WHAT IS THIS FEELING?
Shades of Dark and WildMr. Kim Junmyeon had to choose me of all people?
I don't like the attention.
I don't even want a little of it.
This is frustrating.
As I stood up and read the text
in my English book
❝ The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog ❞
❝ I can't even hear her ❞
❝ Dude, she is defective by nature ❞
❝ Ya! Isn't that a little harsh? You guys are her classmates, put yourself in her shoes ❞
I think Mr. Kim is such a nice guy.
I guess, a gentleman.
As I sat down, I saw a piece of folded paper
on my table.
It says:
I've been holding on to
that mother and child
on the back of the map you drew
What mother and child?
Oh my goodness
❝ OH! ❞
As my classmates started looking at me,
even Mr. Kim
❝ Haera, is there something wrong? ❞
❝ Yeah, a rat was over there ❞
Taehyung lied and adverted their attention to him.
Frankly, I'm grateful he did that
❝ What? ❞
❝ Where? ❞
❝ Aahh! No way ❞
As they began to search for the imaginary rat
❝ See, you can be loud ❞
I never wanted his attention
❝ GET BACK TO YOUR SEATS ❞
When the class ended,
he kept on talking to me.
It had caused me trouble
❝ Look, Haera's talking to a guy ❞
❝ With the guy, Tae, no less ❞
❝ It's the first time I have seen her talk to a guy ❞
❝ Or to anyone ❞
I can't believe this
❝ You drew it, didn't you? Did you use a model? ❞
❝ Uhm, no one specific. It was because I was always in the park. I can see moms with their kids. ❞
❝ Jeongmal? Really? ❞
❝ Why did you hold onto it, instead of throwing it? ❞
❝ Why? ❞
❝ Because I find the drawing beautiful ❞
It is weird.
Even though I don't like him.
His words has left an impression on me
❝ Hey Haera, are you going home already? ❞
That simple drawing,
it turned him from someone
I don't like to someone
friendly
❝ No, I'll be going to the art studio ❞
❝ Oh, are you in the art club? ❞
As I saw him hold a basketball ball
❝Are you on the basketball team? ❞
❝ This? This is work ❞
Work?
❝ Oh, do you got any money? I'll double it for you ❞
As he took my scrunchy
❝Let me borrow this too ❞
He has no manners at all,
but I don't mind now
❝Check her out blushing ❞
❝ Hey Irene, what's wrong with Tae? ❞
❝ Why is he with Haera of all people? ❞
Typical gossips.
What I hate the most in school
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Basketball is a passion,
a favorite leisure activity
❝ Who is that guy? ❞
❝ That is Kim Taehyung ❞
❝ He got some great skills ❞
I don't get boys
❝ Look outside, the boys are playing basketball for money ❞
❝ I guess that what they do when they see an empty court ❞
❝ They have brought in other kids from other schools ❞
❝ Oh my, isn't that Zi Tao? ❞
Ah, maybe that's what he meant
when he said,
❛ Oh, do you got any money? I'll double it for you ❜
My scrunchy.
He doesn't have to take it
What a weirdo
❝ Oh Haera, you're still here ❞
❝ Mr. Junmyeon? ❞
❝ It's great that you're a dedicated student, but class has ended hours ago ❞
❝ But wait a moment ❞
As he closed the door.
I got nervous.
What is he going to do?
❝ Is drawing a hobby of yours? ❞
❝ Let me see what you draw ❞
As he walk closer to me,
he bent down over
to see what I have drawn.
His had touch my shoulders,
the other touched my thigh.
I wanted to scream,
but my voice,
nothing's coming out!
He slowly reached my s,
Mr. Junmyeon,
why?
When suddenly,
Taehyung opened the door.
Thank goodness
❝ Mr. Junmyeon ❞
With that,
Mr. Junmyeon hurriedly
took his hands off me
❝ I was just, uh, making my rounds
❝ You're not even in the art club, what are you doing here? ❞
❝ Oh I get it, you can't come to the studio unless you're a member? ❞
❝ I should join the art club too ❞
❝ There's no way you can possibly draw, Taehyung ❞
❝ You never know, I may have a secret hidden talent ❞
❝ You know, I may be stupid but at least I go after girls my own age ❞
Taehyung!
As tears are about to fall
❝ I won't let you insult me like that ❞
As Taehyung picked up a paper cutter
❝ What are you doing Taehyung? ❞
❝ Relax, I was just going to sharpen a pencil ❞
❝ It's not like I was thinking about cutting your thing ❞
As Taehyung looked down on the paper cutter,
Mr. Junmyeon then hurriedly ran for the door
❝ Bastard ❞
❝ What's wrong with you? Letting him feel you without even saying a word ❞
He smiled at me,
wipping my tears away
❝ Hey Tae, what are you doing? Let's go ❞
❝ I'll be right there, Yoongi ❞
❝ Oh here, I told you, I'll double it ❞
As he threw me my scrunchy,
and gave back my money.
He did double it
as he left me, crying
❝ What are you doing in the art studio? ❞
❝ Appreciating art ❞
What is this feeling?
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