They were looking at each other for the longest time…

“Naaaa-yahhhh” the guy walked up to her, hugged her tightly… “I’m…. I’m glad you’re fine….. Naaaa-yahhhh” he said

“Dong Hae oppa” she said slowly

Dong Hae released his hug, he looked at the girl in front of him, he miss her so much, he was worried… His experience when he was waiting for her to breath was really scary… that’s probably the last time he ever saw her… that white, pale, fragile image of her was the one that he imagined at night… but now, standing before him…. Nana looked so much better… there were some redness on her cheeks, her lips were reddish color as well… he was just so happy…. He hugged her again…

“Oppa?” she looked at him confusedly

“Naaaa-yah, you didn’t know how scared I was at that time Naaaa-yahhhh” he said still hugging her

“That time?” she asked

Dong Hae nodded, he begin to teary… he cry easily….

“We found you motionless in the room, I thought I would never saw you wake up again… I held you and tried to check if you’re still breathing” he explained

“Oppa……” Nana was a bit teary as well…. she was so touched… this oppa had been really nice to her

“Nana-sshi, do you know Dong Hae-sshi?” her editor asked, looking at them tearing up, confusedly…

Nana wiped her tears, she nodded. “I haven’t seen Dong Hae oppa for so long that’s why we tear up..” she explained

“That’s good!” her editor said, “Dong Hae-sshi, Nana-sshi will be our photographer” he continued

Dong Hae looked surprised, “really?” he asked

Nana poked him, “Yah! Do you think I’m not good at anything?” she pouted

Dong Hae laughed and rubbed her hair gently, “ I missed you!” he said sincerely

“Me too, oppa!” she said smiling

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The shoot went smoothly, the weather was so nice… it’s not too windy or too hot… it’s the perfect weather…

Nana was worried at first because she never really photograph models, but Dong-Hae is very skillful.. she didn’t have a hard time at all…

After the shooting, they checked in to the lodging, and Dong Hae visited her and asked her to walked with him and enjoying the night view…

“Do you bring that everywhere you go?” he asked pointing at the camera hanging on her neck

Nana laughed, “Well you never know when you’ll find a good scenery” she said

Dong Hae sighed, “How are you Naaa-yahhh?” he asked

“I’m good oppa… as you can see. How about you?” she asked

“Do I look good?” he asked her back

Nana laughed, “Well, you looked more handsome… but shorter that what I imagined” she

Dong Hae looked embarrassed, he cover his face with his hand.

“God! I’m so glad that you’re fine!” he said that over and over again

Nana looked at the guy in front of her, he’s probably the nicest person she had ever met…

“Thank you so much Oppa!” she said sincerely

They were catching up about their life, she told him how she ended up leaving her home and come back to Seoul.

“Oppa….” She said hesitantly

Dong Hae looked at her closely, they were walking through the edge of the woods.

“Please don’t let anyone knows that we’ve met…” she said, not able to look into his eyes

“By anyone you meant Kyuhyunie?” he asked

She blushed, “well including him” she said slowly

“Why?” he asked, “Do you hate him?”

Nana shook her head, “I just want to keep my promise to never show up in his life again” she explained

“But…” Dong Hae trying to explain to her that Kyuhyun is looking for her

“Please…. Oppa?” she said looking so sad, her smile disappeared.. her cheery laugh also disappeared, “And can we not talk about that again?” she continued

Dong Hae sighed heavily, but then he nodded, “In two conditions…” he said

Nana looked at him confusedly.

“First, make sure my pictures come out really nicely…” he said.

Nana laughed at him, her smile comes back. She nodded, “What’s second?”

Dong Hae reached his pocket and took out his phone and gave it to Nana, “Give me your number” he said, acting like asking a girl for a date

Nana laughed so hard… “Hahahaha… awwww I missed you oppa!” she said, he always made her laugh

“I’m serious…. “ Dong Hae said still holding his phone

Nana smiled and took it from him. She punched her phone number and gave back the phone to Dong Hae.

“What name I should put so other people wouldn’t know that it's you?” he asked her

“Hmm…. How about princess?” she asked smile wittily

Dong Hae looked at her in disbelieved, “In your dream!!!!” he yelled at her, and thinking hard of a name

“Ah…. “ he looked so happy after thinking for a while

“What? what?” Nana got really excited

“I know what to call you!!! I will call you fishyyy” he said very happily

Nana was shocked, “Yah! You were thinking that long I thought you would came up with great names.. but fishy???? “

“Yah! You should feel honored, it’s my fan club’s name!” he pouted

“A……sure… why not?” she said gave up after looking at Dong Hae whining... 

Dong Hae smiled happily, he typed in “Fishy”.

God! I hoped no one would think that’s because I’m smelly…. But she kept her poker face and smile looking at him very happy like that….

The next morning....

