** LISA'S POV **

I just asked her the question that i've been wanting to tell her.

 

I know it's too soon but..

 

I think i like her.

 

No.

 

I think i love her.

 

We we're looking at each other til our moods start to get serious as we dance.

 

I was waiting for an answer but we both heard her phone ring and she had this confused face when she answered the call.

 

" Hello? "

 

In that one answer.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Everything changed.

 

 

 

 

" Lisa! I'm going now! " 

 

That's the only thing that i can hear from Jennie after that call and it continued to break my heart.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Song Mino.

 

 

 

 

Jennie's ex boyfriend.

 

 

 

 

Before...

 

 

 

 

It was so dumb of me not to consider that.

 

Jennie is not into girls.

 

 

Why would she like me right?

 

But seeing her happy makes me happy too.

 

Everytime she leaves the room, I just smiled widely and wave back so that she won't notice my heart aches.

 

I just sighed and ate my breakfast that she prepared and also packed me lunch.

 

She rarely eat breakfast and dinner with me eversince Mino transferred here from New Zealand.

 

He also joined the soccer team in the university just like what Jennie said.

 

The reason why she's very sensitive with athletes before.

 

Because of him cheating Jennie.

 

I wanted to tell her to be careful but then i can see her very happy so who i am to stop her Happiness.

 

How can i stop the one i love being happy with someone who is not me?

 

I just sighed and quickly get my bag so that i can go to the field now to train.

 

All i did was train, sleep and eat..

 

Before...

 

Jennie was one of it.

 

But i think i need to focus now on something that won't give me too much pain.

 

Still a person's existence around me can stab me too much knife that made me continously feel the pain even she's not doing anything.

 

I was spacing out and just looking from far.

 

Knowing that nothing will happen if i continued being like this.

 

Continued my feelings towards her.

 

I want to scream.

 

I want to punch walls.

 

I want to kick things around me.

 

But all i can do is nothing.

 

I just sighed heavily and drink my water.

 

I lay down on the grass and look at the sky.

 

Look how peaceful it is.

 

I removed my earpiece to have a moment of silence from this world.

 

Closing my eyes and just breathe, Letting the sun covers my whole body as i sweat.

 

But then i noticed that there's no more sun rays flashing mine so i opened my eyes.

 

At first, it was a little bit dark and i didn't recognize the face.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

But it turns out to be Jennie holding a lunch box.

 

 

 

 

 

She was talking but then i can't hear it and it was so nice not to hear anything.

 

But then another presence showed up and saw Chaeyoung holding a lunch box too.

 

They both look at me worriedly.

 

I can't hear them, they werr chatting and i don't even know what they are talking about.

 

So i decided to stand up and be in between them.

 

Both of them talked again but then they both glared at each other after that.

 

It's not satisfying for me to see them like that but i just want to leave them because they're both stressing me out.

 

So i just leave and don't care anymore.

 

Second hit, Lisa.

 

 

You're dumb enough not to learn from your mistakes when it comes to love.

 

As i walk towards the bench, I put my earpiece and heard Jeongyeon talking to me.

 

" What's the matter with those two? " she asked

 

Then the team look at Jennie and Chaeyoung arguing.

 

" Fighting over Lisa " Somi said

 

Then i can see Jeongyeon staring at me like she's waiting for an answer but then she just sighed and blo