37 : alive

you are my forever

Jessica only stopped crying after almost half an hour. she is still sniffing as she tried to wipe off her tears

Taeyeon fixed Jessica's hair carefully then cupped her face

"thats enough, jagiya", Taeyeon whispered

Jessica lifted up her head to look at Taeyeon

"its hurting me to see you cry. moreover when i know its all because of me. so Sica, dont ever cry over me anymore", Taeyeon said

"i dont deserve your precious tears", Taeyeon added and caressed Jessica's cheek with her thumb

"go in. go get some rest, i know that you're tired", Taeyeon told Jessica

Jessica nodded and turned to get in as she unlocked the door

but then, Taeyeon grabbed her arm which made her to look at Taeyeon again

"can i have your number please? so it'll be easy for me to contact you", Taeyeon said

"ah. yeah"

after they have exchanged numbers. Taeyeon thanked Jessica and told her that she's call later

"have a rest, ok?", Taeyeon patted Jessica's head gently

"ok", Jessica nodded

"bye"

"bye Tae"

Taeyeon wanted to say more but she thought that she had said enough, for now. besides, her heart's beating so fast that makes her nervous 

"i'll see you on saturday", Taeyeon then waved at Jessica before she turned to leave 

Jessica then closed the door after she got in and went to lay down on the bed

Jessica closed her eyes and feel her heart

"Taeyeon ah... you called my heart back again. its alive now", Jessica whispered

 

 

 

 

 

...

 

 

 

On saturday, as promised, Taeyeon came 5 minutes early at the hotel and waited for Jessica at the lobby

"hey are you that artist that do a collaboration with Mr Alex? Kim Taeyeon, right?", a stranger came to approach Taeyeon which got Taeyeon to startle

"oh. yeah, i am", Taeyeon smiled politely

"my goodness, im a huge fan! i came from London btw!", the stranger exclaimed

"really? im honored then haha", Taeyeon chuckled

"i was wondering if you can paint a picture for me. please, pretty please???", the lady pleaded

"umm. well yeah, sure. but uhh.. we have to fix the schedule first. i cant just.. you know", Taeyeon said scratching her head

"oh ya! here, this is my business card. you can contact me whenever you're free, to discuss about it and choose the date for the painting", the lady told Taeyeon as she handed out her card

"thanks. i will", Taeyeon took the card and looked at it shortly before she put it inside her pocket

"anyway, you're staying here? i thought you live here in Paris and have an apartment? or was it just a rumor?", the lady asked

 "oh. no i-", Taeyeon suddenly stopped talking when she saw Jessica who just came out of the elevator

(this is what she wear : credits to the pic owner)

Taeyeon's jaw almost drop as she noticed that she can see Jessica's black bra

"im sorry, did you wait for long already?", Jessica asked after she had stand beside Taeyeon

but Taeyeon couldnt hear her at all. Taeyeon was lost, busy to admire Jessica's beauty

"umm.. Tae?", Jessica waved her hand in front of Taeyeon's face

Taeyeon only blinked twice before she mumbled "beautiful"

Jessica heard her and smiled in satisfaction before a light blush appeared on her cheeks

Taeyeon smiled and her eyes couldnt look away from Jessica

'how come i never notice how beautiful she is before', Taeyeon thought

then the stranger earlier cleared which managed to gain both Taeyeon's and Jessica's attention

"oh. im sorry uhh..."

"Its Megan. so i guess, i'll wait for your call Kim Taeyeon. enjoy your day", the lady said and bowed slightly before she left

"who's that?", Jessica asked Taeyeon

"just someone who like my piece of art", Taeyeon answered

"oh"

Taeyeon then hold Jessica's left hand with her right hand

"ready?", Taeyeon asked. Jessica smiled and nodded her head

"lets go then", Taeyeon said and they both went to walk together hand in hand

Taeyeon brought Jessica to the restaurant for a breakfast, Taeyeon took a seat beside Jessica and still holding her hand even after they have made their order

"you have cute nails", Taeyeon said

"huh?", Jessica furrowed her eyebrows

"i dont know. i like everything about you now", Taeyeon chuckled and stared into Jessica's loving eyes

"Sica"

"hm?"