The shoot was done really smoothly, everyone was so happy with the results… They finished around noon time... 

“Naaa-yahhhh, let me take you home, so I know where you live!” Dong Hae said

Nana shook her head, “I have a ride home, oppa” she said looking at the silver Mercedes-benz pulling on the drive way

Woo Bin came out from the car, he waived at her.

“Bye oppa!” she said to Dong Hae and run towards Woo-Bin on the other side of the road

Dong Hae looked at the guy standing on the other side of the road. He didn’t know why but he didn’t like his feeling right now…

Woo Bin was looking at Dong Hae as well… he looked at him suspiciously, and he didn’t like what he’s seeing as well..

Their stare contest broke up by Nana who arrived in front of Woo Bin…

“Naaaa-yahhhh, don’t run like that! I told you right?” he said

“Yes, Ahjussi!” she said, and smile evilly before climbed into the car

“who’s that?” Woo Bin asked pointing his head to Dong Hae who is still looking at them

Nana waived to Dong Hae as the car moved.

“He’s a member of Super Junior” she said calmly

Woo Bin almost step on the break.. “He’s what??? Is he….”

Nana nodded, “I lived with him before… He’s one of his brother” she explained

“Should I go back and teach him a lesson?” he said angrily

Nana laughed, “Dong Hae oppa was the nicest one out of the bunch. I couldn’t survive without him!” she said

“Don’t worry I told him not to tell anyone” she said before even letting Woo Bin asked her

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In the car, Dong Hae was in a bad mood…

His manager asked him, “Isn’t that Nana-sshi?” 

Dong Hae almost jumped from his seat, “She …. She’s not” he said avoiding his manager gaze

“Hyung! Don’t tell other members about it!” he yelled at him

His manager sighed… “I won’t” he said, "Just want to let you know that your dongsheng is looking for her!"

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Dong Hae and other Super Junior members were in the waiting room for a music show. Dong Hae was busy texting…

“Dong Hae-yahhhh, your turn for sound check….” His manager called him

“Dong Hae-yahhhh, can I borrow your phone? I couldn’t find mine” Eunhyuk said

Dong Hae gave his phone to Hyuk Jae reluctantly. “Don’t open my messages” he said

Eunhyuk couldn’t hide his laugh, Dong Hae is such an innocent boy! He was planning to see his phone coz he noticed that he was busy texting this past few days… Did he has a new girlfriend? He probably met one when he was away for two days for the magazine photo shoot.. 

Eunhyuk opened his text history… “Whooaaaa look at this boys! Our Dong Hae has a new girlfriend called 'fishy'!” he said

All of the members gathered very quickly around him, “Do you think it’s an idol’s name??” they asked

“Which girl group member?” someone asked again, they tried to take the phone from Eunhyuk

“Yah! Let me read the text for you! It doesn’t say anything else, the name only fishy!” he said

Eunhyuk was reading the text:

Dong Hae:  “Fishy-ahhh, what are you doing?”

Fishy: “Cry baby oppa, I’m taking lots of pictures right now”

Dong Hae: “WHattt? Cry baby oppa?? Fishy-ahhh, I miss you! Send me your picture”

Fishy: “I miss you too oppa! But what if someone take your phone and find my picture in it?”  

         “But since you said you miss me, I’ll send it to you Oppa ^^”

“Yah! Open the file! Hurry!” they told him to open the picture file, “She’s definitely an idol group member! She doesn’t want her picture to be seen!”

“Yah! Be patient, it’s still loading….” He said

The picture opened up, it’s a picture of a fish in a bowl…. “It’s me… fishy” written on the bottom. The members got disappointed

Eunhyuk continued reading the text,

DOng Hae: “ Kekekekekkee… Fishy-ah, you looked so y… how come you sent me your pic???”

Fishy: “Kya kya… since when our innocent oppa turned into erted? T.T”

Dong Hae came in at that moment, “YahhhHH! What are you looking at???!!!!” He grabbed the phone from eunhyuk

“Yahhh! Why you never told us about your girl friend Dong Hae-yahh?” they asked him

He stuttered, “I… I don’t have one!” he said

“Then who’s Fishy????” they asked

Dong Hae got startled by the question again. His gaze met Kyuhyun's. “Kyuhyun-ah did you see the text too?” he blurted the question

Kyuhyun looked at him curiously, “Why? I can’t see it?” he asked

Dong Hae regretted his question, “That's not what I meant…” he said looking away

“Is this girl has something to do with Kyuhyunie?” the other member got excited and asked him, “Is that why you used a code name?”

