“I knew it all along, you were jealous, right?” he asked while getting closer to the bed. This may be the right time to be panicked. His sly smile turned into a smirk and I swear he looks hot. In this state I wouldn’t mind having him on top of me. Wait, what? I brushed it off and tried to pry him away from me as I could feel his hands on both sides of my body, trapping me under. I saw the looks on his eyes, and I remembered the same eyes who have been watching over me before. I saw him in my past dreams and in an instant he brought me back to when we were still together. Flashes appear before me, it wasn’t just a dream, in reality it happened before. I was flooded with memories and tears started to fall. I can hear him calling my name but I refused to listened. I closed my eyes. All I wanted to do is to remember and for that I need to ignore his shouts and cries begging me to snap out of it. 

A car, I saw a light from a car. Inside the car, there she was. The culprit. I saw Taehyung’s ex girlfriend with his mother on the passenger seat beside her. If I remember it clearly, the girl is some what familiar. I saw her before. I knew her before. 

Irene? My friend. I love her too. As my sister. She was the one who was there for me. She helps me a lot to be with Taehyung. She never say no if I asked for her help. She is also the same people that knew about me and him. Our forbidden relationship. His mother despise my mother. And that bring her to being hateful towards me. I stole her only son just like how my mother took her husband’s life. But the other side of the story was my mother rejecting Taehyung’s father and he tried to her. To get away from him, she ran away and a car hit him just before he could catch my mother. Irene is the same girl that used to be my friend before. I saved her from immoral act of her father trying to sell her to a mere businessman to continue their company. I guess this is how they thanked me. My mother never filed a lawsuit towards his father yet now Taehyung’s mother tried to kill me. One thing I realized is that, the same man that I love is inside the car. Right beside me. 

I couldn’t let them hurt him. So, I did what I had to. My body’s covering his before our car hit the opposite car. Eventhough my body is dying, I was happy for a moment. I knew he was safe. No wonder I felt so scared before. It was as if I might lose him. A week before the accident, I changed everything under his name. Even if he has the feelings to leave me behind, at least he has something of me. I gave him my pendant which I treasure the most. Wrote him a few letters telling him that I love him and asked him to take a very good care of my business. My own built business. If I gave the responsibility to my mom, she might sell it elsewhere and I don’t want that. I also asked Tae to not get married first. He has to wait for me. If I died, then he will have my blessings to marry any of his fan girl. I wanted to mention Nancy, his die hard fans and also Dahyun, the girl who has a crush on him during his final year in college. I couldn’t forget. I gave my blessings to Irene too. She is Taehyung’s mom favorite. I told Tae to make up with his mom in a few of my letters. After I died, that might be easier for him to forgive his mom. I do