Delusional

Himchan walked towards Youngjae slowly, staring into the younger's
eyes the whole time. Thoughts lost, heart racing, Himchan barely knew
what he was doing. Each step closer seemed heavier than the last.
"H-Hyung, what are you doing?" Youngjae asked, his eyes widening
with fear and confusion. Soon, he started to step back when the older
blonde stepped towards him. Inch-by-inch, the two moved in unison, yet
the eye contact never broke between them. Unfortunately for Youngjae,
the remaining empty space behind him had vanished, leaving only a
wall. Youngjae was trapped.
Himchan blocked any means of escape with his arms, successfully
pinning Youngjae to the wall. He leaned in to Youngjae's ear.
"Youngjae-ah, wouldn't you know what I'm doing right now? You're
the 'Brain', right?" Himchan smirked as he lightly nibbled on the
younger blonde's ear.
Youngjae gulped. Because of the close proximity with his hyung that
he secretly had a crush on, and the fact that he could feel the
elder's warm breath on his bare skin. Honestly, Youngjae himself
always imagined situations like this. He hated admitting it, even to
himself. The scene happening currently was making him feel hot, much
to his embarrassment. Some part inside of him wanted more. That sick,
same part was begging for Himchan to continue. However, Youngjae's
pride would not allow that privilege.
"Yah, Himchan hyung, get off!" he yelled as he tried to push the
elder off weakly. But Himchan only smirked again. They both knew what
he really wanted.
"Tell me something, Youngjae-ah" Himchan started in a low, y
voice as he moved away from Youngjae's right ear to stare straight
into his eyes. "Do you really want me to stop?"
Youngjae looked away, not being able to take the even closer
proximity. Did he want to Himchan to continue? Did he REALLY want
Himchan to stop? A thousand thoughts a second ran through his mind.
The normal, fail-filled Himchan was gone; replaced with this y,
irresistible stranger that could really only be his hyung, no matter
how different he was. For once, Youngjae honestly didn't know.
Suddenly, he felt a hand jerk his chin to face Himchan again. The
elder simply said, "Why talk? We both know the answer," before
pressing his lips onto Youngjae's-
"IGE MWOYA?!" The real Himchan yelled out in shock. He had slammed
the laptop screen in utter bewilderment.
"Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God..." He chanted while pulling at
his blonde locks. "What the hell did I just read?"
Himchan stared at the laptop like a crazy person. He slowly backed
away from it, reaching for the doorknob with wild hands. His wide eyes
never left from the black laptop, leaving Himchan to smack into his
dresser and the wall on the way. Once he finally found the doorknob,
he jerked it open and tried to jolt out of the room, but he smacked
his toe on the corner of the door and then proceeded to slam his head
on the doorframe.
"OW, !" The crazy blonde screamed in pain and fell to the
floor. Youngjae, who was passing by at the time, rushed over to help
him.
"Aishh, HYUNG! what the heck are you doing? Are you okay?" He asked
as he helped Himchan up. "What's wrong with you?"
"Oww, yeah, I'm fine. Just dizzy..." Himchan slurred, trying to
regain his vision as Youngjae took him back to the room with the
dreaded fanfic still on the laptop.
Youngjae laid Himchan down on his bed, clicking his tongue in
disapproval. He was so strange today. "Hey hyung, you need to be more
careful! What if you got seriously hurt! Could have gotten a
concussion or something. Aigoo..." he nagged.
Himchan just looked away, still not able to face the younger after
what he had just read. He only read the beginning though. He could
tell that there was a lot more of the story that he really did not
want to read. He knew that if he read more, he would have read a
written . Oh God.
But that fanfic made Himchan think in many different ways. What if
he liked Youngjae? What if Youngjae somehow miraculously liked him?
What if- No. He refused to think those thoughts. Never. However,
seeing the younger blonde now, he could see things that he never took
notice of before. How Youngjae's eyes sparkled brilliantly; How his
hair looked as soft as clouds; What it would feel like to feel those
adorable lips on his own. Himchan couldn't believe he had never
noticed before. Youngjae was beautiful. And he couldn't believe that
it took a fanfic to get him to notice that.
"Why are you staring at me like that?"
Himchan quickly averted his eyes awkwardly. "Oh...Was I? Hehe,
sorry, I spaced out."
Youngjae gave Himchan a weird look before saying, "O...kay?
Anyways, I have to look something up. Can I borrow your laptop?"
"Yeah, sure." The elder replied while shrugging. Soon though, he
realized something, and his eyes widened again.
Youngjae grinned, not noticing Himchan's change in attitude. "Thanks, hyu-"
"WAIT, NO!" Himchan shouted desperately as he bolted up from his
bed. The younger stood still in surprise of the spontaneous yelling.
"Huh? But you just sai-"
"Oh, um..I forgot I had paused the game by closing it, and I almost
had a high score..."
The room was filled to the brim with awkwardness. The older blonde
avoided Youngjae's confused, yet calculating ones. 'Oh god,' Himchan
thought. 'I'm screwed. He's gonna know I was reading a fanfiction
about us, and he's going to think I'm a freak! Eotteokhae,
eotteokhae...'
"Ah, I know why you're acting like this!" Youngjae beamed. Himchan
gulped nervously as Youngjae gave a knowing smile. "You were watching
!"
For a few moments, all there was, was silence. Then after the
initial shock, Himchan stuttered awkwardly, "Y-You could say that, I-I
guess."
"Then don't worry, hyung!" He laughed. "I won't look, I'll just close it!"
"NO! NONONONONO! DON'T!"
"Aw, WAE?" The younger whined. "Aish hyung, so stingy about . I
told you I'm not gonna watch it."
"Just don't! You're too innocent to rea-watch it!"
"Oh well..." Youngjae trailed as he inched closer to the laptop
slowly, before yanking the plug off and snatching the laptop away.
"Too late!"
Youngjae bolted out of the room like a bullet with Himchan's
laptop. Himchan was stunned and his mind was blank. 'What just
happened...?'
Suddenly, he shouted, "ANDWAE!" and dashed off to go catch the blonde thief.