"i miss you a lot", Taeyeon confessed again

Jessica looked down and smiled

"i miss you too", Jessica replied

Taeyeon peeked her face then steal a kiss on Jessica's cheek

"i love your soft skin", Taeyeon said

"why were you so random", Jessica chuckled

Taeyeon just laughed along, she intertwined her fingers with Jessica's and kissed Jessica's hand

"you dont know how glad i am, to have meet you again and get close with you like this", Taeyeon said

"me too", Jessica mumbled softly

"but.. dont you want to ask me something? like.. your fam-", Jessica was cutted off when Taeyeon put her finger on Jessica's lips

"this.. for now, lets focus on us first. can we? i dont want to think about anything else at the moment Sica ah", Taeyeon told her 

Jessica bite her lips. she know that Taeyeon probably still feeling hurt and upset with her family. Jessica had found out what happened between Taeyeon and her father through Hyoyeon as Taeyeon's mother had told Hyoyeon about it

"sorry if i ruin the mood", Jessica apologised

"there is no need to apologise for that, my love", Taeyeon said sweetly

Jessica's heart flying hearing the sweet nickname coming from Taeyeon

"umm.. what are we?", Jessica asked slowly

"what do you mean what are we? arent we humans?", Taeyeon asked back and looked at Jessica weirdly

Jessica pouted, forgetting that sometimes Taeyeon could be dense and dumb somehow

"i mean.. our exact status, like.. am i your girlfriend?", Jessica asked praying that she wont get an answer that will make her embarrass

"you're always my girlfriend since day 1. you know that we never really break up", Taeyeon answered

"eh?", Jessica widened her eyes

"come on. i never get official with... her back. we just.. you know, meet and date but! i never ask her to be my girl back. and then, you just left me with a letter. and no, im not accepting a break up through a letter. it should have been done in direct to make it clear and to confirm it. so, in my opinion, we never break up", Taeyeon explained smartly and nodded to herself

 "...", Jessica just stared blankly at Taeyeon

"fine", Taeyeon sighed and turned her body fully to face Jessica

"in my heart, its always you. i dont want anyone else to be my girl. so yeah, you are my only girlfriend. but.. i dont know if you take me back as your girlfriend back again", Taeyeon said

"you're not romantic at all Kim", Jessica rolled her eyes

"what? you want me to propose you like how you did to me?", Taeyeon teased

"ugh. shut up", Jessica pushed Taeyeon's shoulder

then a waiter came to serve their food

"alright man. stop glancing. she's taken", Taeyeon said boldly to the waiter when she noticed how he kept glancing at Jessica. he quickly apologised after he saw Taeyeon's glare and left in rush

"what was that?", Jessica asked

"what? cant i be jealous?", Taeyeon asked back

"thats new", Jessica raised her eyebrows

"you never did before", Jessica said

"well. i've changed. enough said. now, eat", Taeyeon replied

Jessica giggled and smiled looking at Taeyeon

"Taeyeon ah", she called Taeyeon sweetly

"hm?", Taeyeon looked at her

"thankyou, for all. for making my heart beat again, for making me breathe again. for making me back alive", Jessica confessed

"and yes, i take you back Kim Taeyeon. you're always the one in my heart too. and i wouldnt want anyone else. so please, this time.. stay for good? dont break my heart again. i dont think i can handle another heartbreak anymore. i might just die if you hurt me again", Jessica said

Taeyeon gulped nervously and took a deep breathe

"i... Kim Taeyeon", Taeyeon took both Jessica's hands to her lips

"promise you, my love, Jessica Jung. that i will only love you. i will change for good, for you. i will only make you happy and avoid to hurt you at all cost. this heart, is only yours and so am i. you got me, baby. only you", Taeyeon told her

Jessica's eyes got teary hearing Taeyeon's sincere statement

"and.. you should stop crying after this. from this day onwards, lets live our days with a smile and happiness. ok?", Taeyeon Jessica's hair

"ok Tae", Jessica smiled

"i love you, Sica"

"i love you more"

they both smiled at each other. Taeyeon patted Jessica's cheek and pecked her forehead

"lets eat"

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i miss this
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I hope you continue this story
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