Chapter 9

Awaken Fears

 

 

A week after Wonho opened up to Changkyun things started to look up, the older found out Changkyun had one amazing mind for someone his age, he knew things that didn't make sense to other. for Wonho the younger was a genius he was sure if Changkyun didn't become a rapper he could have easily become a scientist or doctor. He also found out the younger had a heart-melting laugh, one so rare that you can't help laugh yourself even if you didn't know what's so funny. After that week he spends all his time with Changkyun. He got the younger to open up a little, it wasn’t that much but it was enough to start with. Wonho also would take the younger to every place he went scared of what would happen if he left him all alone. And when everyone went to bed he would grab Changkyun so they could watch tv together. They would be on the couch sitting shoulder to shoulder, but Wonho would like to put his arm around the younger and bring him close show him he has someone, but he wasn't sure if the younger would be comfortable with that. When watching tv Wonho also notice the younger asks thousands of none stop questions, that he start adoring. They would spend all their night watching old and funny movies until they fall asleep on the couch together. And in the morning one of the members wakes them up mostly being Kihyun. And every morning Wonho would make the younger breakfast, he never wanted Changkyun to ever starve himself knowing very well he does.

Changkyun didn't know when was the last time he ever smiled for so long or ever felt happy, but being with Wonho always made him happy, that he found himself smiling when he sees the older. He also started to notice the change in some of the other members, it wasn't big but it gave the younger hope. Kihyun would always say good morning and make him food, while Shownu would ruffle his hair every time he sees him and have small talk. Jooheon didn't make rude comments about him anymore. He also started to notice how the 2nd youngest would look at him with sad eyes it always seemed like he had something to say but never does.

Hyungwon and Minhyuk didn't change but Changkyun didn't let that bother him, he wanted to enjoy the small process that took place. But the change also scarred him always expecting things to go back to how it was. he was scarred Wonho would start ignoring him and that he would lose his only friend.

throughout Changkyun life he never seems to make friends, he only managed to make haters and he didn't know what he did to make those people hate him so much. Sometimes he would find himself crying all alone wishing people didn't hate him so much. he wanted to be loved, he wanted someone to look at him and adore him for who he is, someone that would say i love cause love was something he never got. And when Wonho became his friend. The younger felt like he was walking on eggshells afraid if he did or say something wrong the older would hate him just like everyone does. Even though he let down some of his guard around the older, he couldn't help but feel something would go wrong any second and he would lose his only friend.

Jooheon didn't know what caused him to change he only found himself looking at younger, feeling sorry. He knew, as much he wanted his best friend to debuted he understood why the company chose the younger to debut. their voice went together, the younger with his deep unique voice and his quick rap style went perfectly, creating one amazing duet. Even knowing he couldn't get himself to say anything. A part of him blamed Changkyun for accepting to enter No Mercy and destroying everything, for taking his friend spot as the 2nd rapper. Changkyun took something he and Gunhee worked so hard to build for years, he couldn't help but dislike the younger for it. But a part of him wanted to stop hating him, but he couldn't make himself to do so. he did the only thing he knew and just ignore the younger, he stopped his rude side comments that would hurt the younger male, and that way Jooheon felt good knowing he wasn't at least hurting him

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Kyinnie96 #1
Chapter 13: I love this story so much. Please update this story.....
iamelly99 #2
Chapter 13: I love your story... Please update soonㅠㅠ
leeyab0o
#3
Chapter 4: Thank you so much for writing this story . O really enjoy this story .

Thank you . Love ya
annethundr05 #4
Chapter 13: Ok so this story still breaks my heart. This chapter alone made me cry. My poor Kyunnie baby, you'd have really been through it. Like I'm still so very happy that he has Wonho, he really is trying so same damn hard to help and protect him. Kudos my dear
Maddie12578
#5
Chapter 12: I can not wait for the next chapter. I swear I love this story and it just keeps on getting more and more interesting. :D
Taerbangbersamastan
#6
Chapter 12: Hello mister Kenton Catchcart,
How can u decided to adopted a child if u know u can't give him family warmth??
Taerbangbersamastan
#7
Chapter 11: I'm not blame Sam and Ben cause they're just a child when that happen.
But, where's that ing parents??!

This chapter is not angst but I can't stopped myself from crying.
Taerbangbersamastan
#8
Chapter 10: That diary...
It must be sad when it exposed**
Taerbangbersamastan
#9
Chapter 9: Joshh!!
Stop hating
Give love°°
Taerbangbersamastan
#10
Chapter 1: How can they neglected him like that.
Coming to practices with lack of nutritious would harm him ××