Dear diary,

I am losing out the day, the dates.

Diary..

Somehow, the memories coming back.

It has been 3 years that I haven't write to you.

Since 3 years I've seen Jongin.

Since 3 years I've been out.

Since 3 years, I've been smilling.

But diary...

seems like today is making me smiling.

Diary, 

Last year I was diagnosed a very common thing.

I got cancer. I started to lose my hair. 

I started to lose my ability to walk.

I started to lose my ability to see.

Yes, I asked someone to help me write this diary because I can't do it on my own.

I have a new friend, his name is Dr. Kim.

Kim Jongdae.

My mother bring me to this unknown place where I could barely know but it's okay. 

As long I am away from my heartbreak.

Dr. Kim said I will be gone, that I am soon will gone. For good.

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