06. a step back and a step forward
Their no born baby....
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she was still having nightmares, that’s why he never let her go at nights
-i’m better now oppa… i think we can have our own room now….
but then nights like this one happen
he heard a scream
a pain scream
which definitely wake him up
he was scared
he was in shock
but even with all that he got closer to her and with only a touch she woke up
-she was calling for us oppa…
-she….?
-it was a girl…. our little girl
he didn’t know what to say, maybe for other that will sound stupid but for him was so clear even if it was just a dream
of course… our baby girl he thought our baby girl
both end up hugging each other crying
chaerin felt a little bad for him, he also lost a baby that day…. so she hugged him tighter and whispering thing between love you and never leave me
next day chaerin woke up early prepared breakfast and a little home made lunch and starting cleaning the roo. when he got up
-chae…
-hey
she got closer and kiss him in the cheek
-thanks and sorry for last night
everything felt weird, and jiyong take a step back
meanwhile chaerin was talking about this and that… he left
like that… he just left
chaerin first started to feel like a cold, the typical jiyong warm left her body leaving her cold and lonely
she tried to act normal
she went to yg to work, and came back to the house, three days laters there wasn’t no even one sign of jiyong, maybe knew something but they never said something to her
so she left the house too, before all that it was jiyong house no her house, she send him a text saying that the house was free again and to keep distance she also send the same text to taeyang
he was the one the answer
“thank you chae, we are all so sorry, he just keeping acting weird and more weird we don’t have any idea but we really can’t even pronounce your name, we are so sorry… but thanks for this. his mobile phone isn’t working since that day in case you were calling for him too, again thank you i hate seeing you like this but… i couldn’t leave him alone either and i am sure the girls are with you, let’s keep the contact :)”
she didn’t keep the contact with the girls, no more than few words saying that everything was fine but she just need a break
she went to discover the world, two month passed like days for her when she realized that she had so many ideas for songs, and that she wanted to have a comeback, even if it wasn’t in YG
she needed the music to survive, and she needed now
the press make it huge in the airport, she was still engaged to gd for them so was even bigger
when she finally arrive to the company she was a new woman, a reborn one, but not a different one, the unique style of cl was faultless like always
only the girls knew that she was coming that day so they’re prepare a lunch in cl house,
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cl was nervous to come in into yg room but she knew it was now or never, she knock the door and when she heard the strong and unique voice of her president she enter into the room
surprise for her, jiyong was there
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collaboration:
-as the people know you two are together i want you to want a album together, with the mv and everything, CL needs to come back, even if she’s hated she also really loved and people miss you
yg said looking at her at the eyes, She had watery eyes and she hated herself for that because jiyong was still there and god only knows what was he doing meanwhile she was gone
and she wasn’t talking about girlfriend things but all that things that as just friends she needs to keep an eye on him, smoking, drinking, clubbing…. specially.. girls… probably all korea now thought and knew he already cheat on her billions of times
they only stared at each other few times nothing more
she was happy to know that fans was missing her
-all the reaction after few months was amazing, and then they get it you needed it off from all this chae, but if you feel you’ll ready, i think this can work
-i need to make music sajangnim… that’s my only point now… i want this i need this
-okay… so let’s start slow… if you have any question jiyong-ah and i already talked about this few times when i got your call saying you’re coming home, any plans for today? do you need...?
yg point to jiyong but chaerin speak louder
-we have girls night today president, the four of us
chaerin remaker the number four and yg smiled he felt so proud of her at that point even if the group fell apart she was still the leader
she was born to be a leader
he looked at jiyong and sigh
he just hope she doesn't make him suffer more already
since we all knew
she was born specially to be HIS leader
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