"Don't come any closer."

"Joo, I.."

"Stop. Please."

"Please Joo, you know I do-"

"Nana."

"?"

"Look, my hands.. they're dirty."

"No..."

"My hair is a dirty shade of brown. My teeth are ugly. My breath stinks."

Jooyeon took a long breath.

"And so do I."

Nana's eyes welled up in tears and she wanted so much to pull Jooyeon into an embrace. But as she walked up to hug her, she was met with a small whisper.
 

"No.."

"Please don't push me away!"
 

"I'm sorry I caused you pain."

"But I could help you! I, I-"

"But now it's turned into an endless spiral, Nana. I'm not in control anymore..."

"You will get better, you will!" 

"Nana." 

There was a long pause. 

"Don't you think I smell like puke?"