Kyuhyun too, “Is that true Dong Hae hyung?” he asked his hyung

“No…. no….” he said stuttered

Kyuhyun laughed, “Hyung” he took him to the side and whispered to him, “I really don’t mind if you date the girl that I like in the past, so don’t feel burden, okay? You know that I like you the most right?” he said, “And you know I’m married” he winked at him

Dong Hae only nodded and looked at his donsheng sadly… but Kyuhyun-ah this girl is the one that you’re married to, it’s not the girl that you’ve liked in the past… but this girl is the one that you love the most… the girl that you’re still looking for up until this day… 

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Kyuhyun drove around Hangang river again… he doesn’t know how many times he always passed through the same road.. wishing that he could catch a glimpse of her….

He walked around, wearing a mask...  

He thought he saw her one time, he found a girl who looked just like her, but he couldn’t see her face, because she was taking picture with a big camera covering her whole face. He didn’t approach her… there were too many girls he approached in the past but he only got one disappointment after another…

Where are you Naaa-yaaahh? I miss you…..t.t

At an apartment building, somewhere in Seoul….

Nana was checking her printed pictures… She took many pictures today at Hangang river, she usually printed the pictures so she could see how it looked like on the paper…

Nana was checking her picture one by one, she usually checked every angle of the picture, not only the main focus, but what happened around it as well….

One picture captured her attention, she almost spill her hot chocolate…

Kyuhyun was in one of her pictures, as a background… She knows it was him..  even though he was wearing a mask… It seems that he was looking for someone… Is he looking for Vitoria onnie? Are they on a date?

She tried to look for him at other pictures, but she couldn’t find him…

She looked at him closely at the only picture of him that she has… Kyuhyun-ah, you lose some weight didn’t you? You looked so worn out.. What happened? Did you take care of yourself well, Kyuhyun-ah? Or you played StarCraft all night and forget to eat? …… Do you still hate me?

Nana felt tears started to come out…. Why would I cry??? Do I still love him this much??? I didn’t know that looking at his picture will cause my heart to hurt this much… he’s no longer yours… he’s your ex-husband now… wait! He has never been yours…  She sobbed…

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Dong Hae looked at his dong sheng closely, he could see two big dark eye bags under his eyes… Did he go out last night to look for her again? Is he a pabpo? Who will go out until pass midnight to look for someone..

Kyuhyun was listening to music, they were in their van on their way to some events…

He smiled when Kyuhyun caught him looking at him…

“Hyung… “ he said and rubbed his face, trying to stay awake, he looked outside the window and looking at each car that passed them, Did he expect to meet her this way too? That her car would just pass through their van unexpectedly???

“Kyuhyun-ah… get some rest” he said

He shook his head, “I’m fine” the magnae doesn’t like to be told what to do

Dong Hae sighed, “Kyuhyun-ahhh, are you still looking for her?” he asked

Kyuhyun looked away, he doesn’t like discussing about that anymore… he kept it to himself

Kyuhyun looked at the magazine in Dong Hae’s hand, he tried to shift the conversation..

“Is this the picture that they took when you were away for 2 days photo shoot last time?” he asked looking at Dong Hae on the cover with really pretty scenery as a background

“Yahhh! Hyung! It turned out good!” he said surprised

Dong Hae didn’t know what to say, he catch a glance from his manager… but he didn’t say anything

“Yahhh! The photographer did a really good job!” he said smiling

“Did you have fun on the trip?” he asked again

Dong Hae nodded slowly, he feels really guilty… He wanted to tell him the truth, but he couldn’t bear loosing Nana’s smile and cheery laugh either… every time they talked about Kyuhyun, her expression changed to sad…

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One night.... 

It was raining heavily outside; their schedule got cancelled because it was an outdoor session.

Some of the members were sick too, because the weather wasn’t really good these couple of days..

“Hatchuuuuuuu….” Kyuhyun sneeze loudly, he grabbed his thick jacket and zip up the zipper until it covers his neck… it was so cold… He went to the living room and found all of his hyungs were there, cuddling with each other…

“Kyuhyun-ah, are you going somewhere?” Leeteuk looked worried

“You’re sick, don’t go anywhere!” he continued

“I… I have something important to do.. I’ll be back really quick…” he answered… He’s going to make around at Hangeng river as well… He tried different time of the day and it didn’t work, what about trying different weather, see if this time he’s lucky and found what he’s been looking for all this time…

“Kyuhyun-ahhhh, you won’t find her in this weather…” he heard Yesung said

He shook his head, “I didn’t say I’m looking for her”, he was about to walk away when he heard someone yelled

“Kyuhyun-ah, Don’t go!” he heard Dong Hae screaming at him

Kyuhyun was shocked, Dong Hae approached him. “Don’t go Kyuhyun-ah, you’re sick… and you know better than anyone that your body is not the strong one!” he said once he’s standing in front of him

“It’s okay…. Like you said, I know my self better that anyone!” he said and walked away

Dong Hae grabbed his hand, “HYUNG!” he yelled at him and yanked his hand free

He was about to walk out the door when he heard Dong Hae said, “I know where she is”