“ Lately Seohyun began to talk less to us and always locked herself to her room. I don’t even have a chance to talk to her ” Taeyeon said with a stressful voice

“Maybe she need time alone, anyway enough of the drama you really debut huh? Tell me about your group Taengoo ”

“ W-well we are nin- I mean eight group member and I’m the leader, we debuted back in 2007 ”

“Oh. I wish I debut too ” Jessica said a sad tone her face start to frown and shoulders began to fell down, she start to stare the beautiful Han River with a sad eyes

“Sica. ”

“ You know that I really want to debut especially when they told us that we are picked to be in a group, I just don’t get it when Soojung said I quit training and start to focus in Business world. Is not that I don’t like fashion but I felt like she’s been lying to me, I mean everybody lying to me about something and they just avoid my question all of them. ” tears began to form in Jessica’s eyes

“They just protecting you sica. ” Taeyeon replied “from us ” she thought

“How about you Taeng? How are you?”

“I—I don’t think I’m fine at all, the company wants me to do solo ” Jessica began to clapped her hands and stare at Taeyeon excitedly

“ Hey that’s your dream right?? You should grab that opportunity Taengoo ”

“ I don’t think I fit in that work ” Jessica laugh at Taeyeon’s reply, Taeyeon just look at Jessica confusedly

“ You never change Taeng, you always think like that but honestly you can do it. If the company wants you to do it they see something in you Taengoo  ”

“You think I’m the same Taeyeon you used to know? ” Now the two are now staring in each other eyes, Jessica cupped Taeyeon’s cheeks and began to smile

“ Even though I see now that you are matured and you’re wearing make-up but inside you’re the same Taeyeon I know. You always overthink things and start to be scared when the company wants you to do something but always blew their minds when you start to do it.  ” Taeyeon giggled at Jessica’s statement

“ You think I can do it? ”

“ Of course! You’re the KIM TAEYEON you can do it! ” Jessica said with gesturing a fighting pose, Taeyeon stand up and breathe slowly

“ I CAN DO IT! ” she shout and look back at Jessica smiling, Jessica smiled at her and nod. They began to laugh and talk a lot about things when suddenly Jessica request something

“ Can I visit your dorm now? I want to meet your members if that’s okay? ” Taeyeon hesitate at first but Jessica pleaded and Taeyeon just grant Jessica’s request although it will be risky to do, when they enter the Girl’s dorm Jessica only heard some bickering about Foods and the sound of Television was on. Taeyeon cough to turn their attention to them and all of members stop their doings and stare at Jessica whose now waving her hand when suddenly Jessica’s sight began to blurry and her head start to ache again image start to popped inside her head and then she faint

“JESSICA! ”

“ UNNIE! ”

“JESSI! ”