you hurt me

u disease me

how can you ever

please me..

what you do

is wrong

and yet you

stand strong

you dessert me

you decieve me

and you always

leave me..

i wont be here

for long

some time soon

i'll be long gone..

tried to discouraged me

and kill me

and questioned me

for your own needs..

but you wouldnt

leave me be

even though

i plead..

 you always continued

your selfish song

pushing me away

saying i dont belong..

you teased me

and punished me

coz you thought

i was long...

time and time again

i asked

when would

it all end..

you openly abused me

u drew blood from my heart

you wanted to drawn me

you hated me from the start..

but then i

see you crawling

then walking

and falling

you look up at me

and i look down at you

n you beg me

to help you...

"i'll do anything"

you say

and i'm like

"Ok ok..

so would you erase

your existance?

and your very name?

live away from me

at a distance

so i dont feel

your shame?

could you not play with me

like i'm some sort of game?

n would you listen to others

and not think they're lame.."

but you didnt understand

any word i said

i didn't mean anything thing bad

i don't want you dead..

i want you

to change

for the better

not the worst..

live

a new life

starting off

with a plain canvas..

stay away

from the old

and find

something new...

this is

what i wish

what i wish

for you..

listen to other people

and learn from lifes troubles

and then you'll be happy

and you wont be seeing double..

that..

is all my friend.

i hope you guys liked it

i think i'll keep the typos in this for some reason

but anywho soz for anything i did wrong and this is a double update which can only mean that i did this on the spot for you guys

thanks everyone so much for your support and everything!

this is the end of the road here and i'll announce that this is the last chap

just like the other 'My Random poems' 15 chapters //well actually 16 chapters but in this there are two deleted poems in one chap//

hope you enjoyed please comment and know that i'll always love u guys no matter what^^*

bye bye for now* //and sorry coz i don't know how to spell drawn or drown whatever... my spell check dont work^^'//