ROLEPLAY CONFESSIONS!。( ` Closed for good cus i cant stop going ia hehe 3 was gonna actually plan on doing the final confessions but the password... shes gone.
i feel like a lot of rps aren't very welcoming even though they claim to be. most of the times when i join a rp, i sit back and watch the active tl and don't engage bc i feel,,,not needed/wanted??? and sometimes i get ignored completely (at least what my definition of ignored is.) it is probably just me bc when i started rping (which was in feb) i was a loooot more wildt and social, and now that has changed dramatically due to a lot of reasons. i find it hard to have a dm with someone and actually hold a conversation and become close with that person. tbh i have only like 2 online friends, one of which left twitter (but we still text each other) and the other kinda distanced from me (and made lots of new close friends lmao), but i still have know that person from a long time, almost a year. i'm getting off topic but n e ways i just find it difficult to make friends in rps, engage in an active tl in rps, and generally talk to new ppl (and some ppl i know) without thinking they want me gone. and i am in now way trying to blame it on the admins of these rps, which kinda contradicts me saying that a lot of rps aren't welcoming but whatever. :)
reading through these again i wanna state that NO don't join rps as minor fcs, its creepy and is ic. leave children alone. Its alrdy creepy to as adult fcs but at least theyre of a consenting age. MINORS ARENT. the just turned 18s too. i will n always have stood by this.
its a matchmaking RP! not gonna say the name. Probably the only matchmaking rp in aff for now. i forgot that i posted it here or in another confession rp but here are the story-..
that matchmaking rp now closed again like before. the head admin (i will hide her fc) always has unstable personality and mental. she also inconsistent. when i joined the rp, she usually put her dp blank cause her mood is unstable. its always happened everytime she re-opened the rp and this time she did that again. this time she closed the rp again. its already the fourt time she re-opened and closed the rp. her inconsistent and unstable mood is worst. Dont open rp if she cant being a good admin and make troubles to the members who joined. Mostly she closed the rp after herself got a paired up. just a tea.
Chapter 238: as someone thats mained jjk as my fc for Years, im gna say that this has become a problem since about 2018. when your fcs are from the same group / ent company, its normal to have a bond even if youre strangers ooc but some bts rpers take it way too seriously. like it becomes a clique bc they dont talk to other people n they date within themselves. theres been times where a jimin has approached me asking to jikook with them or in a weird turn of events last year i was jjk n my bf cc’d to kth, a jimin approached my kth and told him he could switch fcs with him so that we could be jikook together. this stuff became more apparent when id be in a bts gc and right away, thered be namjin, sope or yoonmin, and id be jokingly shipped with either a jimin or a taehyung. i relate a lot to jjk’s energy but ive been put off so recently i started rping as haechan but tbh ive noticed that right away, i get approached by specific nct members all the time. its not as big of a problem since i feel most people fc nct members purely for their visuals over their liking for the actual idol n their personality which is also a problem but im a lot more comfortable being haechan than jungkook at this point because of the shipchasers that follow jjks and most bts fcers in general.
Chapter 204: was wondering whether this rp was the same rp i joined, because i remember i was in one but during 2018. i also knew a tzuyu who was really close to me who was also in stay. i didn't know this was the reason why it closed down... i'm sure as hell knowing this now and god. ugh.
Chapter 234: as a roleplayer who's too used to fb as a plaform... i agree at a certain level but fb is the only platform i'm comfy with and i don't like other platforms u__u
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