ANXIETY

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Hi! How are you guys? It's been a long time. I just want to inform you that I don't have any plan on continuing my other stories. I still have oneshot series but I don't want to continue them any longer. My anxiety is back and I don't know what to do anymore. I already talked to one of my close friends about it. I thought I'll be fine after that talk but I was wrong. Watching BL series kept me sane. I already resigned from work. It was so stressful. I really don't know how to explain what I'm feeling as of this moment. I need a break. A very long break.

To all YunJae fanfic writers, thank you for sharing your works. God bless you all. To my readers and subscribers, thank you so much for the support. I hope this is not a goodbye.
I love you all.

I miss Kim Jonghyun so much. 

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faithot5 #1
Chapter 7: hugs. hope at least it make you feel a little better. thank you very much for all the amazing stories
faithot5 #2
Chapter 7: hugs. hope at least it make you feel a little better. thank you very much for all the amazing stories
yuki_no_ #3
Chapter 7: Hi! If talking with a friend doesn't work, maybe going to a therapist will? Sometimes it's easier to talk to a stranger (who is knowledgeable). I also suffer from depression and anxiety, and what happened with Jonghyun (and the rest that followed) really did a number on my mental health. I stepped away from Twitter (where I find it most toxic) and limited my time on SNS. I still haven't found the inspiration to write again but at least I feel more stable now. I also do a lot of meditation, yoga, and clean eating. I actually believe that junk food and unhealthy food contributed to my worsening state of mind because my body wasn't feeling great. Anyway, I really hope you can get through this. It's not bad to seek professional help when you need it.
phinea2009 #4
Chapter 5: Congrats on finding a job!
phinea2009 #5
Chapter 2: The stories are so cute.
faithot5 #6
Chapter 6: i know it is not easy but if you need someone to talk to,i m always here
yunhoyah
#7
Chapter 6: T_T RIP Jonghyun. I'm not shawol but my heart goes to you guys. I can only imagine the grief that you are going through T_T
yuki_no_ #8
Chapter 6: I also can't help but cry. I cries myself to sleep last night and found myself crying again when I woke up. We have lost a great inspiration in our life but let us remember his strengths and his legacy and not how it ended. His memory and inspiration will forever live in our hearts. Rest in Peace, Jonghyun. You did well.
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#9
Chapter 5: Congratulations on your new job. :)))
athrun08
#10
Chapter 5: Oh my godddddd it ia sooooo funnnyyyy...seriously they are more erted than our yunjae.???