Why do you try to divert me

When I'm trying to fix up

You look like you wanna kill me

When Bang shows me love

I feel your glare

It's burning through me

I know you don't care

You just wanna get ride of me

Your my own blood

And I don't like seeing you hurt

But when I picked you up from the mud

You'd just scrap me off your shirt

Whenever I try to help you

I get nothing in return

You indirectly say "I hate you"

And my heart starts to burn

So I'll leave you alone

In the darkness and despair

...you don't even remember I was like your second home

But now I don't even care

You hurt me too many times

I'll leave you here to die

Coz you committed too many crimes

And you were never there when I cried

What's the point of caring for someone

If they don't care about you

If they can't see the pain they've done

If they can't see the big issue 

You'd say "Himechan you're an eye sore"

Only if no one heard

Coz your love for me is poor

And you would never say a loving word 

I say I won't cry

But I can't resist

Coz I never wanted you to die

You were the one I missed

But I was never the one missed... by you

You hated me till the bond was at it's death...

You made me cry but I'd always smile for you

Yet you still hated me ...with all your strength...

sorry for any grammar mistakes 

and sorry for the long wait 

this shadow has been going through lots of busy times^^'