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Khun takes Vic back to her dorm, and they continue their discussion in the living room.

“Ottohke ? with my condition now, I perfectly can’t force myself again. I have to vacuum from F(x)”, She says to him. They’re on the couch and sitting awkwardly even next to each other. The kids is away, and they left note that they went to the mall.

“I want you to take good care of your self. I don’t want anything happen to you and our baby”, he says, as he hugs her waist and pulls her closer to him.

As she leans her self to his chest, tears starts to roll down on her cheeks.

“What about my company ? what will they do to me if they found out about us ? and even more about my pregnancy ?”, She can’t imagine what will happen to her.

“I’ll face your company”, Khun says. He wants to proof that he’s the perfect man for him, and wants her to trust him completely. “I did this to you. And as your husband, I shall face it all”

“I’m soo scared right now. I even can’t tell my parent. What will they do if they know about this ?”, she grabs to his shirt as if she doesn’t want to loose him.

“Shushh…don’t be afraid, Omma”, he calms her down, hugging her shoulder and holds her hand tightly.

“Yaksukhakke (I promise), I’ll be right by your side, yeongwoni (forever)”, he says.

Not a while after that, Khun’s phone ring. It’s from Seo Min Jae, his manager.

“Yeoboseyo ? Hyung, waeyo ?”, he asks.

“Khun-ah, can you come to the company now ? We got a problem”, Min Jae said.

Khun froze on his seat but he still force himself to answer, “Okay, I’ll be there, hyung” then he hang up. He still froze on his seat, it makes Vic think something is happening.

“Appa, what’s wrong ?”, She touches his cheek and rub it gently. Yet Khun still not moving.

“You have to tell me, what’s wrong !”, she forces him to speak, but Khun only gives her a smile.

“It’s nothing, Omma. Min Jae hyung only needs me for a CF meeting”, he answers calmly, trying to hide his nervousness. Seo Min Jae didn’t tell him the problem, but he did sense that it’s about him, and probably, about Vic too. And Khun decided that he’d rather finished the problem by himself, as now he has the responsibility for it.

Victoria

He’s keeping something from me. I can feel it. But he didn’t want to tell me. Is it about us ?. I don’t like this feeling. I’m keeping secret from my f(X), manager oppa, my parent, and even Khun’s parent. And if we still keep this secret from everyone, for how long ? Soon, they’ll know the truth and my body will definitely explain it. And I can’t keep any secret from the kids. Especially Luna, she seems noticing this problem now. Oh, ottohke ?.

I clean the cups on the living room table and washing it when the kids arrive and start making noises.

“Oh, Omma. Where did you go ?”, Krystal asks. Luna and Sulli puts the shopping bag on the floor and start sorting which one is whose.

“I…I just went to look a present…for my mom”, I made an excuse.

Krystal nods, she believes me.

Then suddenly, Luna shouts from her seat, “Oh yeah, Omma. Manager oppa is looking for you. He’s waiting for you downstairs”

I froze. Manager oppa is looking for me ? For what ?

“Did he said what for, Luna ?”, I ask with little voice.

Luna looks at me and shakes her head, “No. He only said that it’s important”

Oh my, I feel nausea. I think oppa knew something.

I finish washing the dishes and put on my flip-flop and go downstairs to meet him.

Manager oppa is waiting for me at the dorm lobby. He walks around furiously. I started to feel this is bad. Something DID really happen.

I encourage my self and greet him, “Oppa…”

He turn around and facing me. “Vic…can you come with me to the company ?”

I watch his face expression. And I don’t like this feeling. Why I feel something bad ?. I nod and follow him to the car. We’re heading to SM building. And oppa didn’t said anything to me along the way. Oh dear God, what’s happening ?.

Nichkhun

Did something happen ? Why Min Jae hyung wants me to come here ?. I run my self to the staff floor, and looking for Min Jae hyung.

And there he is, walking around holding a paper and checking one of the staff’s computer. Just like monitoring something. I walk toward him and give a tap on his shoulder. He startled when he sees me.

“Oh, Khun-ah, you’re here”, he says. His expression is like a frustration guy. And what’s that paper he’s holding ? . I look at the paper and grab it harshly from him. It’s a print paper of a news. About me.. and Vic. The headline says “Dating For Real”, and the picture…oh no, it’s the picture of me and Vic when we walked out of our house that night. THAT NIGHT when we spent the night together. I feel my heart sink.

“H..Hyung…what’s this ?”, I ask with a shaky voice.

“This is why I want you here. It’s about the news”, he says as we walk to the sofa and we sit there. “The news just in an hour ago, and it’s start making trending topic around the internet. The netizen went crazy and most of your fans are asking about the truth of the news”.

As Min Jae hyung explain it to me, I feel my heart sink deeper. Now people know about our relationship. This is out of my prediction. I didn’t expect the news to come out NOW. Not when me and Vic facing a bigger problem. Not when we’re on the top of our career.

“This news is a shocker, especially when 2PM now on the top. Our recent winnings are quiet at stake now”, he continues. Yeah, hyung. My life is at stake now if Jin Young hyung knows about this. I keep silence as I absorb what he says. I feel miserable.

“So, answer me, Khun. Are you dating Victoria at the moment ?”

O..oh… Min Jae hyung shoots right away. Suddenly, I think about Vic right away. We’re facing a bigger problem and I promise her I’ll face it, “Yes, I’m dating her now”.

