//Jimin POV//

Yoongi was out late in the studio, and he told me not to wait up for him. I wanted to go against what he said, but I was really tired. I forgot for a moment that I shared rooms with Jungkook, but when I realized I should have gone to Yoongi's room, it was too late.

"Jimin." Jungkook said

"Hmm?" I said sleepily "I'm gonna sleep."

I got on my bed and was about to sleep when Jungkook spoke again.

"Jimin." he said

"What?" I replied back a bit annoyed 

"Since when were you dating Yoongi?" he asked

"We're not dating." I said annoyed "Why would you care? You're dating Tae"

"Jimin." Jungkook said "How long have you been dating Yoongi?"

"How long have you been dating Tae?" I snapped back

Jungkook just sat there, emotionless.

"I asked you first." he replied back sounding a bit hurt 

"I'm not dating him, never did." I said annoyed

"Have you been dating for months or years?" Jungkook asked

"I already gave you my answer." I said the annoyance now obvious in my voice "Now answer me."

"Few months." Jungkook said 

"Remind me again why I just didn't date someone like Yoongi hyung." I muttered trying to keep back my tears

Jungkook heard me tho.

"Is Yoongi hyung a better boyfriend than I am?" Jungkook asked

"I'm not dating him." I said

I was about to cry. He was cheating on me for months. How did I not realize sooner? I did realize he was becoming distant, but I thought it was because he was stressed.

I need Yoongi hyung.

I got my phone from my bedside table. 

Jiminnie~: Hyung, are you coming home soon?

Yoongi<3: Yeah, Rapmon told me to go home early today, since he said I need to rest. Why?

Jiminnie~: You do need to rest, hyung. 

Yoongi<3: Yah! Don't avoid the question.

Jiminnie~: Because I want to cuddle :DD

Yoongi<3: You're lying! You never want to cuddle with me :(

I smiled a bit at that. Hyung really knows how to make a heavy situation light.

Jiminnie~: Now you're lying!

Yoongi<3: So you admit you're lying. I was only joking, so does that mean you really don't want to cuddle with me :(

Jiminnie~: That's not the complete reason as to why I want you here.

Yonngi<3: What's the complete reason then?

I thought about that. Why did I want Yoongi to come back?

Why Yoongi?

I was deep in thought when I heard Jungkook speak again. I jumped because he surprised me.

I forgot he was still there.

"I'm texting Yoongi hyung." I said while smiling 

Texting Yoongi lifted my mood.

"Why?" Jungkook asked sounding a bit annoyed

"I'm asking him when he's coming back to the dorm." I said 

"Why?" Jungkook asked sounding even more annoyed now

"Because." I said then I paused.

Why did I ask him that?

"I felt upset for a bit, so my instinct was to go to him, but he's not here, so I asked him when he was coming back." I accidentally said out loud "He just gives me a sense of comfort and safety."

"But I'm here!" Jungkook said angrily "So are the other hyungs! Why don't you feel safe with us?"

"Because," I said then paused again before saying "I'm close to Yoongi hyung."

Then there was silence.

"I hope you know," I said breaking the silence "I didn't mean to say all that. I'm sleepy and I accidentally said my thoughts out loud."

I sat up and looked jungkook in the eye. He looked sad and frustrated.

"Come here." he said softly, motioning me to go sit beside him

I was hesitant, but, after all, I still loved Jungkook.

I sat beside Jungkook on his bed, and he made me lay down beside him.

He was snuggling,

With me.

We haven't snuggled since he grew distant a few months ago.

"I'll be the one to comfort you tonight." he said

"I'll be the one to..." 

A pause

"I'll be the one to substitue for Yoongi." he said while his voice was shaking.

"G'night Jungkook." I said sleepily 

I buried my head in the crook of his neck.

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this chapter is kinda short 

it's still kinda early

imma do another chapter

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~Author-nim