I haven't updated this for so long >< I hope this one is ok... ><

Sometimes Jihoon felt that Samuel was more mature than Seungcheol (or most of the time). Just like now… when Jihoon just came back home from the university where he worked to find Samuel was sitting down alone at the living room. Jihoon put down his car key at the coffee table and took off his coat hang it on the coat hanger setting up a good example for Samuel knew the 5 years old absorbing everything he saw in a lightning speed

“I’m home” Jihoon approached Samuel who was concentrating with his building blocks while cartoon was playing on the TV

“Appa!” Samuel turned around and ran to hug Jihoon 

“Hi Sammy how was your day?” Jihoon let himself get dragged by Samuel to the carpet and sat beside him, Jihoon listening to Samuel excited voice telling him the stories that happened on that day at this kindergarten, he looked around for a moment there was something missing and it didn’t feel right “Where’s your daddy?” 

“At his working room, after dinner he said he has work to do” Samuel explained, well at least Samuel had had his dinner but still it felt weird when Seungcheol just let Samuel alone even when he really had to work ‘something is wrong’ Jihoon frowned 

“It’s already your bedtime, come on let’s brush your teeth and go to sleep” Jihoon helped Samuel tidied up his building blocks and brought the child to his room

Jihoon went inside Seungcheol’s working room and found the older wasn’t actually working like what Samuel told him. Pouting. The older was pouting on the chair while playing with his phone

“I’m actually surprised you let your favourite son playing outside alone when you’re doing nothing here” Jihoon walked closer to Seungcheol and sat on the chair across of the older, when Seungcheol turned around his chair so he was facing the wall instead of Jihoon the latter knew something was wrong and maybe the problem was with him “Stop acting like you’re 5 years old, turn around and face me, tell me what’s wrong?” Jihoon folded his arm around his chest trying to be patient but Seungcheol remained quiet still on the same position “You don’t want to tell me? Sounds good we can actually sit here until tomorrow” Jihoon was taken aback when suddenly Seungcheol turned around facing him

“You broke your promise” Seungcheol pouted, he put away his phone and showed Jihoon how ‘hurt’ he was

“What?” 

“You said you were going to prepare lunch box for me today last week but you didn’t” Seungcheol crossed his arm clearly acting younger than his own son

“Ah… that one… but I told you my colleague took sick leave so I need to cover his class it’s not nice to cancel it especially he called me early in the morning and he wasn’t lying I could hear he was sick and anyway don’t make such a big deal over a lunch box, I know your office cafeteria is under service today but you can just go out to buy or ask one of your minion to get it for you” Jihoon rolled his eyes

“But you promised me!”

“Ya! Even Sammy act more mature than you how old do you think you are? 3?” Jihoon stood up “I’m not going to argue with you over a lunch box this is ridiculous!” Jihoon stood up from the chair ready to leave the older alone when Seungcheol words stopped him

“You visited him didn’t you?” Jihoon turned around and looked at Seungcheol confusedly “Don’t pretend you don’t know who am I talking about, of course that Mr. Sick aka your ex boyfriend” Seungcheol pouted again. Jihoon sighed, finally knew what happened to his husband, he walked closer to Seungcheol, leaned his back on the table and looked at the older with a serious face

“I visited a sick colleague who get admitted to hospital, I was with a bunch of other colleagues, I have no other intention especially me and this colleague who happened to be my ex boyfriend YEARS AGO is under the same department, that’s the a good manner I want Samuel to learn it one day, not being jealous over something ridiculous like you” Jihoon let his body pulled by Seungcheol, the latter buried his face on Jihoon’s stomach inhaling the scents of Jihoon’s body

“I’m pathetic, I know” Seungcheol sighed when Jihoon put his hand on Seungcheol’s head patting it lightly “I’m hopelessly in love with you, I’m sorry” Seungcheol still hid his face on Jihoon’s body didn’t have any intention to move

“Well… that’s you, don’t be sorry” Jihoon shrugged

“I’m just… scared to lose you…” Seungcheol confessed “I had a bad dream you left me alone and that’s scared me… a lot”

“Well, I have no plan to do so… don’t worry” Jihoon said still caressing Seungcheol’s hair

“It felt real, and when I heard you went to visit that guy I can’t help but feeling sick the whole day” Seungcheol now looked up from his position and took Jihoon’s hand with his, staring at it like it was the most precious thing in the world “Suddenly I thought of that time when we broke up and you and him… dating… I’m really scared he will comeback to you again and snatch you back from me”

“I’m not” Jihoon said before he continued when Seungcheol looked at him with question marks all over his face “I’m not going to let him snatch me back into his life when I have my whole life perfect with you” on ordinary days Jihoon would’ve gagged over what he said but not on this kind of day where his husband looked really gloomy and serious

“I love you” Seungcheol said before he tugged Jihoon down so the smaller sat perfectly on his lap

“I know” when Seungcheol looked at Jihoon with the ‘where’s the proper reply for that’ face Jihoon shrugged and whispered it finally “I love you too”

“I’m sorry for being ridiculous”

“It’s ok you’re being ridiculously in love with me and that’s different”

“Thank you” Seungcheol finally smiled, he leaned down to kiss Jihoon letting out all his worries with no words spoken between them and when they finally apart with Jihoon still panting from the intense kiss Seungcheol caressed his cheeks “Thank you for being with me”

Because without you… I’m nothing…

“Is Samuel asleep?” Seungcheol asked 

“Of course, you were being too much anyway, you let your favourite boy playing alone” Jihoon chuckled

“It’s ok, I told him I’m going to make his wish comes true” Seungcheol said while kissing Jihoon’s neck gently
“Huh?”
“Siblings, I promised him a sibling, so let’s make one now” Jihoon shrieked when Seungcheol suddenly stood up while carrying Jihoon to their bedroom

“You can’t be serious!” Jihoon looked at Seungcheol with horror on his face

“Uh-oh baby, I’m afraid I am, after all I can’t break my promise to my favourite boy” Seungcheol winked before he threw Jihoon to their bed and started to attack him

“YA CHOI SEUNGCHEOL!!!!!!!”