Magic Candy?
Regrets"I can't believe you!"
Baekhyun is standing in front of me. Pain is written all over his face. I ignore it. Because I'm in pain too.
I smack him with my purse. He doesn't stop me.
Why isn't he stopping me?
Tears flowing down my face. I'm a mess but I don't care. I stop. I stand there, head down, crying.
"Yeonhwa."
"Don't."
He tries to touch me and I pull away. The pain growing on his face.
"Don't touch me you dirty, lying, piece of sh- ARGH!"
I stare at his face, my anger is slow to disappear.
"We're done."
I turn and start walking home.
Stop me. Tell me how much you love me.
I keep going but he shows no sign of stopping me. My tears fall harder than before. My pride won't let me look back. I keep walking.
~*~
I open my eyes.
That dream again.
I rest my arm on my eyes. I lie on my bed thinking and rethinking. Would things have changed if I kept my temper? Maybe. Maybe not. Would things have changed if he stopped me? Probably.
Thoughts are swimming in my head. I don't want to get up.
Let me die here.
I actually wouldn't mind dying. Pretending like everything is going well is so over-rated. I'm just going to lie here and wallow in my misery. If I die like this, I'm fine. If I don't. Well, I don't. Whatever.
*KNOCK KNOCK*
Someone's at the door.
I look at the ceiling.
Wait.
I sit up with a shock.
Someone's at the door.
No one ever comes over. I hide under my covers.
Why's someone at the door? Do I owe someone money? No. I only owe Melissa money and she said it's ok if I take time repaying her. Then who's at the door? Is it the grim reaper? Oh. If it's the grim reaper, I hope he's as good looking as Lee Dongwook was in Goblin. Hehe.
*KNOCK KNOCK*
The knocking continues.
I pull th
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