I was walking towards SM main building. Suddenly i heard someone calling me. I turned back to know who that was. Changmin..... I was abit surprised. But i tried to remain cold. 

"Annyeong changmin sunbaenim" I bowed respectively. I have decided to treat him as a good sunbae. I bowed to refuse his friendly hug. It is because i still loved being hugged by taller namja. His hugs are very warm and so special for me always. No one else can hug me or make me feel like that before and after. Hmmm butterflies in stomach feel...

I kept it as a secret till now. Now you know... well keep the secret .... else you will know why all called EVIL MAKNAE.... kekekekeke

I can see shocked expression on his face. Well that was what i needed. And i got it. He tried to find words to remove weirdness covered between us. But i watched him fail. So i decided to help him.

Yeah... Yeah... I am kind enough to help Chwang... I mean Changmin sunbaenim. After all we was bestfriends. Hmmmmmmmmm

"Sunbaenim is looking hot today. Handsome. Lets go practise together." I tried to be innocent as much as i can. Suddenly i saw that girl coming towards us who ended everything between chwang & kyu. Luckily i received a call. To my bad luck my ringtone was still " Tears of polaris". Not original version. But one me and chwang sing together durning SM Town. I quickly picked up the call. 

Kyu: Yeobeseyo.....

Mi: Kuixian...

Kyu: Mimi hyung... where are you? Why you didnt called me yesterday? You promised me that you will call me everyday. And you didnt messaged me too. Did you forget me? You dont love me.... You are cruel...... I missed you... But you...

Mi: Kuixian stop and listen to me now..... I am at Incheon airport right now. I know you missed me. So i came.

Kyu: Mi......... you came from china.... only for me... 

Mi: Now that you know i cant forget my kuixian.

Kyu: But you dont have to... you didnt contact me because you were finishing your schedules for coming to korea..... but...

Mi: Ding! Kuixian you are sooo genius.....

Kyu: Pabbo mi..... pabbo... but.... i have schedule today...

Mi: I know... i too have some schedule at korea. So dont worry i will take kuixian tomorrow on a date.

Kyu: DATE..... you are taking me out without letting me know.... MI.... YOU ARE CRUEL.... I dont even have dress.....

Mi: Shhhhhh!!!!! Focus on your schedule... see you tomorrow. Wo ai ni...

Kyu: Degh!!!! Wo ai ni mi...... bye bye

Mi: bye kuixian

I was panicked. I didnt went on dates for ages. I didnt know chwang was listening to everything in silent. Was he jealous... well honestly i dont know. I was so focused and worried about dress i should wear. Huh.... why is it soo complicted. I didnt even cared when that damn girl walked away right next to me. Mimi is too famous for his fashion sense. What if he get dissapointed in me. It is our first date. Well we are not official but still... Date is Date.... 

" Hmmm seems like i can help you..." I heard someone talking to me. Then i realized chwang heard it all. I might have rejected his offer. But he should receive some torture.

" Its soo kind of you sunbaenim... Then shall we go together for shopping after recording???" I asked him with a curious look. " Ofcourse i can help." He smiled and tried to ruffle my hair. But i was quick to walk away without making awkward moments. I know he is hurt. But i was the one hurt more. He shouldnt have be my ex boyfriend... why chwang....

We recorded professionally. Everyone was amazed when we left together. Whole SM know our relation and what all happened it now i guess. He took me to his car. After a long time we are travelling together. To remove silence i asked him many things. Like about TVXQ comeback together as 5 and casual chats. Drive was smooth. I enjoyed time being with him. He can always make me comfort. Even in his silence.

" Chwang  .... i am soo confused.... which suits me red or dark blue.." He was surprised not because of my tensed talk but because i called him chwang after a while. Ding! Then i catched what i did to make him smile. " Mianhae sunbaenim.." i quickly made him sad. But i need to keep a distance from taller namja. Focus on your date cho kyuhyun... i keep repeating in my mind.

" Every color suits you... but dark blue makes you more beautiful kyu... kyuhyun..." I smiled at him for his reply and choice. I thanked him and ended up picking one he selected. He tried to pay for me but i kindly refused it. 

My stomach suddenly responded after shopping. We ended up purchasing alot of things including dress, new matching wallet, matching sports shoes and all. Chwang invited me to dine with him. It is getting late and dark. And both of us hungry. We both ended up at our regular place. Place where kyu line meetings take place. But i didnt attended recent kyu line meetings.. 

I recollected all memories from past. We ordered like usual. But i avoided soju. Alcohol... i cant be weak infront of chwang. Not anymore. I tried to pay my share. But chwang refused.

" Kyu... once you paid for me.. let me pay this time. So that i can repay my debt." It hurted me alot. I lost my control. I dropped my cool attitude. " Shim Changmin... what all debt you are going to repay me back? I thought you atleast consider me as a bestfriend. If you was interested in that girl  you should have informed me. I should have let you go. And we might have still as remained bestfriends. Why are you soo selfish??.." I was soo angry. I raised up from table and tried to walk away.

Before i leave our personal cabin two hands hugged me from back. Not letting me go. I can feel warm tears wetting my shoulders, weight on my right shoulder and hot breath on my right ear and on my right cheek as well. I become red instantly. My face, ears, neck... Chwang only can make me feel weak.

I tried to make him leave me eventhough i dont want him to let me go. Right brain saying me to remain like this. Left brain asking me to remind about my date with mimi hyung. Before i could think anything else and act, my body was forcefully turned to face changmin.

Both us engaged in a heated kiss. How we ended up like this i dont remember. Salty kiss. Yes i too cried. But it was special... warm...  without turning that kiss into something else, we seperated. Without words we hugged each other and remained like that. How long we stay... i didnt noticed time... it was very long.

Chwang dropped me back at dorm. When i started to say something he cut me off. "You should take rest. Best wishes for your date. Sleep well. You dont look good in dark circles kyu..." Seriously after all this time ... this food monster... still want me go on that date.. we kissed passionately not even few hours before. I was annoyed. Without goodbye i stormed with my shopping bags towards dorm. Soon he also left to his dorm in his car. This time also someone was eyeing on them. Why... he always end up witnessing all important moments of changkyu........

CHULLIE NOONA.... NOT AGAIN....

"I am sophisticated about everything that happens in my life....

Because I know if you dont mess up my life.....

I will not meet the love that is soooo

Real & Beautiful....

as it is today....."