18 September

Dear diary,

We fought. Me and Jongin. 

We fought because Jongin brought Soojung to our secret place.

We fought because I am blinded by my own jealousy.

We fought because once again, he forgets.

This is the biggest fight we've been fought.

And I ran. I ran to my home and room.

I am writing this to make my anger gone, but it makes me more angry.

Is this how falling in love foolishly without another person's acknowledge?

Because it hurts.

I love him but yet he only sees me as his tomboy best friend.

He is like the other kids. He is just like them.

Love, Amber Liu.