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Victoria

Khun said that I have to runaway again. This time, I'm alone. Khun said it's better for me to stay with his family for a while. The press, the fans and my company will hunt me down and shooting questions at me about the pregnancy news if I'm still here in Seoul. Also, I think I need someone to take care of me. I wish Khun will let me fly back to Qingdao to be with my family. But he said that, the company will probably search me to Qingdao. If I'm in thailand, the Horvejkul will protect me.

"It's gonna be alright, Omma. It's better for you to calm yourself down and don't get stress too much. It's not good for pregnancy", he says and giving the smarty pants look. I know deep down he's also afraid, but he won't show it to me. He's with me now in F(X) dorm, helping me to pack my bags.

I smile as I lean to him again, I'm tired of those questions, it feels so blessed when you have some one to lean on and make you feel safe.

"I know you're afraid too. But, please let me be your strength. And as a bonus...", my face is getting closer to his. I lift my self up and kiss him right on his forehead.

He's surprised with my sudden reaction. Then he teases me back. He pouts his lips as unsatisfied look. He turns his head and continues packing my things.

"Waeyo ?", I ask with concern look. What made him sad ?.

"Nothing", he mumbles as still continue packing. I get it a little disturbing, he's ignoring me after I kissed his forehead. Did I do wrong ?.

"Okay. Whatever you say. I don't want to quarrel only because of this", then I busy my self to pack in silence.

Suddenly Khun turns his head at me, he gives me a deep hug and he whisper to me , "you and our future baby is my strength now". He loose his hug, lifting my chin up and moving his face closer to mine.

He whisper, "a kiss on the forehead is not enough..."

We're really close, then he kisses my lips passionately. It's a long and sweet passionate kiss, I'm the one who stop it because suddenly I remember that I have to pack before runaway alone to Thailand.

We laugh as we ended the intimate session, and he says, "now I feel on full strength". He let out a devilish smile and grabs my waist closer to him.

"I'm gonna miss you", he mumbles.

Nichkhun

As soon as Vic finished packing, we left to the airport. Our daughters were crying, and gave strength to Vic and me. We went to the basement and got inside the car without seeing Vic’s manager or others from her company. Along the way to the airport, we’re holding each other’s hand. We know that this is gonna be a goodbye for a while. And I have to stand alone to finish the problem. I called my mom and told her about my plan to send Vic to Thailand to make sure she’s safe. My mom agreed and she'll pick Vic on the airport her self. I know it'll be hard for Vic especially, since the last time we went to Thailand it's the language barrier problem that came out. But I can't let her go to Qingdao. Her company people might look for her there. I don't want to add another stressor to her. It's not good for our future baby.

I drive fast to the airport. From the corner of my eyes, I can see Vic is trying to explain the situation to her parents, she tries hard to control her emotion. I should've straight away go to Qingdao and explain it my self to my in laws. I feel like a bad son in law right now. I did only thinking about her safety.

"Mom, I'm sorry. I should've explain it myself before you saw it on the tv", her voice is shaking, and I calm her down by holding her hand tightly.

Then I say to her, "Tell them, I'll be in Qingdao next day"

She looks at me with surprise. I didn't tell her anything about going to Qingdao. Actually, I already prepared the plane tickets to Thailand and mine to Qingdao early this week. I know, it's time to learn to be a real man, a responsible man and a husband.

Then Vic tells them that I'll be in Qingdao and explain all to them. I can hear her mom feels so relieve. I speed the car as the road is not crowd. I have to get her fast to the airport.

My phone is ringing and I just take it just to see who the caller is. It’s Min Jae hyung. I ignore the call as we’re already at the airport.

Vic is still in her stiff expression. I take her bags and we’re walking into the airport. I help her check in and finished the stuffs, and it’s time for her to go.

“Omma, it’ll be fine. I’ll fly to Qingdao and explain to your parents about this. And my mom will take care of you for me. As for the language barrier, I’m sure it’ll be good for you to start learning Thai language”, I wink at her and hug her tight. I’m gonna miss her and I assure her it’ll be just for a while.

She nods, “You have to take care of your self. Call me everyday !”. She hugs me tightly, and gives me a kiss on my cheek.

I loose the hug, “It’s boarding now. I’ll call you everyday. And please take care of my little Khun inside you”.

Then she walks towards the gate and still waving at me. I can see she’s trying to hold back her tears but failed. It’s rolling down her cheeks now.

Nichkhun arrives at SM Ent building. He’s going to meet one on one with Lee Soo Man, Vic’s boss. As soon as he enters the building, the atmosphere feels creepy to him. With everyone around starring at him like he’s some kind of killing disease and whispering as he walks towards the receptionist.

“I’m here to see Lee Soo Man seonsaengnim”, Khun says to the lady receptionist.

She nods, “Lee Soo Man seonsaengnim has been waiting for you, Nichkhun-ssi. I’m sorry but he’s total mad after the press con”.

Khun keeps his gesture as his heart’s start racing and all he can do is pray inside his heart. Then when he reaches the floor, there’s Vic’s manager. He turns to look at Khun and gives him a straight look.

“Ya ! Nichkhun-ssi ! How dare you ?!”, he grabs Khun’s shirt and ready to punch his face.

Khun hold his hand from trying to punch him, “I’m sorry, hyung. I’m here to see Lee Soo Man seonsaengnim”

“You have to pay for this !”, he says as he leads Khun to the boss office. Again, his heart’s beats faster.

Khun enters the room with the strength he got, and confidently walking towards the boss. Lee Soo Man is behind his desk, working on piles of paper and put his all attention to it, but then he feel disturbed by someone who enters his office. Lee Soo Man gives a deadly stare at Khun. He raise from his seat and walks toward Khun.

“Nichkhun-ssi. You’re so brave to barge in like this”, he gives Khun a sharp tone.

Khun heart’s sink a little as he feels so intimidated.

“I’m here to ask for forgiveness to you, seonsaengnim”

Lee Soo Man’s eyebrow raise, “For what ? Today’s press con ? You ! Young man ! Already puts my company in huge embarrassment !!! One of my artist is pregnant !!! This is a scandal ! You know how hard I try to build that kid’s career and then you, in the name of love, crashed them like bug ?!”

Lee Soo Man walks around furiously. He walks toward Khun and stands just an inch away from him.

“I’m..I’m so sorry, sir. I know my mistake”, Khun answer calmly as he try not to get heat up with the situation.

Lee Soo Man makes a fist and try to hit Khun’s face, “So you think apologizing will clear everything ?!”

Khun just gives a silence.  He knew it would be like this.

“I’ll clear her name, sir. This is my entire fault. I did this to her. Please let me make it up to you, sir.”, Khun plead as he bends down on his knees.

Lee Soo Man only gives a cold stare to the boy in front of him.

“I think I made it clear, Nichkhun-ssi. Victoria has to be out from this company. I don’t want another scandal in my company”, He says that as he walks back to his desk, leaving Khun, who’s still bends on his knees and throws his pride away by plead to him.

“You may leave now. You can exit from where you enter”, He says coldly as his attention falls back to those papers in front of him.

Khun help himself to stand again, and giving last word to Lee Soo Man, “I’ll do everything to regain her career and popularity. I’ll make you accept her again”.

Then Khun turns his back at the boss without looking his expression again, and leave the office with a whole new plan inside his head. What you wont do for love ?.

* So, what you wont do for love ?. Please wait for the next chapter. I'll do my best to make it end smoothly on the final chap :))

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