55. This one will also sorta make you...angry? Yeah ;; All the love for anon
ROLEPLAY CONFESSIONS!。( ` Closed for good cus i cant stop going ia hehe 3 was gonna actually plan on doing the final confessions but the password... shes gone.
i noticed that you seem to be okay with people ranting so i hope you don't mind this incoherent mess ;; i need an outlet. i used to be someone that didn't ever tell others, no matter how close, how i ever actually felt. but one day i got to know someone that made me feel so comfortable so fast and within two months, they became my favourite person to talk to. but one day i sorta had a breakdown and NEEDED to tell somebody. and for some reason, they was my go to. they halped me a lot and i was so grateful. another 8 months later, we've been dating for 7 months and all. they suddenly break up with me. i was caught off guard, sure. but i was willing to respect them and leave it at that. to add to that, they made it feel like everything was my fault. the reason why we ended. but a few days later, a friend of mine (who was always inactive, but they were a friend i have had for about 5 years now) came to my dms and told me that my now ex was with someone i deemed a best friend. i was just ??? betrayed. and it turns out that they were together for a while on the ACC i was with my ex on. and all our mutuals knew. none of them ever even came up to me to tell me what was happening behind my back. i felt so betrayed??? if it was happening to any of them, i would have told them all in a heartbeat because cheating will always be such a ing horrible thing to me. and to add to that, most of the things i have told them, which were all about my depression and constant panic attacks, the person tol other people. it was the biggest slap on the face i have ever gotten. i fell into such a slump. thought i was finally bettering myself but damn having my trust broken made things so much worse. i've never hated someone so much and damn even if i was just a TINY bit less oblivious, i would have been able to notice everything.
reading through these again i wanna state that NO don't join rps as minor fcs, its creepy and is ic. leave children alone. Its alrdy creepy to as adult fcs but at least theyre of a consenting age. MINORS ARENT. the just turned 18s too. i will n always have stood by this.
its a matchmaking RP! not gonna say the name. Probably the only matchmaking rp in aff for now. i forgot that i posted it here or in another confession rp but here are the story-..
that matchmaking rp now closed again like before. the head admin (i will hide her fc) always has unstable personality and mental. she also inconsistent. when i joined the rp, she usually put her dp blank cause her mood is unstable. its always happened everytime she re-opened the rp and this time she did that again. this time she closed the rp again. its already the fourt time she re-opened and closed the rp. her inconsistent and unstable mood is worst. Dont open rp if she cant being a good admin and make troubles to the members who joined. Mostly she closed the rp after herself got a paired up. just a tea.
Chapter 238: as someone thats mained jjk as my fc for Years, im gna say that this has become a problem since about 2018. when your fcs are from the same group / ent company, its normal to have a bond even if youre strangers ooc but some bts rpers take it way too seriously. like it becomes a clique bc they dont talk to other people n they date within themselves. theres been times where a jimin has approached me asking to jikook with them or in a weird turn of events last year i was jjk n my bf cc’d to kth, a jimin approached my kth and told him he could switch fcs with him so that we could be jikook together. this stuff became more apparent when id be in a bts gc and right away, thered be namjin, sope or yoonmin, and id be jokingly shipped with either a jimin or a taehyung. i relate a lot to jjk’s energy but ive been put off so recently i started rping as haechan but tbh ive noticed that right away, i get approached by specific nct members all the time. its not as big of a problem since i feel most people fc nct members purely for their visuals over their liking for the actual idol n their personality which is also a problem but im a lot more comfortable being haechan than jungkook at this point because of the shipchasers that follow jjks and most bts fcers in general.
Chapter 204: was wondering whether this rp was the same rp i joined, because i remember i was in one but during 2018. i also knew a tzuyu who was really close to me who was also in stay. i didn't know this was the reason why it closed down... i'm sure as hell knowing this now and god. ugh.
Chapter 234: as a roleplayer who's too used to fb as a plaform... i agree at a certain level but fb is the only platform i'm comfy with and i don't like other platforms u__u
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