Going Crazy

Going Crazy - myungsoo oneshot sad you - chapter image

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He.

He's watching you.

Watching every move you make, every step you take.

He's obsessed with you.

He loves you.

He loves you to death.

Nothing can stop him.

He stares at you, from his table which was a few metres behind you.

Watching you taking down notes, he smiles a little. Different from his usual cold appearence.

To him, everything about you was perfect.

He daydreamed, about you and him together.

"Myungsoo sshi, are you daydreaming in my class?!" the teacher asked, glaring at the said boy who was watching you.

He just looked down and shook his head. He heard snickers from behind him.

"Aye, nerd. I didn't know you would daydream too, eh? What're you dreaming about? Being a lab-rat?" A black-haired boy laughed, smirking at Myungsoo.

Myungsoo glared at him. "At least I don't play around with girls, like you".

The Boy scoffs and replies, "Watch what you're saying, nerd."

Myungsoo smirked.

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A few minutes later, it was break.

You, who had a adorable smile plastered on your face as you walked along with your friends. That bubbly personality of yours made him love you.

He followed in your shadow, quietly.

This was his hobby, if you could say that.

He didn't follow you to close, afraid it might creep you out.

But, he's been closer to you than he ever could.

You were his first love.

A certain blonde guy slung his arms around you.

He watched as you smiled at him, before talking to him.

Myungsoo balled up his fists and walked past you, and to the garden next to the cafeteria.

He sighed and sat against a tree.

He closed his eyes, if only you knew his feelings.

He felt a light pat on his shoulder.

He looked up from his huge black-rimmed glasses and turned red at the sight of the angel in front of him.

"Myungsoo sshi, right?" the angel asked, smiling slightly.

He nodded slowly, looking down.

"Ah, I found you. I'm Yoon JiHye, nice to meet you." she said, extending her hand with that cute smile still on her face.

He glanced at your hand before clearing his throat and shaking it.

He felt a zap of electricity pass through your hands.

He heard you giggle. "You're a shy type, aren't you? Anyway, shouldn't you be eating?"

He looked at you then down to your lips. He blushed, but you didn't notice it as you unwrapped your uneaten bento box.

"You can have my lunch. I'm not that hungry anyway." you said, handing him your lunch.

He pushed your hand away softly, and looked away.

"Eh? What's wrong? Ah, I know, you feel guilty to accept it, right? It's fine~ You should eat it!" you said, tilting your head to the side.

He had a small smile on his face. But shook his head, rejecting your food.

"Aigoo, then, just take it and eat it when you're hungry, alright?" You said, placing the bento on his lap and waving goodbye.

He stared at your retreating figure, then back to the food on his lap.

A blush and smile formed.

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(School Ends and everyone's at home)

Myungsoo sat in his dark room, lying down on his sofa-bed.

He stared at the thousands of pictures of you he took over the 3 years he liked you.

He ajusted his glasses and brought a picture of you smiling to yourself to his lips.

He looked at the picture lovingly, smiling slightly.

He stood up and walked to his window, where he saw you in the kitchen.

You were reaching up to grab a cooking utensil, since you were about to cook dinner for yourself.

You didn't notice him, even though he was staring so intently at you.

He turned away, smiling.

He went out of his house, and creeped over to your kitchen window.

He saw you skip over to the counter where you read a magazine, sipping a cup of coffee and smiling to yourself.

He took out his phone, and snapped a quick picture of you.

He then continued to watch you silently, half of his body covered by the wall.

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(The next day was already the school holidays)

You woke up and did your daily routine of bathing and eating breakfast.

While you were eating, you thought of Myungsoo out of the blue.

How his eyes were always filled of loneliness...

You just shrugged away the thought and continued eating your breakfast.

Suddenly, you remembered that Myungsoo lived right next to you.

"Hm... should I visit him? He might be lonely..."

You then made up your mind and got dressed.

On the other hand, Myungsoo was just sitting on his bed, staring into space.

He was thinking about you.

He wanted to confess, but he was afraid you'd be frightened of him.

Then, he heard his doorbell ring.

He tilted his head and walked towards the door slowly.

He's never gotten any visitors before. Not even once.

He opened the door and peeked through the small crack through the door.

"Myungsoo sshi! It's JiHye!" you said, smiling as you saw his face.

He turned red and checked his appearence before fully opening the door.

"A-Annyeong." he said, quietly.

You smiled widely. "Annyeong! Sorry I came without telling, but I didn't know your phone number."

He just nodded and motioned for you to come in.

You stepped into his dark house.

You were a bit suprised at the dark, but you ignored it.

He rubbed the back of his head sheepishly.

"Hm?" You said as you walked towards a wall where photos were hanging.

Myungsoo glared at your back, his obsession.

You looked at the pictures, all of those pictures...

Were yours.

You turned around, anger rising as you tore one of the pictures from his wall.

He stared blankly at you, his eyes locked onto yours.

You stepped back, away from him, biting your lips.

"I-I, I have to go." You said as you rushed out of his house, frightened.

He watched you retreat, then looked at your torn picture on the floor.

He picked it up and smirked.

