54. Having my heart pushed and pulled

ROLEPLAY CONFESSIONS！。（ ` Closed for good cus i cant stop going ia hehe 3 was gonna actually plan on doing the final confessions but the password... shes gone.
 
 
precious bby
// A TWT CONFESSION
 
 
 
there's this guy that i met in this twitter rp. he was cool, nerdy and a legit meme. I didn't expect to fall for him but we were honest and open. He constantly said "i love your vibe" " i want things to be like this for a long time" "you're my future wife" "i think we'll be happy together" "i can't wait to see what the future has in store for us." "this is the start of forever because im not going anywhere and I'm not letting you go" so obviously he got my heart in shambles with high hopes. Treated me like i was his one and only. I opened up and so did he. Though when i open up i lapse and need days off because i get reminded that badly but its necessary to see that part of me if you want to be part of my life. He knew this, cause like i said we're open and honest. I took a week and a half hiatus and i come back to see him in a relationship with another girl. Usually, he's first to see me on timeline no matter what but he didn't speak to me 4 days after i returned. then when he did reply was after i confronted him and he apologized. soon he left the rp but gave me his freelance and we picked up where we left off and days later he did the same thing again. -- the thing that pisses me off is he knew how i felt and he did the same twice. I don't understand why some people think its okay to string along peoples hearts. i don't understand why he thinks its remotely okay to do that to someone like me especially after what i told him and how emotionally unstable i already was but promised to care for me but did that and wondered why i left him without replies for days on end. it really ing hurts. i just wish we never met because broken connections hurt especially when they were so strong.
 
 
 

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reading through these again i wanna state that NO don't join rps as minor fcs, its creepy and is ic. leave children alone. Its alrdy creepy to as adult fcs but at least theyre of a consenting age. MINORS ARENT. the just turned 18s too. i will n always have stood by this.
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pandagayle #1
Chapter 241: I always avoid joining rps as minors or ppl who just turned 18
khskhs_ #2
Don't join Polaroid RP. Toxic admins.
cassielei #3
Chapter 221: Oml it really was! ;; i miss netflix&chill omf— my heart.
khskhs_ #4
im here with news from the same rp again.

its a matchmaking RP! not gonna say the name. Probably the only matchmaking rp in aff for now. i forgot that i posted it here or in another confession rp but here are the story-..

that matchmaking rp now closed again like before. the head admin (i will hide her fc) always has unstable personality and mental. she also inconsistent. when i joined the rp, she usually put her dp blank cause her mood is unstable. its always happened everytime she re-opened the rp and this time she did that again. this time she closed the rp again. its already the fourt time she re-opened and closed the rp. her inconsistent and unstable mood is worst. Dont open rp if she cant being a good admin and make troubles to the members who joined. Mostly she closed the rp after herself got a paired up. just a tea.
jungunu #5
Chapter 238: as someone thats mained jjk as my fc for Years, im gna say that this has become a problem since about 2018. when your fcs are from the same group / ent company, its normal to have a bond even if youre strangers ooc but some bts rpers take it way too seriously. like it becomes a clique bc they dont talk to other people n they date within themselves. theres been times where a jimin has approached me asking to jikook with them or in a weird turn of events last year i was jjk n my bf cc’d to kth, a jimin approached my kth and told him he could switch fcs with him so that we could be jikook together. this stuff became more apparent when id be in a bts gc and right away, thered be namjin, sope or yoonmin, and id be jokingly shipped with either a jimin or a taehyung. i relate a lot to jjk’s energy but ive been put off so recently i started rping as haechan but tbh ive noticed that right away, i get approached by specific nct members all the time. its not as big of a problem since i feel most people fc nct members purely for their visuals over their liking for the actual idol n their personality which is also a problem but im a lot more comfortable being haechan than jungkook at this point because of the shipchasers that follow jjks and most bts fcers in general.
wannagetit #6
Chapter 93: this. this is the most relatable thing ever. like seriously, why does this always happen to me?
bluemaple 24 streak #7
Chapter 126: i have a friend who roleplays oc on twt and she's kinda freelance. i've seen some agencies, but perhaps not as much
verseau- #8
Chapter 232: i might go to an extent and assume those kinds of people are just ising
amunoraes #9
Chapter 204: was wondering whether this rp was the same rp i joined, because i remember i was in one but during 2018. i also knew a tzuyu who was really close to me who was also in stay. i didn't know this was the reason why it closed down... i'm sure as hell knowing this now and god. ugh.
lolwhothis #10
Chapter 234: as a roleplayer who's too used to fb as a plaform... i agree at a certain level but fb is the only platform i'm comfy with and i don't like other platforms u__u
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