What is this feeling?

This feeling a warmth that washes over my body like a wave when I hear your voice

This feeling of excitement that hits me like truck at random moments of the day when I see your face

What is this feeling?

 

Is it happiness?

Is it the joy I feel when listening to you sing your heart out to millions, doing what you love and live to do?

 

Is it a thrill?

Is it the memories of May 19th coming forward in my brain and instilling a never dying fire of excitement for you?

 

Or is it something else?

I don't know what to call this feeling, as I feel that love is not a big enough word to describe this.

Is there something bigger than love?

Does this word exist yet?

Has no one ever felt a love so big you can't describe it?

 

Is this Euphoria?

A state of undeniable excitement?

 

Maybe i'm having an Epiphany?

A moment of revelation in my life?

 

Perhaps it's just a Singularity?

A peculiarly odd but beautiful moment of time?

 

Or is this all just Serendipity?

A random occurrence of destiny's joy in my life?

 

Has my life become a Seesaw?

Teetering back and forth between these feelings?

 

Should I shut up with the nonsense and Just Dance?

Live life fully in your music I've grown to need so desperately?

 

Maybe Love is all of these things?

As they were made by you for us to have till the end of time.

 

There is no better way to describe what I feel other than these words.

So maybe the feeling I am having is not just one word, but seven songs.

Seven songs sung by seven of the most important people in my life

 

This feeling can be described and wrapped up in three simple letters

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