Min Jae hyung turns his head to me as I said that. I’m reading his expression, and I think he’s shocked.

“Jinjjayo ? Ya! Khun-ah! You’re REALLY dating her ?”, He pats my shoulder as he didn’t believe what i said earlier.

“Hyung, I’m REALLY dating her”, I say seriously. Min Jae hyung let out a heavy breath.

“Ok. Then you should face Jin Young hyung. Now. He read the news and he wants you to explain to him”, he says. “Ya Khun-ah ! Don’t make me having a heart attack in such a young age, this kind of news really driving me mad”.

I feel guilty now. I put his career at stake too, but this is my problem and it’s my responsibility to finish it.

“Mianhae, hyung”, I say as I walk toward Jin Young hyung office.

Just as I’m going to enter his office, a text message comes. It’s from Vic, it says ‘my boss already know about us dating. It’s all over the news ’ 

I take a deep breath and enter Jin Young hyung office with my courage and heart.

Victoria

“Vic, the boss is looking for you. It’s on the news that you’re dating Nichkhun from 2PM”, manager oppa says. I froze immediately. What ? How come ?.

“Looks like someone taken a picture of you two and posting the news”, Oppa handing me a print of the news. I close my mouth as I surprised by what’s written there. It says that we’re dating for real and often meet each other outside from WGM schedule.

“So, please answer me. I want you to tell me the truth. Are you really dating Nichkhun ?”, he asks me furiously. I know he feels miserable, he’s my manager and I’m making his job a lot harder now after the news released. I’m soo sorry, oppa. Sorry for making trouble for you.

I nod , “yes, I’m dating Nichkhun from 2PM” I think, it’s better to tell him and the boss the truth.

My manager oppa let out a deep sigh. He walks around furiously in front of me. I send a text message to Khun, to tell him about the news,and then suddenly, my boss comes out from his office.

“Victoria…I read the news. So, are you going to drop the bomb just like Jonghyun did ?”, he asks.

“Seonsaengnim…”, I greet. Mianhamnida, seonsaengnim.

“So, are you really dating your make believe husband ?”, he asks calmly. As if this is a small problem. He doesn’t know what hitting him next.

“Yes. I’m really dating him”, I answer with a small voice.

The boss is only smiling after that. It makes me feel more uncomfortable. Oppa only silence and not helping me. He himself just recovered from a shocked that I made recently.

“Sorry, Vic. But I have to say this. You’re banned from several schedules ahead…”, he says that calmly as I can’t believe what he said and let my jaw’s drop. “you have to “disappear” for a moment and you have to “divorce” from WGM”.

No….anything, but please don’t make me divorce…not right now…

“But, Seonsaengnim…”, I try to cut his punishment for me.

“No buts, Victoria. It’s my decision”, He says that still with a controlled tone. Calm, but killing slowly.

I’m okay with banned from schedules, and I’m okay with disappearing from public, but I can’t divorce with him. Divorce with him only making me far from him, and at this time, I need him. And I can’t tell them about my pregnancy. This is already a big problem for them, and I don’t want to add another bomb to explode.

Nichkhun

“Khun-ah! I read the news. So, is it true ?”, Jin Young hyung asks as I walk into the room and walk toward his desk.

I keep my gesture as cool as possible. I nod and say, “Yes, hyung. I’m sorry but we're really dating right now”

Jin Young hyung only gives me a smile. And then suddenly, he laughs.

“Hahahaha… Khun-ah, fall in love with your make believe wife, eh ?”, he says.

I give him a crook smile. Mianhae, hyung. But It’s the truth.

“So, Khun-ah, I’m really sorry, but, you have to “divorce” from WGM”, he says and now walking toward me, and gives a tap on my shoulder.

Divorce ? Oh no..please don’t…

“But hyung…”, I try to cut and try to excuse from his decision. “Just punish me anything, but don’t make me divorce…”

“Eh ? waeyo ?” , he turn around and looking at me with questioning look.

“I can’t leave her”, I say with my last courage. This problem already drowns my strength and sinks my heart.

“Ya babo ! You still can date her in REAL life. I didn’t say you CANT meet her anymore, right ?”, he laugh hard after that. But I still feel complicated inside.

“Ya ! So, how far is your relationship ? Already kissed yet ? “, this hyung still laugh hard and teasing me.

I still keep silence.

“What’s with you ? Why you look soo gloomy ?” , he asks. “Having a girlfriend must be happy”

“So, I guess you both already did it, right ?” he states, “This picture holds a mystery though. Why the two of you in your WGM house at this early morning”

Check mate. I’m dead now. Maybe not only Jin Young hyung think like that. Many people would have thought like that. And they might hunt the truth about what happen that day. I think, I better drop the bomb too now. Before it’s too late, and it’s my responsibility to finish it. I know, my career is at stake, but, this is what I do for love.

“Hyung, mianhae”, I say.

“For what ?”, he ask.

“I’m sorry, hyung, but I have to tell you something. That I’m going to be a dad soon”, I say in small voice.

“Eeeeeeehhh ????”

I continue, “We did it, and Vic is pregnant now”

“WHAT ?!” Park Jin Young let out a loud voice.

This is my fall now. This is my price to pay.

* Okay. So they already drop the bomb. Will saying the truth really finished the problem ? Stay tune :))

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