"Ayumi please dont do this let me explain everything to you.."jaejoong said stressed over what was happening.

"its not what you think it was, nothing happend i swear"jaejoong continued as ayumi was going around the room packing her things while the tears were streaming down her cheeks..

"well then do..explain to me how that was nothing..make me understand why there was a girl in you're bed, a half naked girl jaejoong-ah"Ayumi yelled as she couldnt control her self and threw a vase near her hands at the wall..

Jaejoong had never seen ayumi this angry or sad, he didnt know what to do or how to tell her that last night was nothing..He didnt even remember how he got there....

Ayumi lookt at jaejoong waiting for him to talk but as jaeoong opened his mouth and closed it ayumis stears where all ready down her cheeks once more..

"what you dont know what happend last night??...Or how that girl got in you're bed right??"ayumi said as jaejoong lookt at her wondering how she knew..

Ayumi turned around and took a deep breath, "i really want to believe you...i do..bu, but i dont know for how long i can go around fooling myself that you love me, that you really want to be with me.."ayumi said as she put everything in her bag and closed it..

She stood up and turnd around looking at jaejoong as she cleaned her cheeks and tried not to cry...

" i know that you have never loved me..not once during these 1 year we have been married, after all we didnt know anyting about each other and it was out parents choice to get us married..i fell in love with you, i did i never knew when it happend and i am glad that i did, but i wish that you could atleast have some respect for me as a friend "ayumi said as she took jaejoongs hands and hugged them..

Ayumi let go of his hands and took her bag as she walkt towards the door , closing it behind her forever..

Jaejoong stood in his place where ayumi had left him and stared at the door..As he hugged his own hands he fellt something in his left hand, opening his hand jaejong saw ayumis ring the one he had put on the day of ther wedding...

jaejoong lookt at the ring as a tear dropt on it and he fell on his knees, he couldnt believe it, he couldnt believe how he had lost that one girl how opened his cold heart, that one girl how made a place in his heart , his heart where she made it beat again with hers and now he was all alone with out her..