"Are you scared, JiHye?"

As soon as you entered your house, you leaned against the wall and breathed heavily.

Why does he have pictures of you?

Why?

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(The very same day, a few hours later.)

Myungsoo appeared at your doorstep.

You opened the door, but was about to close it when Myungsoo grabbed your shoulder.

"JiHye." he muttered.

"What do you want?!" you yelled, shrugging out of his grip.

He then handed you a bouquet of flowers.

Your favourite, to be exact.

You were fed up.

"Get away from me, you stalker!" you said as you took the bouquet and threw it at him before slamming the door in his face.

He glared at you as you slammed the door.

A smirk formed on his face.

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The next day, you woke up and stretched your arms out.

You heard your phone ringing, so you took your phone from the side-table and looked at it.

He was calling you.

Somehow, his number was saved in your phone.

How did he even get your number?

You threw the phone onto the other side of the bed, before covering your mouth.

You were scared. Very scared.

You decided to ignore it, as you took a quick shower and went outside to get the mail.

You dug around your post box and found a small box.

A small one, but it was beautifully decorated.

You smiled and shook the box, holding it close to your ear, trying to guess what was inside.

You opened it and screamed, before dropping it onto the floor.

It was...

Your hair.

And not just a strand, but a whole bunch.

You looked around, but didn't notice Myungsoo who was staring at you from his window.

He smirked.

"Are you even more scared, JiHye?"

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A few hours later, it was night.

You were happily brushing your teeth in your favourite comfortable checkered pajamas as your fringe was being held up by a matching headband.

You stared at your reflection in the mirror as you rinsed the toothpaste out of your mouth.

Right next to you was a small circular mirror.

You didn't use it much, but you just happened to glance at it.

Your eyes widened and you screamed.

Myungsoo's reflection.

You looked around, he wasn't there.

There wasn't even a window in your bathroom.

You broke down in tears as you hugged your knees.

"Go away, Kim Myungsoo!" you yelled, sobbing loudly.

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The next day. (I'm sorry I use lots of these. xD)

You woke up, but you weren't in your room.

You were in a dark, dark room.

You were tied up on a chair.

You tried to loosen the ropes but nothing worked.

Then, footsteps were heard.

You looked up and gasped.

Myungsoo's face was illuminated by the sunlight that shone a little into the room.

You struggled against the ropes, glaring at him.

He smirked and walked to you, tilting your chin up.

"Yoon JiHye. You made me do this." he said, smiling evilly.

You tried to mumble out vulgars, but it was muffled out by his hand on your mouth.

"Hush, JiHye." he said, before replacing his hand with his lips.

You shut your eyes and tried to push him away, but his grip was too strong for you.

He then broke away as you screamed at him.

"I HATE YOU!"

He smiled.

He then took out a knife from his pocket and stared at you.

You shook your head vigorously.

"Please don't... Please!" you yelled.

He smiled before saying, "Who said I was going to kill you, JiHye?"

Your eyes widened.

Before you could say anything else, he cut the ropes that were restraining you.

Tears streamed down his cheeks as he looked at you.

You feared him, but you felt pity for him.

"M-Myungsoo..." you started.

He shook his head, still crying.

"I love you, I've been trying to get your attention for three whole years." his voice croaked.

"But now, you've seen the monster in me... I don't deserve to love you." he continued, gripping the knife tighter.

You stood up and walked shakily towards him, extending your hand.

"HAJIMA!" (Don't!) he yelled at you, pointing the knife at you.

You were startled and you stepped back a little.

Tears soon formed as you watched him cry.

"I... I'm madly in love with you. Then, it became an obsession. I started to stalk you. I did foolish things just to get my phone to take pictures of you. I love you, but you didn't know." he said, lowering his knife.

You covered your mouth and sobbed.

"Myungsoo... Please stop it..." you said softly.

He walked towards you and your cheek softly, he dropped the knife along the way.

"Why... are you crying?" he asked you, wiping your tears.

You looked up at him and wiped his tears as well.

You tip-toed and gave him a peck on his lips.

"I can't say I love you, but I know I like you." you told him in a soothing voice.

He gazed into your eyes, seeing only sincerity.

"You mean it?" he asked, a small smile on his face.

His tears still streaming down his face.

You nodded, but he looked away.

"Even still, this is goodbye." he continues, cupping your cheeks.

You looked at him in curiosity.

"NO!" you screamed as Myungsoo fell into your arms.

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A few years later, JiHye was alone.

She was sitting on a hill in the park, all alone, gazing at the stars.

She wore a white dress.

A wedding dress.

She gazed at the stars as tears formed in her eyes.

"Kim Myungsoo. Are you doing well?" you asked the sky.

"I'm doing great, but I ran away from another arranged marriage. Are you mad? That I couldn't move on?" you continued, tears flowing freely down your cheeks.

"It's been long. But I keep remembering you. What should I do?"

You felt the breeze blow through your hair, messing it up.

As you closed your eyes, you heard a whisper in your ear.

"I'll always love you."

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;A; I'm sorry if it was horrible. -bows-

If you're wondering what the 'knife' looks like;