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December 3, 2014

Dear Diary,

It snowed today. I was in chemistry when it snowed today. And Jongin gave me his scarf. He walked me home afterwards.

 

But it felt weird. It felt like it wasn't supposed to happen what so ever. Maybe because Taeyong isn't here.

 

Speaking of Taeyong, I always see him and Yuji together. They were holding hands. I thought it was so cute when Taeyong blushed when she got closer to him.

 

He must really like her.

 

December 7, 2014

Dear Diary,

Happiness. Happiness is the worse drug that is known to man kind. I've been trying to feel the same fluttering feeling I once felt years ago. I don't know what's wrong with me.

 

I asked Yuji if we could take a break. I asked my boss if I could have a few days off of work.

 

Isn't it ironic that when you age, the more difficult life gets? Isn't it supposed to be the opposite? The more you learn, the less difficulty you have.

 

December 7, 2014

Dear Diary,

What should I get Haeun for Christmas? Should I get Taeyong something too? We haven't talked for a while now.

 

He was always too busy with his girlfriend. And when he wasn't it seems like I was always too busy with Haeun or my own friends.

 

A scarf. That's what Haeun needs. She's always walking around in the cold without a scarf. 

 

She looked really cute in mines.

 

December 8, 2014

Dear Diary,

I saw Taeyong in the halls today. He looked really down. More than usual.

 

Yuji wasn't with him today. So I didn't see her at all what so ever. He looked up at me and gave me a small smile.

 

I wanted to go up and talked to him. But I didn't want Yuji to misunderstand.

 

And I felt like it wasn't right for me to do so.

 

Taeyong-ah, are you okay?

 

December 11, 2014

Dear Diary,

 

I saw Taeyong with Haeun today. His head was on her shoulder and she had her hand on his pat.

 

I should have said something to him. I should have asked if he was okay. Maybe things has gotten tough for him again.

 

I saw Haeun removed the bracelet on his wrist. Her face twisted in pain.

 

And so did my heart.

 

Taeyong-ah, are you okay?

 

December 13, 2014

Dear Diary,

It felt so nice. The way it glazed against my skin. The noise it makes when it drops onto the floor.

 

It felt so nice. The way it pierces through me. Sending my body in shock.

 

It felt so nice. It

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I was thinking about writing about how taeyong wrote letters to his friends while he's in rehab
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aihara_namika #1
Chapter 6: Yes please do author-nim! I really want to know what Taeyong want to say to his family n friends. I wanna know him better. I hope this story have a good ending :) :')
sooyoung2345 #2
Chapter 4: i really like this story !!! you explained why taeyong wears bracelets and i just feel that that part really affects me
i look forward to the next chapter! your writing style is pretty interesting :")
anuska02 #3
I really liked this until you explained everything in that last post. The fic is interesting because of your deliberated confusing/mysterious/vague style of writing, which makes the reader get more curious about who is who, who does what, and specially about little details that help guessing whose perspective is each time.
If you are going to explain it in an appart post that throws people off the fic, what's the point of writing it in that particular style to begin with? I don't mean this to be rude at all, it is just that as a reader I like the authors to trust my intelligence and also to give me some "guess/imagine/speculate things yourself, don't be lazy", and you were doing this wonderfully until you made a post explaining everything like it was some kind of class notes. That kinda ruined the experience that you have built up with the diaries (which is, again, very well done!).
I hope you take this as constructive criticism and I hope I didn't sound rude. The fic is awesome, but the explaining ruined it for me :( Commit to your style, even if readers nag you about being confused and demand explanations! Don't let readers shape what it should be YOUR creation. Accepting suggestions and ideas is right, but don't let them control YOUR project.
I will wait for the next chapter :)
se_xing #4
3rd october damn my birthday haha
lostcyphers 89 streak #5
Chapter 5: I'm crying so hard; you are such an amazing author. I love it.
The fact that you can make people feel saddness is very important and shows that you know how to use your language well.
Thank you so much/
Nana-23-be 18 streak #6
Nice poster, who made it?
superdupper #7
Chapter 5: Woah this story is so sad
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