What if a one night stand leads to many times? Your set up is not a healthy one its like your yearning for for a part time partner’s comfort in the cruel world of show business, but what if you are not content and took this advantage of him, took the opportunity to at least make yourself believe that somehow, maybe at some point he does love you, like you love him when you are both still trainees, still hoping that every kiss, every mark he left on you means more than you expect and when the time you tried to clear things out and ready to confess and at least make your set-up into the next level, here he was telling you that all of this need to stop because he is dating and he respected her new lover and that makes you empty and broke your heart all over again