Loneliness is scary... No one wants to be alone...

Crying makes you weary... I can't believe how some peoples hearts are as cold as stone.

Jealousy can kill me... The pain makes me moan and groan...

But no one takes me seriously... At school or at home.

They all think I'm happy... Just because I got a smile on my face...

Truth is I'm not happy... if I said so they'll be put out of place...

But if they knew what's going on with me... They'll think I'm a disgrace.

So I close off the sadness and replace it with glee... And make sure my sadness doesn't leave a trace...

But because it's my birthday, I try to keep it cool.

Acting like everythings okay, all the way through school...

Though there is an unbearable pain, killing me in a way so cruel.

I can't believe how I'm still sain, because trust, is a big, fat, fool...

hope you guys liked it

won't be able to update as much though i've got my book full of poems i've written

but hope you guys can wait a little longer and while you do please comment on how you found this poem^^

(sorry for any grammer mistakes 360 degrees bow!)