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Early morning, they wake up as still hugging each other. Khun kisses her forehead once again before they get dress and return to their hectic life. After returning the key house to the owner Ahjussi’s house, Khun takes Vic back to her dorm. Without their knowing, someone has been watching over them since they walked out of the house and took their pictures.

Victoria

After my night with Khun, I realized that it was like a mistake. I felt guilty to my self but I also felt that it’s a right thing to do. We haven’t met again since that. But we always sms and call each other every midnight. He said that he’s sorry for doing that to me, and he also realized that we’re not supposed to do that.  I got schedules that not only with f(X) but also with SM Entertainment family. And MBC Koala also making me going around the country and it drains my strength. I told the kids about what happened to me and Khun that night. I made them swear to GOD again, and they thought it was romantic. I thought that too.

“Omma, that’s soo sweet !”, Krystal giggling. Luna and Sulli also can’t hide their excitement.

“It was. But I still felt guilty inside”, I tell them my worry.

“But, when you do it with someone you really love, why worry much ?”, Luna says, “besides, both of you are married. Well, literally”.

Then, our manager oppa come and cut our ‘ladies heart to heart session’. We’re doing Invincible Youth today. Such a nice weather and a sweet environment. I’m enjoying the shooting today, but then suddenly, I feel like my world go dizzy and I can’t get hold of my self.

I lean my self to the wall and start to regain my self conscious. Luckily, the kids and our manager oppa didn’t notice. But when I look my self in the mirror, I look pale. Maybe I need to eat well, I didn’t eat well lately because of the schedule.

Nichkhun

The memory of that night still lingers on. A part of me thought that it was romantic, a part of me made me feel like a ert. I didn’t told anyone about it, even I know boys usually in American boasting about this kind of thing, but I still it’s not appropriate to boast about such thing. Did I do wrong if doing it with someone you love ?. Oh, I wonder what she is doing right now.

‘Omma, what’re you doing ?’, I text.

Not long, I get a reply, ‘I’m shooting for Invincible Youth. I feel dizzy just a second ago, maybe I didn’t eat well’

I get concern about it, since her schedule is as hectic as mine. ‘Take care of your health, eat well. I don’t want you to get sick. Miss you, Omma’

Why there’s no WGM schedule for me ? Ah, yes, better ask Min Jae hyung.

“Hyung, when will I have WGM shooting again ?”, I ask plainly. I don’t want him to think anything weird. Last time he told me about WGM, he was planning to “divorce” me.

“I’m afraid I can’t say the exact time, Khun. I better check with the staff”, he says. And I don’t know what to do. I start to think other way to meet her. Love conquers all, remember ?.

Victoria

It’s happening again. I nearly faint recently. I thought I didn’t eat well, but then I eat well, and still I feel like this. What’s wrong with me ?. The kids said I look pale, and sometimes, lost appetite in some dishes. And the weirdest thing is, I don’t do cooking in these 2 weeks. How in the world I don’t do cooking ?.

And now, not only dizzy, I feel like I want to throw up. The kids made me bed rest because they thought I got overworked. But, Luna thought different. She went to my room, alone, and talked in low tones to me.

“Omma, have you got your period this month ?”, she ask.

I think about it, but then, “no, I haven’t. why ?”

She nods, “maybe you should see a doctor. just in case.” Then she leaves my room with silence.

Well, maybe I need to go to see a doctor. Then, around noon, I go out alone to the medical center around. I lied to the kids and manager oppa that I’m going to buy something for my parent back home.

Then, I meet the doctor. She asked me about what I feel and I told her that I feel dizzy and loosing appetite to some dishes, also nearly throw up in the morning and loosing my interest to cook. After hearing my explanation, she smiles at me and suddenly asks very personal questions. She told me that she knew who I am, and she watched WGM.

“Victoria-ssi, I know this is personal, but I must ask you. Did you, by any chance, had ual before ?”, she asks.

I silence. This is a tough question to answer. “If I tell you, would you keep my story ?”, I ask as I search for her motherly side.

She smiles again, “It’s my job to keep my patient’s secret. It’s in my job description as a doctor”

Then I give a sigh as relieve. I take a deep breath and answer, “yes, I had”

“With whom ? your ‘husband’, Nichkhun-ssi ?”

I nod. She places her hand on top of my hand, giving a motherly warm hand, “It’s okay. Now, I want you to take this test”. She handing me a test pack. I shiver and feel so afraid to take it. She calms me down as she knew how I feel.

I take the test. I’m afraid about the result. After I test it with my urine, I close my eyes. I don’t want to see the result. The doctor helps me to read the result. She smiles at me again as I finish dealing with my coward attitude and sit again in front of her.

“So, how is it ?”, I ask with a little voice, like squealing.

She puts the test result in front on me and says, “congratulations, Victoria-ssi. You’re positive pregnant”

My eyes grow wide, my body shiver, and I want to cry.

Nichkhun

It’s around noon. My schedule is finished for today, and I’m heading to Vic’s dorm. I want to surprise her. Then suddenly, my phone ring. It’s from Vic.

“Yeoboseyo ? Omma! Eoddieyo ?”, I ask.

“I’m at a clinic near the dorm. Could you drop by here ?”, I feel her voice’s shaking. I don’t know why, but I really want to meet her.

I drive fast to the clinic and enter the consultation room. There, I see Vic, wiping her tears in front of the doctor and I just can’t help my self not to walk to her and hug her to calm her down.

“Nichkhun-ssi, nice to meet you. I’m doctor Kim. There’s something that Vic wants to tell you”, she says. “I leave you two to talk, and I’ll be back in 20 minutes”

The doctor leaves. Vic stops sobbing. She controls her breathe and holding my hand tightly.

“Khun, I need to tell you something”

“What is it, Vic ?” I ask. “Are you okay ?”

“I’m okay. But, there’s something” she take a deep breath and says, “remember that night we spent together ?”

I nod. I keep listen to her. “That night.. we did it.. we didn’t wear protection…and…”

“and…?” I don’t like the way she hang her sentence.

“and I feel dizzy, nearly fainted, loosing appetite and not interest in cooking…”

“What’s the correlation?”, I ask. I just want her to tell me the truth and straight to the point.

“That symptoms, is because, I’m pregnant, Appa”, she says that with tears fall down her cheeks.

I’m shocked but also happy. I hug her tight and calm her down, “It’s a wonderful news, Omma. It’s gonna be alright”

“You’re not scared ? I’m scared like hell”

“You have me. Why have to be so scared ? I’ll always be there by your side. I’m your husband”, deep down, I feel scared. But when you have another life to protect, you can't get scared. It’s just not manly. This is what I’ve done, so I have to take responsible of it. “You’re my responsibility now, Omma”

Meanwhile, at the JYP building, Seo Min Jae heading to his desk, when suddenly, another staff stops him.

“Hyung, this is just in. The netizen went crazy since 10 minutes ago”, the staff says.

He handing him a copy print of Khun and Vic picture when they left their house on the morning after their romantic night.

Min Jae froze while holding the picture.

“The headline says, “Dating For Real” and the fans start going crazy over the internet”

“Did Boss knew about this already ?”, Min Jae asks.

The staff shook his head.

“Khun, what have you done ?”, Min Jae mumbles. “Boss is going to kill me”

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and this story is reaching the now,,,hopefully i can made a save return to the final chapter...Sorry for making some of you shocked about this chapter story,,but this is actually the of the story. Hope you still find it interesting to read :)) thank you for still reading, subscribing and comments for it :))

okay, so if you guys wondering what their baby would look like ? IF it's a baby boy, maybe he'll be like his Appa : (cr: yeppopo)

(cr: nate)