** JENNIE'S POV **

 

 

" Please stay, Lisa "

 

 

I was holding her hand that time,

 

 

I never thought that it will be the last time that i will hold her like no one else could.

 

 

 

" Stay for me " 

 

 

 

Lisa smiled weakly and sit beside me as she cupped my face.

 

 

 

" I don't like you "

 

 

 

 

My heart skips a beat when Lisa says those words and it stabbed me til death.

 

 

 

 

But then as i blink and opened my eyes, I felt a pair of lips in my forehead.

 

 

 

 

 

 

" I love you, Jennie "

 

 

 

Lisa then stared at me like she wanted to own me forever.

 

 

 

Like she's ready to stay.

 

 

Lisa then lie down with me as she cover ourselves with blankets and face me.

 

 

 

" Stay " i whispered

 

 

 

Then she just stared at me and smiled so lovely.

 

 

Yes, Lisa.

 

 

I'll live with that smile of yours.

 

 

 

" Look at me " 

 

 

I can see that she's trying to read my lips with her eyes silently.

 

 

 

" I am " she answered

 

 

 

 

" Come closer " Lisa whispered

 

 

 

 

When she told me that, i did obey what she said but then i didn't thought that it would be that close like we almost let ourselves bind into one.

 

 

 

Lisa hugged me all night and had her lips on my forehead.

 

 

 

All night was not enough.

 

 

 

I find myself running around the campus with my pajamas on.

 

 

It was saturday.

 

 

 

I woke up with an unfamiliar feels and find no one beside me.

 

 

 

My heart says she stayed but my brain tells me she leave.

 

 

I was looking for her presence.

 

 

 

When my heart start beating so fast, I quickly go upstairs and look for her.

 

 

 

" Lisa "

 

 

 

All i saw was an empty room.

 

 

 

This time, it was all empty now.

 

 

 

Swear to god, Lisa.

 

 

 

If you leave,

 

 

I don't know if i can bear the pain of your absence.

 

 

I was running around with my slippers on and i don't care already if they judge me on what am i wearing right now.

 

 

 

Lisa.

 

 

Please tell me you stayed.

 

 

 

Please tell me you love me once again.

 

 

Please tell me everything will be okay.

 

 

" Jeongyeon! "

 

 

 

I stopped and we were meter apart as she saw me.

 

 

I was panting so hard and i'm almost near from giving up.

 

 

" Jennie "

 

 

I can't take another pain again.

 

 

 

With someone leaving me without any goodbyes.

 

 

 

" I can't find Lisa " i whispered and had myself indirectly telling her how hurt i am right now.

 

 

 

Then Jeongyeon lowered her head and had the same confusion also on what is going on as she slowly turn herself into nostalgic one.

 

 

 

" I can't find her too, Jennie " she answered

 

 

I started to have lots of thoughts already and didn't realized that i was starting to cry as i run towards Jeongyeon and hugged her.

 

 

 

 

" Jeongyeon pls tell me. Where is Lisa " i cried

 

 

 

But i can feel that she shook her head and sobs.

 

 

 

 

" She leave without us knowing, Jennie "

 

 

 

 

I was drowning with sadness.

 

 

 

Lisa..

 

 

 

 

Where are you?

 

 

 

 

Did you even think of me turning to be like this when you leave?

 

 

 

 

Did you even thought that i can take care of you?

 

 

 

Years passed.

 

 

 

I never saw her.

 

 

 

She did disappear.

 

 

 

Without any goodbyes from h