Heartbeat in my mind

Me, It's me. Right? (Wanna One) [Wink x Pan x Deep x Niel]

-- - Daniel’s POV - -

*Alarm*

Even though groggy I forced myself to stand up and stop the alarm.

After turning it off I tried to wake up the other guys, yeah you’re right, the other guys.

Last night I was thrown away here by the other Hyungs, jissung-ssi says that he trust me more than anyone of them" oooopps sorry I was wrong.  what he really said was because he had enough of me grinding my teeth as well as sleep talking. I would not mention what the others have said; first it’s embarrassing! second I just don’t want too!. Kekekeke “

Yaahhhh yaedora pali ireona. Come on come on let’s go let’s go we have a busy schedule ahead." I shouted.

 

. . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . .  FLASHBACK . .. . . . . . . . . . . . ..

 

Our room is similar to I.O.I sunbaenim’s dorm last year. We had two double decker beds and two foldable beds for me and woojin-gu.  Me and woojin were arranged in two distinct reasons, the two double decker beds are positioned directly to the air condition, since woojin gets sick faster than the rest of us , he volunteered to just sleep in the folding beds together with jihoonie but when we’re gonna make our beds  seongwoo came in our room and teased me where I’ll be sleeping so  I replied “up there! on top of guanlins bed". And he had the craziest reply.

Mwo? Igeo? Here? He came across us and goes to the bed I’m pointing.  Yahh! Jugulae? You almost fell last time in paju, don’t tell me you forget that already?”. He said in semi-angry tone. I didn’t know this hyung can be this serious, by the looks on his face he seemed really worried and jihoon must’ve noticed it too.

Ey hyung, we can change if you want.” Jihoon said in concern. The other kids seemed to be agreeing with seong woo hyung as well so I accepted Jihoonies offer.

Seongwoo hyung left after helping me making out my bed. I feel embarrassed with him, I don’t even know why?, I guess I’m just seeing things differently, like maybe because he didn’t show this side of him before ‘like he’s never been this concerned to anyone not even to his closest friends in paju.

I looked up and see jihoonie struggling in putting on the beddings so I reached out to help him.

Hey jihoonie, sorry about earlier? You know…….

It’s okay hyung, It doesn’t matter with me ^.^ . He interrupted. I just smiled as well.

I didn’t know seong woo hyung’ could be that serious though, I mean at first I thought  he was just teasing you, but the look in his face never changed at all even after you both fixed your bed and lives that door, Heol I almost peed my pants. Daebak.”  Jihoon said unbelievably.

Maybe he’s just tryin’ to be more “hyung” to us. I replied

Okay, araseo. He might be scary but I kinda like to have a hyung like him as well, he gives me a sense of protection. Jihoon said giggly.

I don’t know why but it brightens me up seeing this kid right now, I admit I did smiled and I liked it…..

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The kid seems to be not listening to me at all, so I threw myself to guanlin and baejin  and tickled them one by one  and yes it worked although they’re quite a bit annoyed?! Oh well at least I waked them up. It’s now down to jihoon, I leaned on his bed and I pulled his comforter to me since he face towards my direction .

Yahh Jihoonie wake up. I said sweetly while pulling him lightly. He seemed to be not moving a bit so I exerted more power, but when I’m about to pull his comforter he slightly turned making him more easily dragged.

0/////0 .

His face is just inch away to me.  Thankfully his eyes were closed, because if it doesn’t It would have been embarrassing. Yahhh !what is this strange feeling. My stomach seems to be having troubles. Am I hungry? That’s what I thought.

Ahhh, Uhmmm, Jihooniee wake up. I asked in a low tone.

Yahh, jihoonie!  I tried to act more cheerfully, but he doesn’t responsded at all. I touched his forehead to check if his sick, but he seemed not so I pinched him a little....... or I guess I’m not.

Aaahhhhh. Appayo. It hurts! He said.

*Baamm* I heard a slamming on the bed. Kuan lin seemed to bumped his head on the double deck.

Hey are you alright? I left jihoonie and get down to see kuan lin.

Yeah! It’s nothing. I’m okay hyung. He replied. But that sound seem pretty loud so I don’t buy it and asked again.

I’m really okay…. Hyung.’’ He said and stood up and walked outside our room. This time he sounded a bit annoyed.

Ohhhh okayyy.  I replied blankly… . . . hey is he still annoyed since I woke him up???? I don’t get it, I feel sorry for him.

 

--- - -  Kuan lin’s POV - -

I woke up even before the alarm rings, I couldn’t sleep that much last night since I’m concerned with jihoonie. He doesn’t seem to get his sleep since he keeps moving from side to side. I checked him once in a while during his sleep to see if he’s okay, countless times I checked his forehead and I think he just feels cold  so I give my comforter to him since I still have an extra in the bag that I can use. Am I a boyfriend material now? Uwaaaa.kekekeke"

The alarm rings then moments later it was turned off and I just heard Daniel hyung  telling us to wake up.

 I guess nobody seems to move a bit so he tickled us one by one. He gets me there but I still want more sleep so I still lay down until he left.

And then later he start waking jihoon hyung up, but his voice sounds a bit sweet, It triggers me so I listen more carefully, I even faced their direction now to know  what is he doing actuallly.

He leaned toward jihoon hyungs bed and starts pulling him slightly. He kinda having trouble waking him up so I think he pulled harder as it shakes the bed as well, but after he did that he seems to be quite and that made me somewhat curious, I know jihoon moved and Daniel hyung leans to where jihoon hyungs head, Oh my it can’t be, what am I thinking. So the curious cat being me I leaned towards their direction and I saw Daniel hyung’s face so close to jihoon hyung’s . Daniel hyung lightly pinched jihoon hyung’s cheek and I saw him blushing, YAhhhh I couldn’t bear to watch so I hurriedly tried to lay down but goodness gracious I bumped my head on one of the post.! It hurtssss! It hurts even more thinking about them.

I heard Daniel hyung asking me if I’m alright, I replied yes insincerely. I don’t know why but I suddenly feel like I’m not in the mood to answer him. I do feel hurt and I’m not okay but seeing them earlier seems to be most painful I don’t clearly understand why, all I can think of is that am I being jealous?

Daniel hyung asked me again and this time I had enough. I answered him sarcastically and then stood up and stared slightly to jihoon hyung and then left him without even paying attention to his reply. Oh guess what who the hell is OKAY bumping his head’’ that’s what I’m thinking as I walked past the door, but I know you understand more and I understood too as well, I guess I’m being . . . ..

Denial??

 

( A/N : Annyeong Chingu! Here's a little update, Hoped you liked it :)!)

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Hinorinn #1
Chapter 3: Ahh i love the nielwink moments so much :)
vippandaarmy #2
Chapter 3: awww cute !! will there be winkdeep? so excited hehe
Ikjottw #3
I love it so far!! Really loving panwink, hope Jihoon returns his feelings in the end. Thank you for writing this!
fg #4
Chapter 3: Awww. This is cute~ Please be nielwink in the end. Update soon~
Hinorinn #5
Chapter 2: Awe this is cute~ i prefer nielwink tho as the end pairing but still, it's up to you~ happy writing!